Perfumes and scented oils..

I was shaking.. I was extremely upset and I could no longer hide it. The last time I witnessed my family's murder, I was powerless to do anything but not this time.. Alexei was the only one I got.. He was not just my biological brother but also my Emperor, my King.. My Tsar.

I grabbed the broken lamp and hit the Countess on her face.. She screamed so I hit her over and over again until she was bloodied and unconscious.

Amelie returned to my room and saw the Countess laying on the floor, covered with her own blood.

" My lady.. What have you done again this time?" She said while she was trying to collect her emotions.

I knew what I had done.. I killed the Countess of Bravada, the mother of Jose Manuel..

I asked Amelie to clean the floor while I lit the fireplace and threw several woods on it..

I waited until the fire was strong then I cut the Countess' dress and inner garments. I threw them on fire..

" My lady, you can not burn the whole body.. Other passengers would notice the smell of a burning flesh.." Amelie warned me.

" I know.. that's why we will burn her little by little." I replied.

I wrapped her in the curtain and cut her head off then I threw it on the fireplace. I asked Amelie to help me dismembered her body.

She cut the arms, I cut the legs, then the torso and we burned them one by one.

I poured all my perfumes and scented oils all over my room to cover the smell of burnt flesh.

Amelie vomited when we finished everything.. I also threw up. My stomach was turning upside- down. I could still smell her blood in my skin..

I burned the clothes that I was wearing and I went to the bathroom.

I stayed there for hours.. I scrubbed myself from head to toe, I poured a liter of bath soaps and gels all over my hair and body then I emptied my remaining lavender oil and soaked myself on it.

When I finally dried myself.. I looked at the mirror and saw myself.. I already killed 3 people.. I was officially a murderer..