1 (E1.1) She Who Is Happy

Drip.. Drip… The sound of rain filled my ears. It was soft at first, getting louder and louder, quicker and quicker. I slowly opened my eyes, only to have a raindrop fall into my eye. I tried to blink but i had no energy to do so. More raindrops fell into my eyes. In the past, it would've hurt, or maybe it wouldn't have. I can't remember. My head is so fuzzy…

I didn't feel anything from the impact of the raindrops. After all, compared to the pain in my chest, it was nothing. My vision was out of focus, all I saw was green. It was so beautiful. Some parts of the green sparkled. The light grew bigger and eventually hit my eye. Even a simple raindrop could look so pretty from afar.

Why do I feel so regretful yet happy. Someone tell me, why does it feel like that day even though I don't even know what 'that day' is? The day he saved me. Why do I find myself thinking that he'd be there again to save me? I don't remember anything… Who is 'he'? I should know who he is… I'm forgetting something important.

Ah. I remember. I'm so happy. So, so happy. It's about time I died. I've lived for so long, met so many people, smiled so much, cried so much. Even though I've suffered so much, I was so happy. But, dying isn't a bad thing. I'm so thankful to him, for saving me that day. I was able to find happiness.

That's why, I'll smile. I'll smile for everyone who left and everyone else who will leave. I'll pray for everyone's happiness. It may be raining now, but the rain will pass and the sun will shine.

My consciousness was waning. I closed my eyes. My story has already ended.