16| silent

Damon

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It's been three whole days that we haven't spoken. Three days have went by without her calling me or me calling her. Three days we haven't hung out. Three days we still haven't spoken. Three days without hearing her voice or seeing her smile.

But I was lucky that I got to actually see her. I would see her at Kathy's desk having conversation. But I doubt she saw me. I saw her with that little boy Ethan once again. It was day four and I was slowly counting down the days that felt more than it actually was. I got out my hotel room and went to the elevator and I was on my way to her floor.

I had been lucky that I didn't have to go all the way to Kathy to ask for Eli's room number. Grateful with that week we spent together, I knew her room number. The elevator doors opened and I took a deep breathe and got out.

I was now standing in front of the door. I didn't know if she would answer if I would knock and say it's me. Of course she wouldn't.