4 Chapter 4: Just a talk (NSFW)

As I feel myself get dragged around the streets by Iroha I can't help but feel my anger build. I swear it's not because of a fragile masculinity (Although the fact that a girl half my size is manhandling me does sting a bit) but because now that that the shock has worn off it's the only emotion that makes sense to feel. I pull my hand back from her grasp, interrupting her little skip, and put on the sternest face I can muster.

"What was all that about?" I ask, letting a little bit of venom seep into my tone. If she noticed she doesn't show it as she just turns towards me with a confused look.

"All of what?" Is she feigning ignorance to lead me on? I'm really not in the mood for this type of thing right now.

"You..." I take a breath as I ponder how to fully summarize what she did. "Hurt them."

She just slightly tilts her head, an action that I'm sure at any other time I'd find cute, but now it just makes my anger boil further to points I didn't think I could muster. Probably all the anger my frail body can hold.

"So?"

Never mind, we're really pushing new levels today.

"So?!" I'm not the type of guy who would ever dream of putting his hands on...well anyone, but I've never been this angry. Logical speaking is getting harder and it becomes apparent as I try to find the words to properly describe my emotions, evidently too long as she interrupts.

"People get hurt, that's just a fact of life." She states blankly, abandoning her cutesy act. She reaches out to grab my hand to continue our walk, to put this conversation behind us and move on. I don't want that.

I pull my hand back quickly as I glare at her. "Don't try to excuse what you did with some philosophical bullshit." I see her tense up a bit before she returns my glare with her own, and boy is it strong.

"And what exactly did I do?" She clenches her hands at her side. "Make it so you couldn't beat around the bush and be honest for once?"

I pull my head back in shock, almost as if she had physically struck me. "W-what?"

She snarls before continuing. "Is it really so bad that I didn't want to be something that you hide from others? Is it bad that I don't just want you to act like nothing happened between us?"

"Well...no...it's just that..." I weakly respond because I do see the logic behind what she was trying to do. I turn to look at her and see that while she seems to have calmed down but her appearance isn't any less unsettling, perhaps it's even more so now. Her eyes are blank and she's completely still as she stares into me.

"Are you upset because I took away your chance to play the field? Did you think you could keep building a romantic relationship with those two? Did you think I would share?"

I feel myself break out into a bit of a cold sweat. "I-Iroha you know that's not true..." All the anger has left me at this point, replaced by nervousness and fear as those dark eyes dig into me.

"Isn't it? Why else would you be so upset with me? I've done nothing wrong." She walks forward and lashes out to grab my hand, this time I'm too slow to pull away, and pulls me so we're face to face. "Let's make this absolutely clear Senpai, you. Are. Mine." She punctuates each word with force and a small tug pulling me closer until we can feel our breaths clashing. Not being able to stand her burning gaze any more I turn my head.

"I think it's about time for us to part ways, Iroha." I weakly mumble out.

"What?" She puts more pressure behind her grasp and I swear her voice turns into a growl. I gulp as I quickly understand what the problem is.

I point in one direction at the fork in the road ahead of us. "I-I mean your home is that way isn't it?" Yeah, I definitely should have worded that better.

Her eyes light up and all the darkness from her seems to leave as quickly as it appeared as she gasps before pouting at me. "Geez senpai, you know it's wrong to mess with a girl's heart like that right?" She releases her grasp on my arm slowly, as if she doesn't want to and is stretching it out.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to cause a misunderstanding." No what I meant to do was to quickly change topics and make my escape, she got really intense there and I wasn't sure how to respond. I don't like not knowing how to respond. I like being able to figure out a situation and I need time to do that, continuing this conversation while I'm woefully unprepared won't do us any good.

She smiles slightly. "That's okay, just don't do it again okay?" She leans in a bit and kisses my cheek, before she whispers into my ear. "Besides you know I wouldn't allow that anyway, right?" She pulls back still flashing her cute smile. "I'll see you tomorrow senpai, I love you!"

