22| cries (pt.1)

Melinoe

" I know you here me when I cry," - Ariana Grande, Ghostin

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Have you ever lost somebody and you felt like some part of your body has been taken away and you need that body part in order to do things and be able to survive? You just want things to go back to how they were.

Well that's exactly how I felt. My entire body felt numb as I dropped down my knees on the grass. And entire weight felt like it had jjukust been dumped on my body and I didn't know if I could any more.

Maybe this was my karma. Who knows? But just like you children aren't supposed to be blamed for their parents mistakes but also, parents shouldn't have to do. But they do.

Without any hesitation.

I now knew the feeling of losing someone you love. It's a torturous and painful slow burn. It ends up hurting much more if you dwell on it but it'll hurt you more if you never pay attention to it.