Chapter 51

Oh shit.

I quickly got him a glass of water which he downed instantly.

"Holy shit Aito. Don't...say such things when I'm...e-eating" he complained while coughing. "Fuck"

I gave him a nervous smile. "Sorry. I just...I read online and they said we don't have to go all the way the first time. We could start little so I would loosen up and get used to the feeling of penetration"

He was beyond shocked. Eyes were opened wide. Like saucers. "Y-You researched? And you're ready?"

I nodded for both questions.

"Like, now?"

I nodded again. "Yes. This instant. Before I chicken out and change my mind"

"Are you sure baby? I told you I'll wait"

Ugh stop making me repeat myself! This is so embarrassing!

"And I'm saying now. I want you Ryu. Unless you want me to find som-"

"Don't even think of completing that sentence!" he growled, cutting me off. "You're mine. Only mine. You get that?"

I nodded earnestly. Wholeheartedly.

He smiled, satisfied. "Now, where is your room?"

*******

Once in the room, I realized all the shit I said downstairs was just a spur of the moment and I didn't even know how I was going to be naked around Ryu even though I have before and how I'd let him touch me down there. Oh god why did I even suggest this in the first place? What was I thinking. I felt like a shy girl who was about to lose her virginity. Ah come on! Get it together Aito! You're a guy!

"Wow, your room is amazing" Ryu said as he walked in behind me. Yes my room is amazing. It's huge and all that with a king sized bed, beautiful exquisite curtains, soft as fuck rug, large windows and all that cool lighting shit but that wasn't on my mind at the moment.

I was frozen on the spot, my brain overthinking as usual. He stood behind me then pressed his body to mine, leaving not a hair's breadth of space. His body fit perfectly against mine. I could feel his dick against my lower back, semi erect but big. I don't think I can ever get used to how big it is.

My cheeks warmed and I tried to step away but his strong arms kept me in place. He buried his face in my neck and started to nibble on the skin there.

Heat pooled in my stomach. My heart started to beat faster and my little me down there started to stir. It felt amazing. The mixture of his tongue, lips and teeth, licking, sucking and nibbling on my flesh. That would surely leave a mark. How would I cover it tomorrow?

"R-Ryu..."

"Shhhh" he whispered, trailing kisses up my neck to ear. "No talking baby. Just feel. Anything that comes out of your mouth should be telling be exactly how good I'm making you feel"

I shivered as his tongue licked the rim of my ear then sucked in the lobe. Oh god. I couldn't stop the moan that bubbled out of me. "Yes that's it baby" he whispered. "Let me hear you"

His warm hands went under my shirt, roaming all over my abdomen before catching the two nubs on my chest. He started to tweak and pull on them till they hardened like two beads. "R-Ryu..." I moaned out.

Damn it felt so good. I was already hard, dick pushing against my sweatpants. Ryu was even worse. He was as hard as a nail. I could feel it poking my lower back. Why was he going so slow then? I wanted more.

As if he read my mind, he turned me to face him then took off my shirt, exposing my skin to the cold air. My dusky rose coloured nipples stood erect, just like a female's. I never even knew it could do that. It was kinda embarrassing so I covered them with both my hands. It's not like I was ashamed of my body or anything. I just felt so shy but not Ryu. He forced my hands apart, holding them behind my back.

"Don't cover yourself in front of me Aito. You're beautiful. Every fucking inch of you"

Oh god! My face was so hot. I must be so red. He grabbed my chin with his free hand then kissed me. Oh lord his kisses are just so good. I melted like butter over flames in his arms. The kiss was so passionate. Like he was trying to tell me what I mean to him. He coaxed my tongue to dance with his, sucking and twirling around each other, swiping every surface in my mouth, leaving me a hot panting mess.

Without breaking the kiss, he moved us until I felt the back of my knees hit the bed and then I went down. He let go of my hands and I shifted until both our bodies were fully on the bed. He splayed his fingers on my chest, pressing me down flat then climbed on top of and resumed kissing. Fuck I needed nothing more. Just him. Only him. After Aera, I didn't think I could come to like anyone else. But here I am and I don't even know how it happened. How did I even come to like him?

He left my lips and started trailing open mouthed kisses down my chin, neck, collarbone to my nipples. He sucked one into his hot mouth then played with the other. I didn't even realize I was moaning. Ryu expertly licked and sucked my nipples, intermittently moving from one to the other, teeth grazing, tongue licking, till they became swollen and so sensitive that one touch had me squirming with pleasure.

He was in charge and my body danced to his tunes. I couldn't see, smell or feel anything but him. I was oozing precum like a leaking tap, moving my lower body to get any form of friction but he denied my by keeping his body away from me.

"Ryu...please..." I pleaded. I needed him to do something. Anything. He smirked and finally freed me from the confines of those sweatpants.

"Spread your legs" he ordered and I froze. In fact, that was when I even tightened my legs.

"W-What?" The way he said that just made me self conscious. I had cum dribbling out of me non stop. Doing that would expose all of me. Even down there.

Ryu saw how shy I felt and his heated gaze softened. His hands went to his shirt and he took it off in one fluid motion. I gasped at the sight of his chiseled abs and huge pecs. His muscled arms, lined with veins. He oozed pure masculinity. His belt came off next and then his pants. I didn't think he would go further but he did. My jaw hung open when he took off his briefs showed me all of him.

His dick stood hard and proud, the tip an angry red colour. 10 inches of turgid flesh, coated in his own pre cum. His balls hung underneath, swollen with his essence. "You're not the only one baby" he said to me, grabbing my hand and placing it over his hot flesh. My small fingers curiously caressed the tip and he inhaled sharply. "See what you do to me"

I wanted to continue exploring but he held my hand. "Do any more and we won't go any further"

I blushed and retracted my hand. Wow. I could do this. I could definitely do this. My face felt so hot. I closed my eyes then slowly opened my legs, spreading them wide enough to accommodate him. He didn't say or do anything so I peeked between my lashes and found his eyes roaming down my body which seemed to heat up with every passing second.

"Wider" he commanded and I spread them out so much I could feel the muscles of my thighs stretch. Ah I must look like a slut.