My dad is loosing it

I finnaly start letting tears run down my face and he let go to eat a cereal bar. I ran to the shower to try to clean up all the cum he had on me he cummed 9 times. He found me an he said trying to get rid of my cum I see and started fucking me even harder. he grabbed by the ass and carried me to his room and sat me on a table in and then started fucking me on the table. Then he stopped suddenly and started crying and he told me he was sorry for everything he didn't know what happened to him. It's just your mom cheated on me 5 times during her business trip and he let out all the angry on her as if it was her mom . and I kissed him and told him everything was ok and I showed and layed down on him and fell asleep.