chapter 18

Shane put his hand on the side of my face then kiss me on the mouth. It took me by surprise. With that he stuck his tongue in my mouth I started to kiss him back for few seconds then I pulled away from him. I told him Not that I mind kissing you, but we are not alone.

Sarah and Logan are right over there a few feet inside the tree line. I told him as I turned my head towards the tree line and spoke a little louder. I know you can hear us you can come on out now. Turning my head back around to Shane with a smile on my face.

As the other two was walking over to us I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. As they were sitting down on the porch with us. Shane asked, how long have you all been over there.

I told him ever since we came out and said on the front porch. Pretty much the whole time we've been outside talk to each other. Logan asked how did you knew that we were there. Why didn't you all just come over here when you got here I questioned him back.

We wanted to give you all sometime to talk before we came here. We heard you talking about stuff and didn't want to interrupt you he said.

Yap..  Sarah said popping the p. We wanted to come see you. You've been gone longer then you said. You was supposed to be back by Wednesday. You didn't tell me that you was even back!

You sent me a text message saying we talk monday umm not happening, besides I wanted to see what all you would say. I can't believe you actually knew about me taking scent blockers and I didn't even tell you that.

Haha that's because Uncle J taught me about them. How to tell if somebody might be using them. Why should I say anything to you about using them when I do it myself. Besides you didn't hardly use them much at all. So there you go.

Sarah just rolled her eyes, anyway so now you're a couple. She said with a big smile on her face. Oh and the best part is you she said as she pointed her finger right at me, said you'll have a kid with him!

O my lord you are falling in love because I know there's no way in hell you would ever agree to having a kid! You told me so much that you don't want kids. You said you'll never ever have one. That you wouldn't even agree to it!

All the times we have talked about this you were so firm about kids. You knew he was your mate this whole time but that still did not change your mind. We talk about you liked him and he was all right but kids was not happening.

I'll admit that it was strange. It was like you didn't even feel the connection to him like I did Logan. I got thrill about the ideal of having kids with Logan. I'll admit I crush on Logan over the years.

Oh I know Sarah, I can't count the times we went to watch him workout while you check him out. I have to listen to you moan and groan, say how great his ass look hot! you wasn't just crushing on him you were falling in love with him. The best part is how you want to have three kids with him and you would practically drooling just thinking about it. I started to giggle and her face turned beet red.

Don't worry Sarah I get it now. when I left to go on my trip. These last few days it gave me a lot of time to think about stuff. I'll admit that I started to crush on Shane the last few months. But like you were scared to come out until people about your wolf or from overhearing Logan going along with the people who made fun of you.

I have my own reasons for not tell  people about me. Now you all have heard me explain to Shane my story you can understand why I was scared about being his mate.

For the last month I have been thinking what it might be like if me and Shane was to be a couple. What it might be like have a kid. I started to feel different about my thoughts and opinions.

I can't describe it to you but some part of my fears of having a kid with Shane change. Being around him more, closer to him. Everytime we go to the pack house or around the pack house, I would always put in more effort into locating where he was at.

It's kind of just like when you would go to the pack house with your family. I know that you put up a fight, but deep down you like it to. It's a game of cat and mouse, secretly you wanted to be caught by him. I get that now and know how you feel. We are the sneaky mouse and they were our prey.

Well I'm happy for how things turned out and that we got caught by our prey Sarah said. We all started giggling. As both of the boys wrap their arm around us and was holding us close to them.

Well now that we have you both our sneaky mouse. You girl's have got to know we aren't going to be letting you go. Like Shane said we are going to work together and try to make this Pack better. We might be a strong pack but we are not a great pack.

Riley what my brother said to you. I know it was coming from his heart.  Listening to your story and Sarah's.

I'm going to use all that I have learned and much of what you and Shane said. Tell that to our pack and try to make it better not only for the people of the pack but for our future children.