Twelfth.

12.

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"Enrico is just so fast..."

I don't understand him so that I didn't reply. Coz I think we'll argue when we talk about that, damn I hate troubles. I'm just preparing my self for the first ever kissing scene I'll make.

I'm freaking nervous coz I think Enrico would be mad. He's not kinda jealous boyfriend, but I respect him. But I think he'll understand coz this is my work. We can't stop the director for it.

We started the shooting. Director is happy now coz it's raining, and I don't understand her for that. It's raining, we'll get sick coz of that!

"Right timing now! It's raining!" The director shouted at us and the staffs only laughed.

I gazed at Mr. Ortiaga who's busy with his outfit for today's shoot. He looks so fine with his new Hermès jacket outside and a Hermès simple t shirt inside, wow Hermès lover.

"Why direk?" I asked curiously.

I think we can't shoot coz it's raining. Damn director is so...

"Te kissing scene will be held when the rain starts! Kissing in the rain!" She said like it's a good idea, yeah it was.

So? We're gonna be wet? I'm the one who adjust? But damn! Why is Mr. Ortiaga is my first kiss! Huhuhu. It's not yet started so I called Enrico first to ask permission. Coz he might be mad.

When I call he answered it quickly. Gosh I think he's damn busy, damn it.

"Hi babe..." i hissed

"Babe? I'm still working sorry...I'll call you later"

"O-Okay bye"

That's the only thing he said that. Damn I said he's goddamn busy, hays! This is shit.

I don't have a mood when I went to the set, coz I'm calling. I'm not in the mood, but I do t want the director would be mad at me also. And it's right! It's fucking raining! Wow! And coz of that direk is happy, then the staff are directly walking from me.

We started the shooting. I'm already here on the waiting shed. My character here is; I'm broken hearted. So my face must be sad and dramatics expression, then I think I'll do it right coz it's not that hard. I sadly look at the rain drops.

When the rains are non stop by falling, and that was exactly I teared up. That was the script okay! I must cry it says! But it feels like it's real, coz it's painful in my chest. I feel my character so bad.

I stepped outside from the waiting shed and must get wet by the rain that's how the script says and yeah I'm really wet now. My tears are still falling down. I look up to the dark sky. And getting ready for my lines.

"Why? Why!!" I shouted.

"I'm done! How could you! The pains.. I can't take it!" I shouted for tears and broken heart like if it's real.

Until the seconds after. Mr. Ortiaga quickly entered the scene, while

He was walking it feels like I'm in the real drama or what. Te slow motion are real. I can only hear the footsteps on him, even the rain I can't hear it. When he was already near at me, my heart pumps so hard. I don't know why?

"Until when are you like that, until when are you crying really bad just because of that asshole?" That's what he said base in the script damn his words are so damn!

He slightly stop from walking. We're facing each other right now, he's shielding the umbrella from the rain. I wiped my tears.

"Who do you think you are?"

He suddenly throw the umbrella, i got shocked coz it's not on the script. But I'm still into it. It's colder and colder.

"I'm here when he's gone, but when he's back....you left me." He emotionally said it while looking sadly to my eyes.

I can feel his pain.

I teared up again coz his lines are so painful. I can't even say a thing coz I'm so drowned by his lines.

"W-Were friends—" that's what I said. From the script again.

"Fuck that friends! All this years...friends? Im expressing my love to you then friends? The hell what kind of heart is that!" He suddenly cried.

"I don't know...." that's what I only say. Coz I really don't know.

"You don't know coz you're busy with him!"

"I'm so sorry" I'm crying really hard right now. Like I don't even know that I can take my balance coz I feel like my knees are trembling. His words, his lines. damn him.

I kneeled. He kneeled too. Te rain are still falling he gently caress my face. He wiped my tears like he was hushing me.

It's a slow motion when how he lift his head and kiss me. He kiss me! I'm totally shocked. But when I feel like he's moving his lips I closed my eyes. I suddenly felt some strange feelings. I don't know why? And all I know is that I'm kissing back..

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I'm changing my clothes now feeling relief now. It's so early. It's unusual, i just think that direk is in the good mood right now. Afterwards direk consulted me with the applause. What did she ate? I bet she liked what Ive act earlier? Damn it's just me!

It's still raining right now. Eerie here with all the staffs in the tent. We have only two tents.

"You have a talent! Thank god! I like you, damn you have chemistry with Mr. Ortiaga!" She complimented each again.

Wait? So Mr. Ortiaga is the one who choose me? Huh?

"Oh.. so Mr. Ortiaga is the one who choses me??" My voice are cracking coz it's so cold.

"Yes, you didn't know? But I'm so happy! Nice work!" She lastly said with a thumbs up.

I quickly find Mr. Ortiaga, I just want to thanked him for all. All this time I'm always teasing him for something and now I'm guilty for it. I walked around the tent, but then there's no trace of Mr. Ortiaga. I pouted.

I said good bye to all. It's already six in the evening I must go home, it's still raining but it's not like earlier. I'm walking right now to the parking lot, damn this is so tiring. I'm wearing a simple t shirt coz I don't have a jacket! I forgot to borrow. I just say umbrella damn.

I'm in my way to my car when suddenly there's a beeped from a car. I quickly stepped aside. I looked at my back, it's just Mr. Ortiaga car. What mr. Ortiaga?

I quickly knocked at his window. He changed his clothes now.. with a hoodie one! He opened the window with a cold eyes, well as usual he always like that tho.

"You're at the center, you should walk beside the way." He angrily spat at my face.

Damn this man has attitude.

"Let's talk?" I smiled.

"Enter."

"Okay.. hehe?"

"What's with the thing?" He curiosly said.

"You're good at kissing huh!" I joked first.

It's just a joke okay!

He just laughed and then drive. The road trip was fun, we played and sang the music together. It's so unusual for Mr. a Ortiaga, i immediately looked at him busy with the road. Damn, it's so cold but the air con is still on!

"Ahm Mr. O-Ortiaga? Let's turn off the air con..." I said shyly.

He didn't talked but he pressed off the air con . I thanked him for that and looked at the road again. But again I looked at him coz he's busy doing something in the back. He's getting his jacket! The color orange one. He gave it to me. I'm pressured if I'll wear it or what. But at the end I'll just wear it, it's so embarrassing okay.

"Thanks..." i said. He just nodded

Why is he not talking?

"Damn I'm scared if you have a virus" I said playfully.

"Seriously?" He said with a smile.

And I don't know how would I feel this kind of happiness.

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