Chapter 5

Well...that wasn't exactly what i was hoping for but he did leave an impression right? Not the kind i would've hoped for but it's there. I wonder if he had also been hoping for his Good Will Hunting scene or something. The way he got up right after talking hints that he was, either that or he's a genuine weirdo and i should never go back to that park again.

I left the park a couple of hours ago and I'm currently just vibing in the living room on the couch blasting my music cause my Mom isn't home. My playlist Beat 'em up like Rocky is playing so loud i wouldn't be surprised if the neighbours could hear it. The play list is called Beat 'em up like Rocky cause you know...Rocky the movies...and the playlist is mostly Rock music..yea you get it.

Wallowing in thoughts is so much fun to do in another room other than my own. Spice it up a little you know. Can't last long though, the moment my Mom comes home i'm going right back to my room. It's times like these i kinda wish i had a sibling or a pet to keep me company, maybe i'll go buy a fish. Name it something weird like Elbow or Richard. Mmm things things things. Taking a glance out the window i notice the sun stating to set and remember i have school tomorrow. Argh why can't humans just all collectively agree that everything is free??? We're practically shoved into school and forced to study and when that's done we have to work until we literally can't anymore?!?! Like? Why is that a thing?! Why can't i just vibe with my music and my pet fish Elbow and just be happy?? Not like you get a choice to be born geez. Ergh Beans suck, dammit i said beans.

Let me just get some pizza in the oven for now, the least i could do for Mom. I sigh getting up and walking to the kitchen. Playlist still blasting I get one large frozen pizza out of the freezer and pop it in the oven then set a 20 minute timer on the oven clock and my phone cause trust no one. Standing with nothing to do my thoughts can't help but drift to Pinky or Eve or whatever his name is. I wonder if i'' see him tomorrow. Maybe i should throw some rocks at his window and casually sit and read pretending it wasn't me. God- am i really trying to come up with a way to interact with a guy i met just yesterday? What's wrong with me? Did i suddenly wake up as Juliet?

I mean he is hot though...

But i need to relax! Not like he'd even pay attention to me- GOD WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MY BRAIN!?!? Of course he'd pay attention to me. The little perv couldn't take his eyes off of me. I scoff at my random fit of insecurity. I'm freaking great so screw that guy. I cross my arms over my chest and glare at the toaster.

Stupid toaster...

Maybe i should just go over there and introduce myself Wattpad style?

No that's too weird...

Ergh whatever he is irrelevant anyways now that i finally met my somewhat weird future husband at the park. Once the beeping goes off i take the pizza out and leave it to cool as i go lay on a random spot in the middle of the floor.

I wonder if i'm the only person that thinks like this? I mean i guess i'm pretty average right? Like i'm not the funniest person alive or the smartest or even the most beautiful even though i like to tell myself that. But why would anyone ever like me-

NO ACE STOP!

I need to stop thinking like this dammit. I'm great, a big ole catch. The most gorgeous fish in the sea. Shaking my head side to side i put on my awkward dance party playlist to hype up my mood. Before i overthink it i start dancing around like Renata the freestyle dance teacher taught me to.

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