86 The dark Spears

I ran out of the house despite his calls. My mind was clouded with thoughts of the lies the world I've been living in, is made of. It made me want to shed my skin.

Without warning, I turned into my werewolf form and ran into the great forest.

"Mek!" He shouted out to me, but I didn't stop to acknowledge him.

I'm hurting so much, that I wish to howl out to the moon.

However, I did nothing of that sort because I know I will be easily caught should I do that.

Fern is likely chasing after me. And I can't have him find me. At least not in this situation.

As I ran, I tried to think of my next plan. Despite my muddled brain, I tried to think of the future.

I would have run back to my pack, but I know Fern will get to me easily. With the packs joined, they can't be able to fight against him because we are now kin.

The same reason I can't return to my pack is the same reason I can't go over to Jyn's house.