You can’t raise the dead

THOMAS

"Did you helped her in escaping her marriage and how can you be so sure that she is dead" I asked them because I never get the chance to confront them because dad told me that Emily is dead, but now I think that I have the right to know the full story

"we didn't help her, she escaped without our knowing and while she was escaping away from you, she met with an accident, and we find her body mutilated," her mother said to me and her side of the story is exactly same as dad told me

"and what do you think" I asked them

"we think that she is actually dead because if she is alive, then she would definitely contact us because she has nowhere to be gone," Emily's father said to me

Everyone is saying that Emily is dead, then why my heart is not accepting it? I am searching for the past 3 years, but I get no result. I belong to mafia, and it is no a big deal to find a simple girl, but I failed in finding Emily so does that mean that she is dead?

I get up from the sofa and left their house without saying anything. I sit in the car and drive towards my mansion. I am angry at the situation and I don't know what to believe.

My heart is saying something else and my mind is saying something else. No one could guess that what was happening inside the heart of Italian mafia.

My phone ring and I attend the call, it is from my right-hand John

"what the matter John?" I asked him in hard tone

"boss we have a rat among us who is passing our information to our rivals," he informed me and my grip on steering wheel tighten

"hold that bastard, I am coming," I said to him and turn my car. Whoso ever the rat is, I am going to kill that bastard mercilessly. I don't accept traitors in my life. I will make sure to give me slow and painful death.

I reach my warehouse and go straight to my torturing cell where one of my trusted man is tied to the chair and all my men are surrounded him

"boss, he is the one" John told me and I look at the traitor in front of me with a sinister smile

"It's good to see you rosh, I never thought that you could be a traitor but never mind, I know how to deal with the one" I said to him and John passed me the knife

"boss, please forgive me and give me one chance to prove myself," the traitor begged in front of me, but I didn't listen to him and cut his chest brutally with my knife, and he screamed

"traitor and liar like you doesn't deserve a single chance to be alive one single seconds" I said to him and after giving him slow pain I put bullet in his skull and wipe my bloodied hand with the tower

"every one of you, keep this in mind that if anyone dare to screw me then their death will be more painful than this one, disloyalty is the only thing which I can't tolerate," I said to them in my bone chilling voice, and they all bowed their head down in front of me

"clean this shit," I said referring to the traitor. and left the warehouse and drive towards my home.

I reached home and go to my room. I changed my clothes and look outside the window, there is hollowness inside me and not even once Emily left my thought.

I love her, and I don't know when did I fall in love with her so deeply. In past three years, my love for her never decreases. I am ready to do anything for her, but instead of that, she decided to leave me on our marriage day and every fucking thing pointing out that she is not in this world.

I puff out the cigarette and roll it down between my finger. I was ready to become a good man for her,, but she didn't give me a chance. I thought she accepted me, but all the time she is conspiring against me.

"Thomas" I heard my sister's voice and put the cigarette in ashtray. I turned around to look at her, and she is looking at me with a concerned face. She is my little sister and I don't like to see her like this.

"Olivia, what are you doing here, It's already very late princess," I said to her and smile at her. She entered into my room

"I want to spend some time with you" she said but Ia m not In a mood to talk

"can we talk tomorrow? I am tired," I said to her, but she didn't buy my lie

"I have only thing to say that Emily is dead and if you search the whole world then also you won't find him because you can't find the non-existent person," she said to me and I close my eyes in anger

"she is not dead, and I can feel it," I said to her in anger, and she shakes her head

"you love her and this is the reason that you can't accept her death but think about the one thing that you are the mafia and do you really think that anyone can hide from you for four years," she said, and I open my eyes.

Whatever she is saying is true and no matter how hard I try to prove her wrong, but it's not happening

"move on in your life because your love can't bring back the dead and I love you and I want to see you happy again," she said to me and left my room.

I throw the vase on the floor and rake my hand over my hair. I have to accept that Emily is gone, and I have to let her go; otherwise I will go insane in love.