Saltang chhuahna (Free from Slavery)

I am now broke,the money I spend is too much.I know I can clear all my Dept if I go home.But I am afraid of the Odd man called Alex.

Anyway,What do he want from me??He said I take something of his but I don't remember shit.And I don't think I really take something from him.Ohh I know,,I took his fucking pride by leaving him Hard like a rock ..Hahaha...

His facial expressions would be Priceless..But I am too busy to notice that.

He is Alex Jong,Dragon Mafia leaders.And if I go home I am in deep shit.

From others I heard my sister is now pregnant and Jack was cheated on her and she is divorcing her.But still what to care.They didn't fucking care me.But if my sister come back to me, I'm afraid I would go soft on her again.After all she is my little sister.My baby princess.

My door is being kick loudly..Everyman in his right mind won't open it.I know they are the one who loan me money.So i, the One who is being emotional go through my things and tada...I found a bottle of sleeping pills..

Let me end this life...I took all of it and sit back on my rocking chair Listening to Lenka "Trouble is a friend".For me it's true.My best friend is trouble.

I heard my door collapse and see someone rushing through..Call me by my full name.I try to stay awake but failed and let the darkness consuming me..While I chant in my head.

"Dear death,Hold me in that cold arms of yours.Let me breath the unloving air.Let me hold your cold body.Let me walk through this mess.Welcome me in your place.So i can hurt no more."

I closed my eyes I heard Ambulance siren but I can't open my eyes,for it is too heavy.All I want is to go peacefully,but some maniac disturb me.They will definitely see my scar but I won't have to see their face..

i slowly let my mind go blank and ready myself to sleep.To sleep eternally..

At the edge of death i saw my parents.I thought they would be happy and smile at me.Hold me in their arms,kiss me on my forehead. Intertwined their fingers with mine.

But they looked sad and angry.They just glare at me like they blame me for something.I tried to walk to them but the farther I go towards them the farther they go.

I scream in pain,called for them but they just stare at me.Like the way they look something that horrify them.My heart ache.Oh..How I wish I could you hold them.How I wish to see their smile.

I was awoke by a terrible sound.When I was awake I was tied to different tubes in different places.I saw a man,A good-looking man screaming to the lady.Whom I think is a nurse by the look of her dress.

When she saw me her eyes got widen,the man turn around and here he is.Alex,the one I kept running from.He rush towards me.I put my hands up in a defensive way.He sit down beside me and gently stroke my hair.

"Awake at last.Can I get you anything?"

I shook my head No and he look towards the nurse and scold her.

"What the fuck are you still doing here??Called the doctor."

The nurse rush out.And he look at me in a lustful way.

"I didn't get myself clear last time.Did you by any chance think I have a chance?"

"For?"

"For wooing you?"

"What?What do you mean?"

"Why is it so hard to understand?I liked you,I like you the first time I saw you.Do you think I have a chance?"

"I don't know."

"Derek,,Get your fucking ass in here."

Derek get in.He look amused.

"Derek,see,I told you.She didn't feel shit for me.You told me I was too harsh."

"Alex,I think there's a verse that say 'Try,try again until you achieve'"

"That verse is true."

"So you mean I have a chance and you play hard to get?"

"Derek,do you mind taking out this Annoying birds, it's keep chirping I can't sleep."

"Bird?I don't see bird."

"Bro,for real.Bird means you."

"I am going out.But don't try to escape again.Derek you and three guards will follow her everywhere."

"Even at washroom." I boomed.

"I thought you would say that so I hired two females guard just for you.See you wild kitty.And Derek no funny business."

And he left.Great...Just great..I forgot he didn't care for my stupid mind.I looked at Derek,he put his hands on a surrender way.And looked at me with those pleading eyes.

"What?It ain't my fault, it's truly yours?"

"Mine?What the fuck,Why?"

"If you didn't run the first time this won't happened."

"Aren't you the one to told me to run?"

"I was.i thought he tried to killed you.I never thought he would fall for you."

"Fall for me??Did you forget to take your pills?"

"Yes,he fall for you,And which pills are you talking about."

"The one,a girl take when they have vaginal problems."

"Whooaa there,girl.That ain't nice.As you can see I am a handsome and sexy guy."

"Oh...You mean you need mental treatment?"

"Hahaha...Very funny."

"Can I have some food and drinks?"

"Porridge and water,coming right up."

"That ain't food."

"Stop being picky.. It's your fault you can't eat tasty food."

"It's not my fault... It's you and that Dumb Joe.."

And I sit there not happy at all...I want to eat Ice cream,Crossaint, Lasagna,KFC,,Kimchi,Kebab etc...etc...Why???

I wanna cry...The girl with an elephant tummy get to eat only Porridge and Water??

Hospital suck...I hate it.I fucking hate it..