Library Dates

Not sure of what Jackson meant, I just simply agreed.

He couldn't stop smiling.. which got me thinking... "What is this guy up to...?"

Soon enough we finished our dinner and he grabbed my hand.

J: Shhh, follow me.

I followed closely behind Jackson as he held my hand and we walked out of the study area room 15. We quietly went passed others who were studying and approached this one isolated area by the back of the library where nobody was.

Looking confused, I whispered to Jackson..

Me: Baby... where are you taking me?? What area is this, how come I've never really noticed this place..?

Jackson smiled and finally whispered back.

J: Shh, it's a "no zone" or what I call it. Hehe, my friend and I "discovered" this isolated area where nobody ever come here because it's all encyclopedias and old old documentaries that nobody cares about...

Me:... okay....? Cool.. but why did you bring me here??

J: Because...shhhhh it has the most COMFY-EST bean bag for anyone to relax on.... and plus... I hide Joke books over here and you could use some jokes after a long day!

Jackson smiled... I rolled my eyes and smiled....

Me: And I thought it was something?? That's it??

J: Hey hey now, shhh just wait you'll see.. Don't judge til you try it. Trust me.

I rolled my eyes again smiling.. and thought... dang this is the guy I'm in love with? Haha, what a child.. Gosh, Love his silliness so much. I can't get enough of it..

Taking a few more steps forward, Jackson finally said.

J: Look baby, there it is... *pointing to the bean bag located between 2 book shelf standing side by side.

I gotta admit it look pretty comfy and super big too... like the heck.. lol

I smiled and finally said.. "Okay I admit, that does look pretty good."

J: Try it out.

I let go of Jackson's hand and laid on the bean bag.

My back literally soaked into the bean bag... literally feeling like I was on a cloud....

Me: Wow... you were right... this is fricken awesome.....

J: Shhh.... Someone might hear you!!

Me: Lol. ooops ok ok sorry ;P

Jackson smiled and said, "Seee... I told you baby... what did I say?"

Me: Yeah yeahh, whatever.. well this thing is big enough, here I'll move over so you can sit here with me.

Jackson smiled and sat down next to me on the bean bag.

Me: This is nice...

I leaned back and relaxed, closing my eyes.

Jackson smiled and he gently leaned on his belly next to me looking at me. He gently brushed my bangs away from my face as I was closing my eyes.

J: You're so beautiful baby... did I ever tell you that??

I opened my eyes and blushed replying..."yes baby... everyday.."

Jackson smiled and locked eyes with me....I couldn't help but at this moment feel my heart beginning to race.. Jackson again brush my bangs out of my face still smiling... My heart is now beating loud and clear.. Jackson slowly leans in towards me....(The thoughts in my head flashed back to last night and the sex.... and everything....).. My heart continues to race and I quickly sit up and say "So...baby... where's that joke book??" Jackson stops and smiles.

I quickly got up on my feet and started looking at the nearby book shelf....My heart literally is jumping out of my body right now...but I gotta breathe and keep it coool... why am I so nervous?? Okay, Ori.. focus focus... but why ugh why does he look soo handsome....my heart.. wait.. why am I thinking about this.... okay breathe...focus... try to look around and see if you can find that book... what book? Oh yes.. Joke book. yes.. pretend and focus on finding the joke book....

While these thoughts were racing in my head, Jackson smiled and also already gotten up onto his feet. While I was breathing and trying to find the book without realizing it, Jackson was already standing behind me. I turned around to look at Jackson who I thought was still on the bean bag, but to my surprise was right behind me. To my surprised, I jumped a bit and lost my balance, but Jackson quickly held me up before I lost my balance completely...

Our eyes locked and Jackson smiled, wrapping his arms on my waist as mine sits on his arms to his shoulder.

Me:....Thanks....I almost fell...*still lost in his gaze...

Jackson smiled and held me a bit tighter...

J: baby, are you afraid of me?

Me: ...No.. of course not... why would I be? You're my baby... *Our eyes still locked*

J: Baby... say that again... tell me I'm your baby...

I took a deep breath... and said, "You're my -"

Before I could finish Jackson came in for a kiss, slightly pushing me against the bookshelf behind me. His grasp tightens a little as so does mine around his neck now...

Jackson slowly opens his mouth and feeling this sensation, I slightly open mine as well allowing for our tongue to swirl in each other's mouth.. As our tongue swirled with each other, Jackson slowly and quietly moved his hands from my waist to my cheeks in which he was now holding my face in his palms while my hands were now placed on his waist...

Jackson and I, lost in the moment continued kissing and gently, Jackson finally paused kissing my lips and locked eyes with me. He smiled and slightly kissed my lips again, then my chin and then down a bit to my neck.... At this sensation, I turned my head a little bit allowing Jackson to have a better angle of kissing my neck... He kissed it a little bit and made his way back up to my lips.

His hands once again was holding my face, looked into my eyes and he smiled..... finally saying

"No matter what, just know I love you and will wait until you're ready, even if that takes a million years."

My eyes watered a bit and then I slightly pushed Jackson up to the bookcase having his back is up against it while I kissed him some more. Jackson placed his hands on my waist and embraced me close to his body as we passionately kissed again.