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ey always acted like they were friends Great harmony but unfortunately these two are never ready now to have a boy or a girl I used to not have them one day I told them I'm not okay I feel like something is chasing me I came to them terrified and scared and after a long struggle of screaming but they smiled saying nothing Yariva you You fantasize, go to your room, I went and their smiles don't leave my mind. At the age of 13, I was a girl who couldn't stand looking at them, even though they were trying to fix the mistakes of the past, but I always complained, saying, "Leave me alone at night." They know that what broke me when I was a little girl will not be corrected. I yelled at her saying, “If you know, go from here.” At the age of 14, I was on a trip with them to a place that I detested. You want to go with me Give me your hand So that we can walk together Because I don't want you to go out of my sight Hold my hand I felt the first time I became someone important to them I went with him and came back so happy At that time I forgot everything and decided to live with them all my life But this happiness doesn't last long after we came back I went back to my previous life, no one cares, no one listens to me, they scold me all the time, at the age of 15 I can no longer look at their faces, they both tried to kill myself, I thought I succeeded, but actually I failed when I woke up, the doctor told me, "Lucky for you, you are on Alive and if they were a little late, you would be dead now Pay attention to yourself more my little girl and he came out she was happy I said that my father helped me I sat for half an hour preparing what I will say and how to justify my action Happiness was filling my heart and mind to the point that my thoughts were interrupted all the time He opened the door My smile became indescribable But when I entered our neighbor, who lives with us in the same place where we live, she was very despairing. She came to me and hugged me. I spoke to Rifa, you are my brother. Praise be to God. I told her where is my father. that I would treat them the same way with me I came home very angry that day and when evening came my mother and father came together They acted as if I wasn't there Acted as if I wasn't about to die completely cold And the next evening I was sitting alone on the balcony and then I went out I didn't notice that Mom I went to the balcony too and I stood there enjoying the fresh air I grabbed her feet and lifted them off the ground Rifa screamed what are you doing Then I told her go to hell and threw her she died My happiness was indescribable but I came down crying and screaming as loud as I could On the day of her burial, everyone was crying, screaming, crying, and breaking down. She made everyone who was there sad. But on her dirt, she knew that she wouldn't be alone when we came home. My father walked carelessly, he might walk. He was so sad. Then I caught a glimpse of a big truck. It was close. A little while I stood behind him and put my hand on his back and when I got close I told him he was scattered He died too they couldn't bury some of his parts to me because