Thelepathia
Breathe,
Is all what my mind keep saying to me, but i suffocate harder every time, you know the feeling to go down off a cliff so high, that you get to the bottom so fast unable to go up again, only laid under the see, as hear a voice, open your eyes , open
NOW!
i open them and just .. Breath
It was just a nightmare, the same nightmare chasing me for a year, only this time what about to feel is real ....
I've always thought i'd be someone important when i was young i thought of my self as an extremely important character, who will bring change to the world
I was wrong
And it hit hard when i fell from clouds then i found hope to live again i lived for somthing else or should say someone else to give them the priority in my life purpose then suddly i discover that they didn't want me anymore
Well now , at this moment i am about to do something.. well it's kind of an easy solution,
To run far away
I am over the edge of the bridge
seriously i am; hights were always my worst fear, it's funny to think of facing your fear this way, but....
.Would i be released
I don't think so, i think if i do this i'll only through my self in endless darkness i'll fall in infinity hole without a bottom
I look at the sky and say: i am scared, but i had enough, and i am so tired
Exhale.... (eyes closed)
One
Two
The....
Waittttt!!!!
I hear that voice again, wait did i jump, i open my eyes, nope still up?
Wait a minute
I turn around, then turn again
(Talking to the sky)
Ow! Come onnnn!
Him: wait you don't have to do this it does have to be like this
Me : save the crab and get off unless you wanna watch, be my guest
Him: please just come down for one second i beg you
Me: have ever been told you're like super cute
Him: what?
Me: i'll come down on one condition
Him: of course anything; just don't do it pleaaaase!!
I came down, looked at him closely, it was him the guy of my imagination, the voice of my dreams; i didn't want him to feel the surprise in my face but it was really him
I came closer
Grabbed him face between my hands and just like that, i jumped and kissed him....
Emma_Mj · Urban
