Hoping for good times

After somdays,,,

I was getting drunk at the Fify bar...

After one by one i was ordering for more drinks..

Actually tomorrow is off so i can drink as much as i want to,, so there will be no problems going to be arise tomorrow....

Its not like,, that i don't want to go to my S.H.M.I.L.Y,, its just tomorrow is the day when I don't want to get bothered by anything...

The time flew very fastly bcoz time didn't wait for us,, its we or us who needs to wait for our good times...

According to our society its very strange when full grown woman is all alone at the bar and even drinking strong alcohol..

But now i am used to of this cold society and its cold behavior towards women..

Suddenly a bartender came to me and said, Mam its time for us to shutting up the bar,, so it will be easier,,  if you cooperate with us,, with a little and heavy smile on his face...

I wishpered,,its so soon for closing it so he could not listen to me but my voice was enough loud to hear by him,, what i just murmured to myself..

So then he said,, Mam if you want to call someone to take you back,, your home so we can help you for wait them..

Then i smiled at him and said with my alcoholic voice,,, I will go with my own so you guys don't need to bother or worry about me,, i am not drunk enough so i can manage..,, will you please send me my bill so i can pay it before going back.

He didn't said anything to me ,, but gave me a strange look,, like he was pitying me or something like that...

  And then he went back and came again with the bill,,,, and served it on my table..

I didn't even take a look on my bill and just hand it my card to him for payment...

He glare at me and said mam u should check the amount first, before handing over your card to me.

I said with rude tone,, just accept it so i can leave and i will read the bill later,, and i already said it before that you don't need to worry about me..

He did as i said to him,, and then i left the bar with my blurry eyes and trembling body ...

According to me i was walking straight but,, as i was drunk that was my blurred imagination..

When i finally came out from the bar to its entrance i just sat back on the entrance stairs of the bar,, and i was saying some fussy stuff to the Pass Byers,,, like its very bad,, the earth is bad and blah blah...

Suddenly their were two persons coming to me while their hand were waving to me in the  air just like saying hii to me,,,

They were the two most important part or this fify bar ,, they were the two big bodies,, having mustache,, and called as the safeguards of this bar,, uff its again out of my imagination..

They came to me just to warn me to go away from their or else they will call cops...

  When i heard about cops i said,,, okay okay I'll go back plz I'll go back,, don't call them..

And then i tried to stand up but i was so drunk so it was hard for me to stand up on my own,,

   But then with the help of wall pole i stand up and walked to cross the road for going back to my car,,, as i said before my body trembling and my vision were so blurred,, that i was not able to see properly anything on the road,, even the cars,, and with the blurred now my hearing power was also not working bcoz there were so sounds making noise in my head,,,,, suddenly i felt i am just about crossing the road,, a strong sound makes my mind stuck constant,,,

I was standing middle of the road,, and just grabbed my head with my both hands,, bcoz of loud voice and fear,... At that moment i felt like how i was before in my past,, just same feeling??? Again??? How can be?? I was so shocked and scared,,, but still there was difference bcoz right now someone was behind me not to torcher me but for my safety,,

I don't know who is he,, but still i can trust this person this time,,,it was the only thing was hoping me inside myself...