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"Your face is so thick!" I shouted and ran away.

Fuck, even if you're handsome if that's the attitude. No way. Then his saying that I'm the one who has a crush to him? Fuck you Mr.

"What?" His brows up, I don't know why he's following me.

He's so dumb.

And then I saw some groups of man wearing a suit, shit! I didn't do something wrong! The biceps of the man shit!

"Ah Hi guys...." i started. I'm really nervous fuck. I'm so thin!

Their brows up and eyes are irritated. It's so awkward. I don't do wrong

"What did you say guys!?" Te man said irritatingly! What the fucking fuck! They are four!

Is there something wrong in my words? They re so dumb.

"Welcome to my vlog?" I said confusingly.

I don't really know what to say, I just added my words earlier!

The man looked at me intently as angrily. I don't know what to feel right now!

"I know you're with Mr. Ortiaga!" The man said angrily.

"Oh my god if you're thinking something bad! It's not like that!"

"What do we expect?"

"Before you judge us just think first, but it's okay you don't have mind by the way. " I said and giving them a peace sign.

My mother taught me that joke!

"Fuck you kid! If only you're not a girl! Where is Mr. Ortiaga that's the only thing we want to know! He needs to go to the program!?"

Oh hell, so he's out visitor now. Then why is he hiding?

I look at the back of the comfort room, and there's no Mr. Ortiaga there. He's our visitor and he should go to the stage right now! Fuck Mr. this is crazy ...

"Oh my god sir, i don't know what you were talking about ! I don't even know who Mr. Ort— , oh what's the name?" I falsely said and ran away.

And thank god! They let me go. I thought that was the end of my life. Damn this Mr. Ortiaga!

Shit! My English is so good huh!

I'm back in the gym, I think the program will start. Thank god there's still space where Rieza and Ricky was.

"What the hell did you do in the cr!?" They started.

"Of course, what would somebody do wen they are in cr?"

"Fuck this! Are you fingering?" Ricky said with a shocked expression.

Omg! That green mind ugh!

"Fuck you." That was the only thing I said and faced the stage.

The program is starting, I should listen.

"Please welcome our beloved visitor/speaker for today! Mr. Felrich Iroul Ortiaga!" The emcee said

Then Mr. fucking Ortiaga went up to the stage, he's wearing a formal tuxedo, that was so fast. He looks like a  professional man. And the suit hug his thighs and arms, he look so muscular and so much sex appeal.

But I like the attitude of Mr. Ortiaga earlier, he's always smiling. Am I too feeling close?

"Good morning our future professionals...." he started.

All the peoples shouted. Among are all girls but there are some boys who's shouting too.

"The fuck! Is it Mr. Ortiaga! The hell, I want that face so handsome!" Rieza said and looking at the stage.

I just nodded to her. This is so fetch! Mr. Ortiaga only greeted to us, then all the crowd gone crazy. Fuck! The student earlier are so bored and now they're so energize with Mr. Ortiaga'/s presence.

"So as you hear earlier, I'm Felrich Iroul Ortiaga, I graduated Bachelor in Fine Arts last last year. I experienced a lot in this school, I experienced stressed , pressured, and being failed. And I know that all of you experience that. But look at me now, standing in front of you, a successful man. You will be like me someday! Just don't rush things. And always remember..."

All the crowds went silent when he speaks. All of us are listening to him now. But there's still some people murmurings.

He's so nice! I love watching him with that seriousness! Shit! In any angle he's still freaking handsome!

"Always remember that 'If others can do, you can do it too'. That's all" he said gently and bow a little.

If others can do, you can do it too.

That was a life changing quotes! A life changing, that is my motto now.

All of us are giving him a round of applause for his message, he was about to sit when he suddenly back to the stage and grab the mic. I thought it was done! I'm already hungry!

"Oh, any last message sir?" The emcee exclaimed.

Please make it fast!

"One last message. Is my face thick?" He sad that innocently!

I don't know what to say, I know I'm the one who told that to him! I don't even know that he will be saying that in this full crowded gym!

All of them are laughing, including the professors and staffs. Ricky and Rieza are almost dying here laughing. Meanwhile me, I'm stuttering of nervousness. Damn! That would be most embarrassing when he mentioned me! I hope not!

"The fuck! What is his trip?" Ricky is dying when he asks Rieza.

"Damn! My tummy hurts coz of laughing!" Rieza smacked Ricky's head.

Fuck this'

"Why did you ask sir? You're not a face-thick man" the emcee burst of laughter.

"Someone told me." And now he's laughing falsely!

Oh my god! I think I want to go to cr now!

"No sir you're not! Who the one told you that?"

All of the student are also shouting the same question as the emcee said. Fuck this life!

"Hey I should go to the cr!" I said it lastly and ran away.

"Hey are fingering again!?" The fuck Ricky what's with that mouth?.

I just ignored them and walk away.

And there's still a lot of people here in the cr! Damn it! Who the fuck is this again! Damn! I want to pee again literally! Coz of what happened earlier. Mr. Ortiaga is getting into my nerves again.

I force myself and ran through the cr, all of them are girls! I really expect that this is boy, our school are full of sluts.

I'm about to enter the comfort room, then someone talked. It seems familiar. I immediately looked at the one who's talking, it's not easy coz the girls ... ugh!

"There you are." The man said

Oh my god! I remember his face! But not his name! This man is the fashion designer! Shit!

I looked up at him, he's really tall damn. My head is on his chest only. I smiled to hide the awkwardness between us. And of course the girls are all murmuring!

"Can we talk? In private?" He said manly as he looked around.

He wants to talk in private coz all the girls here are so shitty. And then I'll agree.

"What now Mr. ?" I said patiently

I look at him, it's so awkward. We're here at the restaurant, and I'm so thankful coz not in Ati-Atihan, I'm scared about the issues okay?

"You're sketches are really nice. That's an approve to me. I just want to re-assured you if you want to add some stuff to the designs. Because in this days I'll take this to Charlotte to choose." He said while smiling.

He is freaking gorgeous man!

I love his smiles, he's always smiling! Fuck! So handsome! I hope this isn't a gay! Please don't be!

His brown eyes shining when he look. He have a thin pointed nose, which is its look good. And a seductive curve lips. And a big Adam's apple. He's not that masculine like the boy Ortiaga, but I think he's taking gym.

Goddamnit! Why I am over-looking him! Its awkward!

"Sure! Thank you for the reminder."

"Yeah" and he gave me my designs.

I smiled and then say goodbye. I don't want to stay here, shit!

"I will go back to school, thank you again Mr." I said respectively

"What's the 'Mr.'? Don't use that on me, I'm just a few years older than you." He laughed looking at me. "Just come with me, I'm waiting someone in your school tho."

Shit! He already have a girlfriend! Fuck self back-off!

I think we have the same grade and batch, his girlfriend! Shit this is so fuck!

I entered his car. I'm just so silent coz this is really fucking awkward. I'm scared that her girlfriend might be jealous of us!

As were here in the school, he parked in the backstage , thats so confusing coz we have a real parking lot. I want to ask him but I didn't continue it.

I'm about to go out when he suddenly opened the door for me! Shit!

"Thank you! Thank you so much Mr!" I said as I respected him that much.

"I said drop the 'Mr' okay? You're making me an old man" he laugh

I laughed and walked away. But ...

"Look who's dating!" I jumped because of scared. I looked where the voice came from, then Mr. Ortiaga is there.

He looked at Enrico then in me. The nervousness filled me again. His wearing his color orange hoodie. Enrico laughed really hard.

Shit they knew each other!?

"So you're with him?" mr. Ortiaga asks.

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