1 Prelude: What I do for a living?

The thing is... That you learn to understand what is your purpose in life when you're already dealing with it. Most of the world population lives in a very prosaic environment.

There's not enough time for you to choose your path wisely in this race, you're unprepared, yet you have to act quickly if you wanna chase something.

There's always people with more talent than you despite your own efforts. However, the difference lies in passion.

This story starts with the acknowledgement of our own efforts. I've tried many times to fall in love just for the sake to know what is special about feel loved. And I have seen my true friends being banished by this monster. Therefore, I will begin with a list of the stuff that I've have learned and seen over the years.

My name? It will be revealed later as I am able to grasp my thoughts. This is not a typical love story, you have lots of those here, instead is a summary on how to treasure yourself before falling in love. I don't care about your gender, or sexual orientation. However, most of this stories are a picture of the traditional society.

In my personal life I'm not special, just another professional with a master's degree that was supposed to be my dream but now I wanna do a doctorate. I don't dream about getting married and have kids, I like them but not enough to forgot the pursuit of my own happiness... And about men I like to abide by Cher's quote, they're like a dessert, If you're a woman with a career they're not a necessity but a pleasure.

Have you ever feel the noise outside your thoughts? I have always make myself a priority, and still have failed when I returned to my shitty country. I don't believe in patriotism, after all I worked with the military and the way they brainwash individuals without critical thinking is their speciality. Therefore, the question here must be... How to return to love myself in the process and make a strategy to understand that even if there is no purpose in life I can still make it myself?

Well, let's start with my lovely friends choices and their paths that have led me to be quite sceptical about the concept of love.

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