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My Everything

In some way, it still had to sink in that I wasn't going to meet them ever again. It felt too much to register, so I still hadn’t totally moved on from it. My thoughts fought between reality and my wish. I really wanted them to pop out and laugh at me for getting too serious over their prank.

I was in a fierce battle with myself. One part of me wanted to accept and give up, while the other resisted and wanted to hold on just a little while more. It made me more tired than before, and all I could do was lean back on the shield while cursing myself for being alive while all those who were close to my heart were gone.