Chapter 27 : Teaching

Elara stood motionless, her mind racing as she grappled with Maggie's blunt challenge. The harsh reality of her situation crashed over her like a frigid wave - she truly had no practical skills to offer in this gritty underworld. Her upbringing as a lady of privilege had left her woefully unprepared for the gruelling labor that would likely be expected.

For several agonizing moments, she floundered in silence, desperately searching for some talent or ability she could leverage. But images of delicate needlework and refined etiquette seemed laughably inadequate in the face of Maggie's uncompromising stare.

Just as panic began to set in, a sudden spark of inspiration struck Elara. Drawing herself up with renewed confidence, she met the Matranker's gaze steadily.

"I may not have experience with manual labour," Elara began, her voice growing stronger, "but I do possess considerable skill in accounting and business management. I could oversee your financial records, manage your accounts, and perhaps even find ways to increase your profits."

She paused, watching hopefully for some sign of approval. Instead, to her dismay, Maggie burst into raucous, uncontrollable laughter. The sound echoed off the chamber walls, a harsh bark that seemed to mock Elara's earnest suggestion.

"Accounting?" Maggie wheezed between guffaws, wiping tears from her eyes. "Business management? Oh, that's rich, little buska. Tell me, what exactly d'ye think requires such fancy book-keepin' round here?"

Still chuckling, the Matranker spread her arms wide, encompassing the dingy surroundings. "This ain't no highfalutin' merchant house or silk-curtained bordello, lass. It's a ramshackle tavern in the arse-end of the slums. Our patrons can barely scratch their names, let alone puzzle out ledgers."

Elara felt her cheeks burn with embarrassment as Maggie continued to chortle. She realized how naive and out-of-touch her offer must have sounded. 

"Our accounts," Maggie said with a final snort of amusement, "consist of countin' the coin at day's end and making sure we've enough watered grog to keep the gullets wet. Anything more complex than that is like to get ye a shiv 'tween the ribs from some mug who thinks yer trying to diddle 'em."

Deflated but determined not to show weakness, Elara squared her shoulders. "I see," she said stiffly. "Then please, Matranker, enlighten me. What skills would you deem valuable in your establishment?"

Maggie's laughter subsided, but her eyes still glinted with sardonic amusement. "Now that's a better question, little buska. Let's see if we can't find a way to make ye useful after all..."

Elara stood in silent contemplation, her mind racing as she sought a solution that would prove her worth to the formidable Maggie Doyle. The Matranker's mocking laughter at her previous suggestion still rang in her ears, a harsh reminder of how ill-equipped she truly was for life in the slums.

As the oppressive silence stretched on, Elara forced herself to think beyond the confines of her privileged upbringing. She had to find some way to leverage her knowledge and experiences, to transform them into something of value in this gritty underworld.

Suddenly, an idea began to form - tentative at first, but quickly gaining momentum as she considered its potential. Taking a deep breath to steel her nerves, Elara lifted her chin and met Maggie's piercing gaze.

"I can teach," she declared, her voice growing stronger with each word. "I possess a wealth of knowledge and skills that could be invaluable to you and your people."

Maggie's scarred eyebrow arched sceptically, but she remained silent, allowing Elara to continue.

"Think about it," Elara pressed on, her enthusiasm building. "I can impart information and abilities that could help you and your tavern members rise above your current circumstances. I can teach you about the workings of society beyond the slums - its customs, its expectations, its opportunities."

She began to pace, gesticulating passionately as she outlined her vision. "Imagine being able to navigate the upper echelons of society with confidence. Knowing how to speak, how to behave, how to exploit the system to your advantage. I can give you the tools to blend in seamlessly, to access resources and connections you never thought possible."

Elara turned back to face Maggie, her eyes alight with determination. "This knowledge could be your key to escaping the slums altogether. To becoming respected, even feared, members of society at large. No longer confined to the shadows, but able to move freely in both worlds - reaping the benefits of each."

She took a step closer to the Matranker, her voice lowering conspiratorially. "Think of the power that would give you, Maggie. The ability to expand your influence beyond these narrow streets. To build an empire that stretches across all levels of society."

Maggie's expression remained inscrutable, but Elara pressed on, sensing that she might be making headway. "I can teach reading and writing to those who lack those skills. I can instruct in mathematics, history, and politics - knowledge that can be wielded as effectively as any weapon. I can even teach the finer points of etiquette and deportment, allowing your people to infiltrate the highest social circles undetected."

Elara spread her hands wide, her excitement palpable. "This is no mere book learning, Matranker. This is practical, actionable intelligence that could transform the lives of everyone under your protection. It's a chance to arm your people with weapons that can never be taken away - weapons of the mind."

She paused, watching Maggie intently for any sign of reaction. "So what say you, Matranker? Will you allow me to prove my worth by sharing this knowledge? To help forge a brighter future for the Anchor and all who dwell within its walls?"

The chamber fell silent once more as Elara awaited Maggie's response, her heart pounding with a mixture of hope and trepidation. She had laid out her proposal - now all she could do was pray that the Matranker would see the potential in her unconventional offer.

The silence that followed Elara's impassioned speech was deafening. Where she had hoped to see a glimmer of interest or approval in Maggie's eyes, she found only a darkness gathering like storm clouds. The temperature in the room seemed to drop as the Matranker's expression hardened, her scarred features twisting into a mask of disgust and barely contained fury.

When Maggie finally spoke, her voice was low and dangerous, each word dripping with barely contained contempt. "You think us low-standing, illiterate dregs, do you? Reckon we're just waitin' for some high-born savior to lift us from our squalor with pretty words and fanciful notions?"

She took a menacing step towards Elara, who instinctively backed away. "Let me educate you on something, little buska. Only about five in every hundred souls dwelling in these slums were born here. The rest?" Maggie's laugh was harsh and humourless. "We're the cast-offs. The discarded. The ones your precious 'society' chewed up and spat out when we no longer served their purposes."

Elara felt the blood drain from her face as the full weight of her misstep crashed down upon her and as she noticed her language begin clearing with each line ,Maggie continued, her voice rising with each word.

"You think we don't know how your world works? Girl, we've lived it. We've seen the rot beneath the gilded facades. The cruelty hiding behind painted smiles and honeyed words. Your 'society' is a snake pit, and we bear the scars of its venom."

The Matranker's mismatched eyes blazed with an intensity that made Elara shrink back further. "Many here were once part of that world you so admire. Merchants brought low by rivals' schemes. Soldiers tossed aside when their bodies broke. Ladies of breeding cast out for daring to love the 'wrong' person. Even fallen nobility, their titles stripped away by the capricious whims of those in power."

Maggie's voice dropped to a menacing growl. "So don't you dare presume to 'teach' us about a world we know all too well. We don't need your condescending lessons on how to ape our betters. We need survival. We need strength. We need the means to carve out our own place in a world that's shown us nothing but contempt."

She loomed over Elara, her massive frame seeming to fill the entire room. "If you want to prove your worth here, girl, you'd best find a way that doesn't involve treating us like ignorant children in need of your guiding hand. We may be in the gutter, but don't think for a moment that means we're gazing up at the stars with longing. Some of us have seen those stars up close, and we know just how cold and distant they truly are."

Elara stood frozen, the full magnitude of her error leaving her speechless. She had meant to offer hope, to share what she thought was valuable knowledge. Instead, she had only revealed the depths of her own ignorance and prejudice.

As Maggie's words hung in the air like a physical weight, Elara realized that if she was to have any hope of survival in this new world, she would need to unlearn everything she thought she knew. The real education, it seemed, would be her own.