I nod out and mumble an approval before I notice that she's still just standing there, eyes closed with a cheery smile and her head slightly tilted to the side. It seems she's expecting something...o-oh. "I...I love you too." I stutter out as I feel my whole face light up and my heart clutch in embarrassment. It seems to have had the desired effect though. Her eyes shoot open and her mouth shuts quickly. I see her whole body tremble slightly and her face light up before she quickly looks down and turns around. She takes a few steps before she stops and quickly turns around.

"H-hey Senpai, would you rather I come home with you today?" She asks with a blush but with no lack of determination, her eyes are a different kind of scary now because as opposed to being lifeless they are now brimming with emotion...or is lust not considered an emotion?

I feel my heart almost shoot out of my chest as I stumble about dumbly for a bit. "Th-that's okay, I'm really tired, and besides Komanchi should be home now."

She doesn't even tease me or act like it's a misunderstanding, we both fully know what she was implying to do. "O-okay senpai...maybe next time?" I notice that she does deflate a bit, obviously disappointed, but thankfully understanding.

I feel like I'm about to die. "M-maybe next time." Talking about this type of thing is supposed to be this hard right?

She smiles brightly and nods before turning around and making her way home for real this time, a noticeable pep in her step. "See you then Senpai!" I smile as I watch her leave before it quickly fades and I start to trot towards my home. I can't help but think about what she said, why was I so angry? Obviously I don't like seeing Yuigahama or Yukinoshinta get hurt because we're...club-mates? Ugh, thinking about what Iroha said just makes me think about the question that's been on my mind for months. What exactly IS my relationship with those two? We've (or at least Yukinoshinta) established that we aren't friends but we're definitely not mere acquaintances...so what are we? I mean I'm not entirely stupid, I'm aware of the romantic tensions building between us, but we never addressed those because we...well we...were scared to move forward. It was cruel but I can see now what Iroha did was bound to happen at some time, there was going to be pain at some point. Who could have thought that Iroha of all people would take the first step forward? She busted our little bubble of safety and made the service club's relationship advance...in a way that benefited her of course.

That all makes sense but what about the other thing she said? Was I just desperately trying to cling on to the idea that we could all be happy in some way? Was I hoping to be some playboy who would spread the love so to speak? I'm new to relationships and affection so maybe I was just trying to be selfish now that I had some coming my way, like a taking a starving man to buffet, desperately latching on to any I could get...No. I may be new to..uhh love...but I will not be a Hayato clone who strings along girls because he can't be genuine...one girl is all I need. As I continue to walk to my home with my newly reinforced will I fell a hand grasp onto my shirt from behind me. I turn around slowly and confused and...

"Hikki...we need to talk." A uncharacteristically downtrodden and quiet Yuigahama weakly states as she clutches onto my shirt with one hand. I hate seeing her like this and I do want to talk to her but...

"Where did you come from?" I blankly ask, not fully intending to make the thought verbal. She tenses up a bit, her grasp on my shirt tightening, as she looks down.

"Am I bothering you?" Her voice sounds like it's about to break, and with it my heart. I turn forward and begin to walk away.

"Idiot, don't say something so stupid." I hear her gasp behind me but not shortly after I hear the pitter patter of her feet as she runs to catch up.

"Hikki! Don't just walk away like that!" She calls out, to my great relief it's in her scolding and pouty tone rather than genuine hurt...I hate it when she sounds like that.

"Last I checked talking doesn't require standing still."

"Well...yeah...but you didn't have to blow me off like that!" By now she has fully caught up to me is walking by my side. I turn to face her, there's still obvious pain in her eyes but it's covered up right now by our normal bickering antics. I know it wouldn't have been so easy to fix what was broken with some simple teasing, that's delusional. This is just a band-aid for the moment.

"We're talking right now aren't we?"

"Hikki! I'm being serious!" She pouts again but with a undertone of...well, seriousness. We both want, no need, to talk and clear the air but the middle of the street hardly seems the place for that so...

