Your Turn To Feel The Burn

Anyway it turns out that it was Blake who came to give me purple roses and what looks to be a charm that is half of a black heart.

I don't really understand his motives but it seems like he is interested in ummm... what did they call it? Oh! That's right. Pursuing. I think he might want to pursue me. I don't understand why he would want to do that considering I'm really skinny with no assets that would interest an attractive guy like him.

He just asked me to add the charm to my necklace which I did because I want something to remember from the only guy that will ever give me a second glance because he is just like me.

After hey gave me the roses and the charm he left and said he would see me later.

Why would he see me later?

Oh shit! the party I have to finish getting ready!

I shut the front door and we headed back up stairs to my room to finish getting me ready. While Kyla finished my hair Minna was in my closet looking through the very few long dresses I owned and asking my opinion. Minna showed me a black gown that had black leather at the top and around the upper part of the waist and the skirt was dark gray and flowed at the back all the way down to the floor the front of the skirt looked like it had been cut just up past my knees. it was beautiful.

I really like that one Minna it's really beautiful. I said.

She ran over to my dragging the dress on the floor as she ran. Minna jumped on me hugging me.

By now Kyla was done my hair so I went to my bathroom and put it on. I bought this dress a year ago and forgot about it. I hope it still fits. not that I'm too big for it but I'm probably too small since I lost a lot of weight due to not eating a lot I don't know why but its not that I'm starving myself I'm just not hungry.

I zipped up the front of the dress. I know it's weird to have a zipper between your breasts but surprisingly the dress fit perfectly. I walked out of the bathroom and back into my room Kyla looked at me with tears and Minna smiled, ran and jumped on me.

"You look really pretty I I!" She said.

Why thank you Minnie mouse. I smiled back and hugged her.

I looked over to Kyla who still had tears in her eyes.

Oh my goddess Kyla! Are you ok why are you crying!? I said with concern.

She just smiled and said. " I never thought I would ever see you look so amazing."

Goddess. You are such a mom. I mumbled

"I heard that!" Kyla said.

I laughed and carried Minna with me to my mirror where I had a desk and chair. I sat down with Minna on my lap and began doing my makeup.

I don't where a lot of makeup since I have such clear skin the only thing I have that makes my skin look not so clear it my freckles I have lots of freckles. but I kind of love them so I don't like to cover them up. I put on some shiny grey and black eyeshadow I added some more under-eyeliner since it fades after a while. I curled my eyelashes and brushed of some mascara. lastly I put some soft rosy pink lip gloss to enhance my rosy lips.

Once I was done I put my lip gloss in my small hand bag and gave a now sleeping Minna to Kyla. I will never know how that little girl can sleep so much.

I walked to my nightstand beside my bed and unplugged my phone and put it in my hand bag.

I side hugged Kyla since she was holding Minna and told her I would be back before 2:00 am so we could pack quickly and leave without trouble.

I left and drove down the long drive way into the woods I've never been to this part of the alpha's properly before. the party only is going to consist of un-mated wolves. Between the ages of 18 to 25. The only reason I have to go is because future alpha Kyle and I share the same birthday since our mothers were best friends they wanted their kids to be best friends but that's obviously not going to happen.

When I came to the end of the driveway I immediately noticed the huge ass mansion on the edge of a lake. I parked at the end of the huge line of cars and began my walk to the front doors. That's right I said doors! there are two huge doors just like a palace.

By the time I was let inside it was around 10:30 pm as soon as I walked in all eyes where on me and not in a good way. It seemed like people were looking at me with disgust. People said things along the lines of. "Look at her, she is so scrawny", " What is the skinny emo freak doing here?", and "Who invited the outcast?"

I felt like I was about to cry so I walked over to the bar table and got a bottle of whisky mixed with bane to help me feel a little better. They mix bane in with normal alcohol because regular alcohol doesn't really have any effect on werewolves.

I chugged the bottle of whisky. Starting to feel tipsy already due to my low weight and small size. I reached to grab a bottle of wine which also had bane mixed into it. After I drank the bottle of wine I could hardly function. A guy came up to me but I couldn't figure out who he was but he smelled amazing just like a bag of Skittles. he must be my mate. I was completely out of it and by the looks of him he was out of it too. Plus he is speaking to me voluntarily which hardly ever happens.

~A little while later~

I was talking to him for awhile. Until he eventually took my up to a room upstairs.

As soon as he had shut the door he pushed me up against the wall and kissed me hungrily. I kissed him back just the same.

I was running my fingers through his shaggy hair. When we stopped and pulled back to breath he moved his head to my neck and started to kiss where my mate is supposed to mark me.

While he was kissing my neck I started to play with his soft hair.

He kicked his shoes off and stepped out of his pants. Then unzipped the front of my dress then watched it fall to the floor in waves. I bent down and pulled my heels off. As I was doing so, he ripped off his dress shirt.

He eventually pulled me towards him and kissed me with passion and hunger. He put his hands on my waist picking me up. I rap my legs around his hips.

He gently lays us on the bed using his arm to not put too much of his weight on me.

He unzipped my dress and through it on the floor.

After that I completely black out.

~An hour later~

I woke up still slightly tipsy only in my underwear in bed with a half naked Kyle. wait. what the fuck!? why the hell am i almost naked in bed with Kyle?

then I smelt it. Kyle was my mate!? no he can't be the goddess must have made a mistake Kyle is my torturer! he can not be my mate! I don't want to be his mate! He doesn't deserve to be my mate! I've done nothing to him and he has always treated me like shit for absolutely no reason.

I don't want an asshole high school bully as my mate. Thank the goddess I'm leaving the pack. I can reject him and run. Never to return. The only downside is I will never have a mate or a lover.

My wolf popped into my head for the first time ever and said. "Hello, Iris. Do not worry you will find someone else. You are doing the right thing rejecting him. He is not for you. Mother has something different planned for Kyle and Ourselves. Go on and reject him and leave you can do it."

I found a pen on the floor and note book in the drawer of the nightstand. I wrote him a rejection letter.

The letter went just like this...

Dear: Kyle Fangblood.

I Iris Roseanna, permanently reject you. Kyle Fangblood as my mate and as my future lover. You are a terrible person and I hope to never have to see you again! You are the worst possible mate that a she-wolf could ask for. I hope you find a real nice slut to make your Luna don't try to ever contact me but I doubt you would want to any way. Considering you most likely don't want me. Looking back at all our lovely memories I realize you are nothing but an asshole who deserves to not have a mate. So I am rejecting and leaving you. Never to return.

P.S.~ It's your turn to feel the burn.

Sincerely without any love:

~ Iris Roseanna

Once I was done I quietly put on my dress and shoes and left.