Her own demise

As she lay there, she reminisced, thinking of the better days and enjoying what memories she had. Has her mind raced and her heart pounded, she seemed to vanish into her own thoughts. As time had passed, it seemed that she was walking through every event that had every occurred in her life, even the ones that saddened her the most. Sometimes she felt like she was trapped in a world that she could not escape from. She felt that the world was crashing down on her and she couldn't breath. Tines were hard but no matter how hard Ava tried, it seemed to be to much. Life in general was trying to harm her, to make her fail, to push her down and watch her drown but Ava was not giving up. Ava was lost in the world and even though it was her own demise, she keep pushing forward just as she was raised to do. Ava's world collapsed a few years back and the world she once knew was gone. The people that protected her from the cruel and injustice world was forever gone and Ava could not live the same life or in the same world that she once did. Time proved to be in humane and Ava was the root that seem to be the queen. Her world was empty, dark and cold, she was alone and scared but knew what she had to do. Ava has to escape the demise that she put herself in, she had to live the world she knew and return to reality. Ava does not know how to escape, she does not know how to live without the ones that protected her, she was lost. Ava was the root that guarded her own self destruction and she felt that the odds was against her. It was time for her to walk that path, to release what was hurting her and get out of the demise but everytime she tried, she would fail and horribly. Ava knew that no matter how strong her will was, the emptiness and darkness consumed her and she was the queen of the damned. Ava was lost in her world and needed guidance but it was gone. The world she lived in was dark, cold, empty, barely seen, there was no happiness only sadness lived there. Pain was given and pleasure and happiness was taken. She lived a lonely life and could not adjust to her surroundings. Ava believed in god and lived everything with breath but it seemed that the prison she lived in was more powerful than her. As time passed on, Ava realized that the only way out was to push through what was hurting her and try to remember the happiness, calmness, and joy she once knew.