"I know, It's just that..." I hope this doesn't cause any misunderstandings. "maybe we shouldn't talk about it in public?"

Her eyes widen and her mouth goes slightly agape but it seems she does understand what I wanted to convey. "Oh...I guess that makes sense." A small blush creeps on her face as she turns away from me...she did understand right?

"Right...we're not too far from my house at this point, we can talk there okay?" She whispers/mumbles something that I don't quite catch before she nods her head in confirmation. We walk in silence for a few minutes before I realize something, she never answered my question...

"Where did you come from though?" I ask again, this time as gently as it should be asked.

She averts her gaze while walking next to me "Well after...everything happened I really did feel like I had to get away from there you know?" She looks back towards me reluctantly as she weakly mumbles out. "So I...erm waited around the school and..."

"Decided to follow me?" I cut her off, I'm not upset or anything I just see where it's going.

"W-well...yeah I followed you..." Yuigahama blushes. "I-I'm not stalking you or anything though! I just wanted to talk to you...but"

"Not with Iroha around, It's okay, I understand." I notice she flinches a bit at the mention of Iroha...Touchy subject I suppose.

"Y-yeah..." She nods her head in confirmation before becoming quiet. Guess that means we're going the rest of way with silence huh? I don't really mind but it does feel more suffocating than usual, but I guess all things considered that's to be expected huh?

P.O.V Switch-Yui

I hate it, I hate how he just says her first name all willy nilly. I hate how they flirted and teased earlier. I hate how close they were. I hate it.

But chin up right? I mean I am walking with him right now...just us, and soon we'll be doing a heck of a lot more than walking. I mean what I said earlier wasn't one hundred percent a lie, I do want to talk to him, I want to talk to him about a lot of things. I want to figure out just how...she wormed herself in as his girlfriend, I want to figure out what she has that I don't, I want to ask him if he's really serious about being together with her...

And then I'll help out and answer all those questions for him. She isn't his girlfriend, just a mistake. She has nothing that I don't, and can't even hope to compete. Finally I'll make him realize that he isn't serious about her, because he'll be way too busy with me...only me.

It may take some convincing but I think I know just how to get him to come around...

And it's not talking I have in mind.

P.O.V Switch-Hachiman

Thankfully the silent stretch towards my home doesn't last long as we find ourselves standing in front of the entrance to my house roughly 5 minutes later. I open the door and mutter out the required greeting. "I'm home."

...Nothing? Surely Komanchi would be home by now...I glance to the left to see a note resting on a table near our front door.

Sorry I wasn't here to greet you after your long day of school, but I really wanted to hang out with some friends! That doesn't mean I value them more than you though. Promise!

Love, your adorable little sister.

...Well okay then. I glance back toward Yuigahama who is just standing outside my open door, slightly poking in her head to try and read the note, like there's some barrier preventing her from coming in.

"You don't have to stand outside, come in."

She glares at me a bit and pouts before stepping and quickly running to my side to lightly punch my shoulder. "It's polite to wait to be invited in dummy."

"I already invited you here earlier." This seems to catch her by surprise as she reels her head back as if she's taken aback. It doesn't take long before her pout returns however.

"Well...It's still rude to just walk into someone's house unannounced!"

"You're still unannounced, you never said anything."

"Oh r-right." She clears her throat. "Pardon the intrusion." She calls out to the house, I respond by holding the note up.

"There's no point in announcing yourself, no one else is here."

"B-But you just said-" She sputters out in indignation, she really is easy to mess with.

"Make yourself at home." I drawl out as I make my way towards the living room. Suddenly I feel her latch on to my back again.

"Where are you going?" It's posed as a question but a part of my mind twists it slightly to make it seem menacing...let's just ignore that.

"To the living room." I point in front of me to emphasis my point, ignoring the stairs to my left that would lead to the second story of my house. "It's this way." In hindsight it should be obvious that she wouldn't know where I was going and would need directions. I can't help but notice her grip doesn't loosen however.

