1 PROLOGUE

My name is Aneska Belavina. A name that means a beautiful girl with a kind personality and a pure heart.

My mother gave me that beautiful name because she hoped that one day when I grew up, I became a woman with a good personality and a pure heart.

Since childhood, I did not know the figure of a father.

My mother always said, Dad left us because he was attracted to another woman.

Our life is full of struggles, Mother had to work hard to raise and send me to school. My mother's dream is for me to become a successful person and not be looked down upon by others. Unlike her, who is just a vegetable seller in the market, earning a fortune is only enough to eat and send me to school.

I grew to be a strong woman especially after my mother left me forever. I have to struggle to live in a world that knows no mercy without knowing anyone.

I left the village where I was born, leaving behind all the bitter memories with only a school certificate which I considered very valuable because that was the only treasure my mother left to me.

Only with the money from the sale of an old house and a few cattle that I sold, I finally went to the big city looking for luck like most people to change fate.

Everything didn't go as smoothly and beautifully as I had imagined. Various exposures I have to go through. Going outside the office looking for work with only a school certificate is not easy, let alone having to compete with thousands of people looking for work too.

My persistent efforts finally paid off, and Dewi Fortuna sided with me. I was accepted as an ordinary worker with a salary that was only enough to pay for my food and pay for my accommodation.

My world, which I had been able to build, suddenly crumbled again after I met a man who never stopped chasing me. Love came between us but at the wrong place and time.

Wrong, my love is wrong.

I fell in love with the wrong man.

The love that I should be proud of, the love that I should be proud of even made me ashamed. I'm like living at a crossroads. It's love that makes me strong but it's love that breaks me.

Ervin Wijaya, my boss, and lover is the perfect man in the eyes of every woman. But, the perfection he has belonged to the only woman who has the status of his wife.

Is it possible?

One day, fate will be on my side.

The love I have for him can make me proud.

Ervin and I were caught in the wrong love. But what can we do when our hearts are one?

Go and leave it, means I kill myself.

Holding on and being with him means I'm hurting another woman's heart.

Then what should I do?