Chapter 69

He wished he could walk by her side. Each time she looked at something, he wanted to ask what she was looking at and look at it himself. What kind of sensation the day's weather brought to her, whether the air was fresh, whether her shoes were right for walking, he had so many things to ask her and say to her.

However, all those were not allowed to him.

It was good that Rubica wasn't asking him to walk with her. Then, he would have to turn her down flatly, and she would think he didn't want to walk with her. He didn't want her to think like that.

But at the same time, he was sad that she wasn't asking for that even though she worried about his health.

'What on earth is wrong with me?'

When he looked at her, he was happy, sad, disappointed, and glad at the same time. He was getting opposing feelings all the time. He really didn't know whether it was her or himself.

"You should go now."

"May I leave after seeing you fall asleep?"