"Could..." She shuffles a bit as if she's bracing herself. "Could we talk in your room instead?"

Huh? I mean I guess it wouldn't be all that bad to talk in my room instead to be more comfortable and have less of a chance of Komanchi just barging in to the middle of our conversation, seeing as I have no idea when she would actually be back.

"I mean I gue-" Suddenly I have a brief flashback to what exactly happened in that room just yesterday and feel my face heat up. It would really be awkward to bring anyone else in that room after that...especially someone like Yuigahama. "Well actually...my room's not that clean." Solid defense.

"I don't mind, I mean my room's not perfect, lets go!" She beams at me while happily skipping up a few steps before stopping and turning to face me. "Uhh...where is your room Hikki?" Well so much for defense, I sigh before making my way up the stairs and leading her to my room. I take a breath to steady myself before opening the door.

"Huh? Looks clean to me...maybe a bit boring if I'm being honest." She mumbles out as she steps into my room.

"You're not the first girl to te-" Mouth please, Keep thoughts to yourself. I wince at myself before turning to look at Yuigahama. It's brief but I catch a glimpse of...well nothing. There wasn't any expression on her face for a brief moment before she smiles brightly and talks as if she always held that expression.

"So...time to talk right?" She looks around a bit before her eyes lock onto my bed and she points at it. "Can we..." I sigh and nod my head as I walk towards my bed to take a seat, I make sure to leave plenty of free space on the mattress. She promptly ignores all the space and plops down right next to me. Her smile dies down a bit so it's less happy and more resigned. "So...You and Ishikki are..."

I've been dreading this talk but I knew it had to happen, and I've already steeled my resolve so to speak. "Together, yes." I see her tense up and she grasps the comforter on my bed tightly. "It just happened yesterday, It was all so sudden." A brief flashback to the events that happened on the very bed we're sitting on at this moment makes me stop for a second as I process my words. "Really sudden."

"What was?" Her voice cuts me from my flashbacks and thoughts so bluntly...I have to admit I don't understand the question.

"Huh? What do you mean?" Suddenly her face whips to meet mine and I notice that there's no look of resignation or melancholy, just...anger?

"I mean what was so sudden? What exactly did she do?" There's a snarl as she lashes out with this question...did I completely misread the situation earlier? This isn't the sad but progressive speech I had in mind. Her hands lash out to grasp the sides of my head and she pull me towards her, making me face her as she stares me down. "Did you think I didn't notice that slip earlier? Do you really think I'm that dumb? She was here wasn't she? What. Did. She. Do?" With each word her grip tightens and I'm feeling none the more comfortable about it, physically and mentally. I reach up to pry her hands away from my delicate head.

"Now let's just calm down a bit here..." I put some force into my hands to pry hers off but notice they aren't going anywhere, in fact they're getting tighter...this can't be good right?

"Calm down? Calm Down?!" She cries out looking even more frenzied, seriously what exactly did I do to deserve this complete 180 in mood? "I come here to talk you about that...that bitch and the first thing you do is rub it in my face that she was here before me? I'm supposed to be calm?!"

I pull my hands away from the apparently pointless attempt to pry hers off and instead use them to shove her back...or at least try. Lets just say that I was lightheaded from the head vice and leave it at that instead of talking about my upper body strength but instead of shoving her my hands just...plop on her. She looks down and I notice to my relief that her anger disappears, or at least it's a relief until I realize exactly what I've done. My fingers are all sprawled out from the pushing motion and my hands are firmly pressed against her...umm Yuis. I gulp and move to pull my hands back before her hands whip to firmly push them back in place. I sputter out as my blush intensifies as I turn my gaze back up to face her.

"Geez, I wanted to at least talk a bit first...but I guess there's no helping it." She's blushing as well and she smiles warmly at me, another 180 from her previous mood...I'm not sure if this is any better though.

