Impressed by the kid

I have been reading a book whose ending disappoints me, all the books that I have been reading have disappointed me because their ending were very bad. I feel like this because 'ending' word is very dangerous and related to the infinite universe is never ending which I think is correct because it ,the universe is having and the dawn of the universe will end soon the 'soon' may refer millions of years after matter but still I want eternal live from which I can prove the world my life also has ending which I feel I want to make my life for significant eternal world which will be not only in the earth but also the whole world the space and time can make an destination variable universe their origins at different levels which all the number system can. I am not sure about this but I still want to out run the humans in the aspect I thrive these thriving will be an end I can only feel miseries now I want to feel my nature also my hypothesis can't be matched by world because I can't get out of my world my 'shells' on what you called the comfort zone. I don't know what my real life is but I bet the purpose will also true and illustration of my mind some things are true but some things are the things which we believe to be true I. I am feeling weird because my life is hard because of this mess .The cause of this is my brain it cant it can't be held .I want to fight with the world for recognition but I cant fight . I

I have tried my luck and just it 'but' keep pulling me back. I feel lonely however this feeling the messy world, the weakness the world have entangled me like the web of the spider and the spider (time) is coming with evil smile to devour me unlike what I got what situation I am facing what is my life .I am facing I want to try another time giving my dreamy mist a blow. I don't know it will be a success or not but this time I am going to do what I want to be a failures situation have to be converted into success ,all in the dreams can be acquired by the logical efforts but logicall dreams can be controlled by illlogical (not true) efforts is what I can say now. I thought maybe proved be wrong but I can prove them right with the efforts whatever I have got by carving myself by exploring and improving myself I. am not going to defeated the all those buts but my suspicion my pain is which I cant handle .Can I handle the immense pain which will be I will be going to get in the future?!!

( By the but's aand if's)

After seeing the whole extract , the interviewer seem satisfied and pleased, however a glimpse of surprise was also seen in his eyes .Charles seem nervous and was somewhat sweating, he was wondering how can he test him by only reading these three pages? But he seem somewhat blessed because he definitely knew the meaning of failure and therefore wrote it like hell ,he didn't even know know what sentences he should use and what not.

The interviewer said without any emotion "you can go home , your recruitment will be decided and informed to you as soon as possible so please move out".

"Sure!!Sir". Charles stood up from his chair and headed towards the stairs ,though he had taken Lift but he didn't took it this time . He was thinking about the whole interview as he was moving downwards, the scene when he reached the place and and was flabbergasted by the question of interviewer and how he wrote whole three pages about the strange topic with only limited time.

This time he took the taxi and directly headed towards the home .At first he totally thought he had ruind everything but there was glimpse of hope too. But he found rather strange how short this interview was ,he had seen many interviews on YouTube and other sites but he can only say himself unlucky at this spot as interviewer lost interest on him as he introduced himself so badly but he couldn't do any thing now .

Th taxi reached his home , Charles lived in a small family with his parents , that is his Father and Mother . He didn't told his parent about the interview because he only wanted to told them when he get selected otherwise they will directly give him a clean sweep in this matter. After getting home he seemed relaxed and starting playing game in his PC .Though he everyday play if in PC he was playing today to relieve from stress he was going through .Also he was glad because this was a hustle day because his normal days would be rather boring .

On the next day he woke up (as usual) by her mother's call

"Hey Charles get up ,it's almost 8 o clock already !!

"What !" ,he got up startled like a cat springing from his bed . But as he saw in his phone it was only 7o clock. He said," Mom it's only 7:10 why are you startling me like hell?.Her mother's reply was according to her obvious but not natural , if I said it's about 8 o clock and also you take a lot of time to get prepared and get delayed for school. Charles obviously have not any answer so he admits it and starts getting ready. He hurry himself really fast but to be true it's still slow ,God knows how long it take him to get prepare when he is not in a hurry , however it's the only part that her mother said was true and that's why he didn't back answered her.

He went to the library instead of school as he was resticated from it and he will never tell his parents about it untill they hear it by accident . He liked to read novels ,actually he can read Chinese novel for a whole day if get one which suits him. He will study here for the time he used spent in his school and get back on the regular time. After 3 hours have passed he had revised some of his lesson and started reading the novel . Suddenly his phone rung and he saw an unknown number ,gut feeling told him that his 'results are out ' .

"Congratulations ,you have been selected as a member apprentice in our department ,please report at the head office as soon as possible " .The call get cut off but he somehow could not believe that he got selected because he knew there was a very low chance of his selection and also this was a pre recorded phone call which he thought is strange because job selection is either get from mail and email and also from phone call but they do a direct contact with the job applicant.

He started to doubt it but all the doubt vanished when he started to try it out ,by bus he reached there and in the main office he saw the interviewer .

"Greetings sir! ".

"You too".The interviewer replied .

Charles thought his whole personality has changed because he seemed rather friendly now ,then he concluded that the interviewers have to as much as possible stern as possible . He was also thinking of asking how he got passed the interview and how he did it ? the interviewer seem to realise it but he told him to remain seated in his seat untill certain procedure is completed of him but the hilarious part is , Charles didn't know anything about the procedure , actually he never tried to find out about is either!He rather felt guilty and ashamed of not knowing about this basic procedure . After sometime the procedure was completed and he got some paper and was told to go on the upper floors where he can find real detectives and can work as a apprentice ,though he will get paid some part of their income . He was nervous as well as excited .From the former day and today , he is being uncountable time nervous. He find this fact funny and he laughed a bit also he was very happy because he will get internship and in few years he will become a famous detective. He can earn what he wanted and will surely lead a wonderful life. Actually he didn't know that this is a start of his knew life where things will be immensely complicated and he have to cross many hurdles. This is only the begining where he will become the detective and definitely will SEE THE DIFFERENCE.....,,,,,,