Freaking out!

**I will be writing as Oriana

After that night with Jackson and his birthday... and what happened. I came straight home, up to my room, shut my door, face plant on my pillow and "screamed!"

"OMG! WHAT DID I JUST DO?!!?!? SO EMBARASSING!!!!!!! BUT... Kinky... but hot... a turn on? What was he thinking? What happened? Omg, it happened so fast! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!"

"Okay! Calm down...Ori! Get a GRIP!!!.... I'm freaking... I'm freaking out!! Literally, the problem with a Virgin..... Wait, is he a virgin?? Are we both Virgins?!? Did we talk about this already? OMG! I can't remember! "

Yes, I'm freaking again! Okay. Calm down...

I let out a big sigh.

Just then, my phone ding*

"Omg! That scared me!"

I blushed... I can't help it!! So embarrassing! How can I face him now...

Before flipping my phone over to see who texted... I prayed.. "Please, don't be him.. please don't be him.." My heart pounded.

Of course, it was him.

Jackson: I miss you and I love you. It's pretty chilly tonight. Make sure you shower and stay warm. Have a good night! Thanks for everything today. Best birthday ever!

I smiled.

Me: I will baby. Thank you. I love you and I miss you already! I'm so glad you had a great birthday! Safe travels! I can't wait to see you again. Update me on your travels. I want to be sure you're okay.

J: Of course. Muah! Goodnight

Me: Goodnight.

As embarrassed as I was.. I couldn't help but smile thinking about our date tonight. Everything was perfect, and my heart was pounding so much.. and the feeling, everything. No words can described how I felt... all I can say really was.... Gosh... I really really love this guy.