THOMAS WAS AFRAID AND HEARTBROKEN

In his rage, Thomas raises his voice at his mom, "Mom, I hope you are satisfied with the chaos and destruction you are causing in my life every day.

Why can't you accept my marriage and try coming to terms with my decision?" Taking some deep breaths, Thomas wanted his mom to accept Christa, pleading with her once more.

"Mom, you might think this marriage is a mistake or compromise, but I wanted to marry Christa the moment I saw her in that gown Aliza bought for her.

When Stephan left Aliza at the church, Mom, I grab that one chance to marry her seeing she wanted to help Aliza."

When Cynthia turns, "Mom please look at me and understand what I am saying.

I know I would have never gotten another chance so I seized the opportunity to ask Christa to marry me. Mom none of this is Christa's fault please try to understand.

So when Christa asked me to annul the marriage after the wedding party leaves the auditorium, I said no.

So stop being vindictive to her and for God's sake stop fighting with her. Now I am tired of you fighting my decision, she is my wife so please accept that as my choice?

Now go home so I can find her, and please don't return because I won't be coming home to live, it has too much interference."

"What has she done to you that you are not afraid to stand up and speak so disrespectfully to us?'

"Stop it Mom, and just leave please she is not well and I need to find her, the Doctor instructed her to rest, but your constant interfering in my life is putting my Son life at risk.

You may not want to accept that baby as mine, but I know it is mine baby, now I am asking you to kindly go home, if it will make you feel better, then I will visit regularly.

"Do you love her so much Thomas, that you are willing to turn your back on your family?"

"I don't know about love Mom, but I am trying to make amends for my sin, And what my family is doing to an innocent person.

Mom, Christa is trying daily to accept the fate she brought on her family and herself, and you are making her life miserable. Do you hate me so much that you don't want to see me happy?"

When she didn't respond to his question and left, Thomas lock up and hurried out and began his search. Feeling his head hurting having no idea where to search anymore.

Thomas brush the tears aside as it flows, realizing it has been hours and there was no sign of her. She is so weak and hasn't eaten in days. I must find her and I cannot do it by myself.

Calling his Dad and Bill to come and assist him in his search, as darkness zoom in and fear infiltrated his mind, having no idea where to look any longer.

Grabbing, his phone thinking it was good news from either Bill or Dad, but hearing Dad saying, "Son I haven't seen her anywhere and I am at the Police station."

Thinking, 'How will I face her family, when I promise to take care of her?' "Okay Dad, I am not too far away, why don't you start with the report."

When Thomas's phone rings again, seeing it was Aliza, "Yes Aliza, I will be there soon."

Hearing her say "Don't bother coming Tom," then she hangs up. Thinking at that moment, 'Christa was angry with him and didn't want to see him.'

Feeling a relief hearing that she was okay, but also a sadness not being able to see to her needs.

Letting Dad and Bill know she was safe, then returns to his apartment.

Angry with Mom, "I only hope Dad doesn't tell her where Christa is?" When his phone rang and Aliza was crying. "What is wrong Aliza?"

Hearing her say she was sorry, Thomas stood up trying to understand what was wrong. "Aliza, what is the matter?"

"Tom Dad is here, and he is very angry with me, Tom Mom insisted that I call you and say Christa was at my place."

"Aliza, are you saying she is not there?"

Feeling as though someone shot him when the phone drop to the floor as he drop on his knees.

Unable to hold back any longer, Thomas began crying, it was then he realized that he love her and cannot live without her.

"Where do I start looking Lord, I am helpless, what has she done to Mom? That she hates her so much?

I have never seen this side of Mom before, but if this is my Mom, then I rather live without a mother.

The evil intentions are unforgivable, does she hate me so much that my plea was unheard?

I must go and continue looking but I cannot seek the Police's help any longer, because they might question Mom."

The knock at the door get him off his knees, wiping his face rushing to the door but there wasn't anyone.

'What sort of trickery is this?' But when the knock came again and Thomas open the door.

Stepping out, Thomas gasp seeing Christa lying at the side of the wall, her voice was barely a whisper, but he understood what she was trying to say.

Scooping her up quickly, Thomas took her inside, and lock the door. Taking her to the room only to realize the nighty she vomit in was by the bed causing the entire room to smell sour.

Placing her on the bed, called his Doctor, explaining what was going on and he is needed immediately. Undressing her quickly giving her a quick bath then changed her.

Spreading a sheet on the floor, putting her to lie down and change the sheet on the bed then puts her on the bed again.

Busying himself, Thomas clean the room but construed a plan for no more disturbance or interruption while she recuperates.

Thomas knew it is imperative for her health and also for his baby's wellbeing.