Are we meant to be?

Trigger Warning:selfharm and suicide

Wendy's P.O.V

I set my phone down exhausted from the constant arguing between my girlfriend Lily and I. I turn my music up louder blocking out the obnoxious cry of my niece who is currently 4 years old. I live with my sister well my half Sister, Georgia. We come from the same Mom but different Dads. My Mom left me for her new boyfriend who is the biggest druggie I met.

My real Dad doesn't know I exist. My life is fine. But it is a hassle having to take care of everyone around me. I get lost in my thoughts before I feel my phone vibrate. I grab my phone again seeing a text from my girlfriend Lily

"I'm so sorry."

I feel a lump in my throat as I open the image. Already knowing what it is. It is her cutting herself. She always did this to make me feel bad. It worked so I responded quickly.

"Lily baby please don't do that. You know how much that hurts me."

She just left me on read as usual. I didn't mind it now. But I am getting tired of her but she is all I have left since after I came out as Lesbian to everybody at school by kissing her in front of everybody. I see my Sister come into my room. I wave at her and continue reading. She throws a pillow at my head messing up my bun even more. I take an earbud out and look at her.

"What was that for?!"

"We have people moving in a few houses from here. Wanna go check them out?"

I nod and set my phone and earbuds down. I walk over to my closet grab a sweatshirt that was fully grey and I put on sweat pants that start out light grey but then it starts getting darker. I pass by mirror noticing my hair is a mess. I fix it by putting it in a messy bun. I run outside to find Georgia halfway there.

I try to run but give up and start walking fast. By the time I'm there they already have all the boxes inside. I look around for Georgia. I find her holding my niece Reese talking to a tall brown haired man. Then I see a girl similar to the tall man walk by I couldn't help but notice her beauty. 

My heart starts beating in my ears, my face feels hot, and butterflies start fluttering around in my stomach. I walk up to her and introduce myself. She tells me her name is Ava.

"Oh wow. What a pretty name for a beautiful girl."

She moves back shocked and looks down. I can see she is blushing and I grin. I grab her by the chin and make her look at me.

"Hey. I'm no harm. I live a few houses down. You can come see me anytime cutie."

She gives me a weird look and what she says broke my heart and tore everything down.

"Oh I'm sorry I'm uh....straight."

She pulls away and runs inside. I walk home after that heartbroken. I know I just met her but her name sounded so sweet to say. I can admit. I did have many dirty thoughts going through my mind. But I didn't dare make a move. I get home and walk to my bedroom seeing a missed many calls and text messages from Lily.

I freak out and read through them all. There was one that stuck out the most to me.

"Goodbye. If you read this I am already dead."

I panic and run straight to her house which is miles away. When I arrive police are surrounding the house. I see them pull Lily out of the house. I look at her body in horror. I run over as fast as I could.

Her body is cut up from head to toe. I can see the rope burns on her neck. I cry while I hold her hand for the last time it was so cold. Police told me to stand back. I did as I was told fearing I would get in trouble.

My heart drops to my feet as I see them drive away with her dead body. I drop to my knees while all the colors start mixing together. Before I knew it I woke up in bed.