134 Dark past

Author's warning : this chapter might make you uncomfortable please , please , please I'm really serious when I say if you have qualms don't read . Hint : includes Lin Yan 's dark past 

" are you alright ?" Su Wan looked at Lin Yan who was now flushed like a boiled lobster , because Lin Yan's complexion was really pale compared to his brothers , the red blush of his body was even more prominent , if Su Wan didn't know it better , she might have thought that Lin Yan was some pretty woman on the verge of getting molested . 

Lin Yan actually wanted to confess but the experience was too shameful for him to speak about it , except his family no one knew about it and though he knew that  Su Wan could be trusted , Lin Yan was still ashamed , he didn't want to speak so he could only grit his teeth and smile which looked worse than crying "

Its alright , come you might be tired - I will "