29 What have I done?

Arhhh!

When I heard her moan in pain, I suddenly turned into a sex machine and banged her as hard and fast as I can.

From the very start that I inserted my thing inside her, she already cried and begged me to stop.

But it seemed like I became deaf to everything, I just want to make love to her.

But is this making love?

Loud screams sounded in the room. She kept on pushing my body away and begged me to stop.

She dropped down on her head and the only thing I can make out of her mouth movement is the word STOP.

Gasp!

I suddenly got up from my bed!

Pant! Pant! Deep breath!

Shit! What was that? Did I just dream of having sex with Flor?

That should be a normal thing to have when we love someone, right?

But how did I become so sadistic?

Nooo! I will never ever do that to Flor!

This is getting bad.

Should I seek professional help from a psychiatrist?

I have read that some people are mentally affected of having been denied of sex.

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