46 Dazed

As he confessed his feelings for the soul he yearned for a gorgeous smile came on his face. Regardless of things that happened in the night he remained unaffected by the fact that there was something that was certainly not correct with himself. He was not in his right mind that he stayed dazed in love.

For a long time, he lingered just like that looking crazily at his sleeping prince whose face still has a remnant of the emotions that he shredded when he broke down while seeing his omega's sufferings.

"Jay gege, I know you love Mo Yuan so much but how could a tough guy like you cry over just for a little thing. I just fainted. Maybe because of exhaustion but it seems you cried like a baby that's why grandma was so worried about you."

Looking zealously at the face of his love for heartbeats to go he felt his ears heated just like his cheeks felt warm. Then he unhurriedly went near his alpha's face and gradually felt the warmth that was rising in him. When the distance between the two souls got unbearable too much for him, his life got him into it.

Promptly their lips touched and sensation ran through his whole body within a flash. He kept his lips on alpha's lips and then started to nibble on them thinking that his alpha will never know about it.

But to his surprise, the next second he saw an exclusively opened eyes of his alpha, looking directly into his soul giving it shivers. Xiao Xing's all movements came to a standstill seeing the most unbelievable scene under him.

The alpha's eyes were shredding the tears of love for him, ceaselessly staring at his existence above him giving him the pain, suffering, cure, love together at the same time.

"Jay gege...Why are you crying...you..." He was about to coax Xie Jayden but before he could speak his next words he got turned only to found himself under his alpha. The hands that were just caressing alpha's face were now near his head clutched tightly by alpha.

Both the heartbeats running against time, the heaving of the chest touching each other's chest. The warmth of each other's bodies sending another message of love.

"Jay gege...mmmhhhhh" and Xiao Xing got silenced with the violent kiss that almost took his soul out of him. The clutches of alpha's teeth sucked his both lips and when Xiao Xing let go of his all guards a strong muscle invade his cave to win the battle against him. Xie Jayden's tongue went inside Xiao Xing's moist mouth to taste everything.

Xie Jayden explored all the nooks and crannies of Xiao Xing's mouth and then he sucked his tongue like it was his first meal after long fasting.

He turned Xiao Xing miserable condition. Xiao Xing almost lost his breath because of a kiss.

"A-Yuan...Breathe please..." His alpha commanded as he put his forehead on his omega's forehead. "Please, breathe my Baobai."

A big gasp then got heard by his alpha and a smile broke down in those tears stained faces when he saw the face of omega who got painted red in his love.

"I love you, A-Yuan, I am sorry that I never protected you from any trouble in your life." Xie Jayden admitted his remorse closing his eyes. "I am sorry, I wasn't there for you ever and that's why everyone thinks that they can attack you whenever they want."

"Jay gege, what you are saying? Who attacked me?" Xiao Xing asked with a lot of confusion in his head. "Jay gege, you always protected me but if you are talking about the accident that happened a few months back then let me tell you one thing, accidents can happen with anyone, anywhere. We can't do anything for it.."

"But A-Yuan that night I should not have let you go in the first place. You were angry and heartbroken. I should have stopped that night and this is not just one thing, A-Yuan. Many incidences happened in the past in those you could have got my help but I was never there."

"What are you talking about?" Xiao Xing spoke without thinking. He wasn't able to think of any possibility of incidences that happed today that lead Xie Jayden to this. Then suddenly he remembered the meeting held by Xie Jayden the morning.

"Jay gege, if you are talking about our meeting then haven't you sent those bastards to jail? He must be reprimanding on his sin right now."

"A-Yuan let's talk about something else. I am not good at talking about the past." Xie Jayden confessed when he felt a strong urge to stop Xiao Xing. He never wanted to share his burden with Mo Yuan but somehow his emotions made him more vulnerable, that he involuntarily stopped at Mo Yuan's place and asked him for forgiveness.

"Jay gege, I know you can hide everything inside you just to see me happy and without worries. But Gege, will you believe me if I say I want to know everything. I want to take some of your burdens. I want to be part of your other life too not just life that looks bright. What happened, Jay gege?" Xiao Xing requested as he found alpha is keeping his emotions within himself. "Jay gege, tell me, I know something must have happened to you otherwise no one can make you cry, there must be a serious issue."

At this point even at his mind's denial, Xie Jayden asked Xiao Xing not to talk about it.

"A-Yuan let's just pretend we discussed the matter." Xie Jayden asked Xiao Xing hopefully but got denied.

"If you will not share your sorrows with me then how you are going to share your happiness? How I will enjoy that happiness when I will not part of your griefs?" Xiao Xing asked innocently. "Jay gege, soulmates share everything, that's why they called as soulmates. They even share their sorrows. It is a blessing for them."

Hearing him Xie Jayden almost lost himself in love that even after a constant call from Xiao Xing he couldn't hear.

"Jay gege...Please can we walk the road of becoming a soulmate together?" Xiao Xing asked and Xie Jayden could only tell him what happened in the police station.

"No, A-Yuan. What you are thinking about Mr Qin is wrong. He is dead. He died in an accident on the road when we were at our house." Xie Jayden explained the situation only in few bits without taking his values any importance.

"His nephew Qin Chung, again complaint against you. He...he said that you are involved in his uncle's accident." He halted and then spoke again.

"Qin Chung still loves you, A-Yuan and want you to be his life partner. He still thinks that blackmailing can solve many problems. He thinks his strength can get you to him..."

Xie Jayden halted to breathe and again one shared his thoughts. Xiao Xing who was listening to him halted when he heard someone still loves Mo Yuan and thinks that Mo Yuan will go back to him if he will blackmail Mo Yuan.

"A- Yuan, they asked you to come to the police station. They were about to call you but Zhao Zhang found some important proof and the situation got handled."

Xie Jayden said those words in a hurry and then halting for a moment he looked deep into Xiao Xing's eyes.

"A-Yuan, in the police station I met Quan ge again and like always he was there with Zhao Zhang to protect him." Xie Jayden said and closed his eyes again. "He is back, A-Yuan. He was with Zhao Zhang just like one year back."

"So Lu Dequan and Zhao Zhang love each other?" Xiao Xing cleared his mind before he could make any mistake in understanding situations.

"It's only Quan ge loves Zhao Zhang but I guess now he is back he will constantly try to make us separate from each other."

When Xiao Xing heard this, he felt like the ground under him moved.

"Lu Dequan don't want us to together. Will he make it happen?" Xiao Xing's mind quivered at this thought and he immediately asked Xie Jayden.

"If he will do it again?"

"Not in millions of times, A-Yuan, You are mine and this soul belongs to only you." Xie Jayden said with big round eyes.

"Last time I don't know why I was so naive, but now I know how to protect you and I will do it at any cost."