"Hey! Slow down now Yuig-" She removes one of her hands and instead raises a single finger as she closes her eyes, as if she's telling me stop talking...I oblige. I wait a few seconds waiting for her to say something but she instead holds that pose. Confused I try again.

"Yuiga-"

"Ah.' She interrupts again.

okay..."Yuig-"

"Nope." She keeps her eyes closed but her face scrunches up into her trademarked light pouting look...oh I get it.

"Yui." She interrupts again, this time by tackling me.

"Took you long enough!" She happily chirps out as she nuzzles into my chest, holding me down in the process. I can't lie and say the action isn't incredibly cute and heartwarming but...

"Yui, let's stop here...this isn't right." I say as gently as I can while bringing my hands to her shoulders to push her away.

"You know for all the teasing you do you're pretty dumb aren't you Hikki?" She says in a voice that is still cute, despite the menacing words and undertone. "I mean just now you said two really stupid things in like one sentence!" She nuzzles further into me, shifting her body weight to further pin me down "I mean how could this NOT be right?" I've heard this type of speech before from...oh...no.

"Yui!" I try to snap her out of it but she continues to rant, completely ignoring me.

"I've been with you this whole time, I've tried so long to get your attention, so really it only makes sense we do this type of thing right?" She shifts her body so a certain part of her anatomy presses against a certain part of my anatomy. "When you think about it, what isn't right is that some random bitch just struts in and tries to steal you...right?" Steal? I'm not something to be owned...hey wait a minute she just called Iroha a bitch...again.

"Yui that's enough." I try to snap her out of it again, this time I try to sound firmer. No luck.

"Which brings me to the next thing, why should we stop here? I mean I must have some catching up to do right? I can't let her have anything that I haven't had, it's only fair." She leans in to whisper directly into my ear. "So Hikki...what did you two do?"

I gulp, why do I feel like telling her all the details...or really any details would be a horrible idea? "N-nothing really she just confessed out of nowhe-" Suddenly I feel a nipping sensation on my ear.

"Liar." She whispers huskily into my ear, making my body shake. Looks like I won't be able to pull a fast one on her...but let's see if I can do a lie of omission at least.

"Well we kissed.." Suddenly Yui pulls back and I feel a little relived to have some personal space, that is until it's completely decimated when she mashes her lips into mine with a soul searing kiss. I'm in shock, I simply don't know how to respond. Why is that a girls lips seem to paralyze me completely? My misplaced thoughts are interrupted when I feel her tongue licking my lips, teasing for entry. However it's enough to snap me out of it and I quickly turn my head to the side to break off the kiss.

"Yui sto-" I'm again interrupted when her hands grab the sides of my head and forces it back to it's previous position. Before I can do anything she lashes forward again and quickly claims the entirety of my oral cavity. I feel her tongue prod every piece of flesh as her eyes shut in bliss, she moans and presses herself into me further. I twist and turn a bit to try and find a way to escape but it's pointless, she's got me completely trapped under her...this is emasculating isn't it? Thankfully she remembers that breathing is a human function that we both need to do and pulls back, gasping for air. She takes a few steadying breaths while eyeing me with hunger, she seems far too excited.

"What else?" She punctuates by slowly grinding herself against me with a long drawn out motion, squeezing every bit of contact from every inch.

I wince as I feel her heat sink into me. "I-It doesn't matter what else we may or may not have done." I snap at her, although it lacks the bite I wanted it to have.

"Did you two..." She applies more pressure with her lower region, mushing it against my groin. "have sex?" She rapidly slides up and down now, try as I might I can't help put feel my pants begin to tighten.

"I-If we did then I can assure you it was consensual."

"ohhhh?" She drawls out before moving to quickly unbutton her shirt, she doesn't bother fully taking it off however. "That's alright...well I mean as alright as it can be" With her shirt fully open and loosened she moves her hands downwards to shift her panties slightly to the side. "I mean that works for me." She quickly catches my zipper and yanks it down.

"woahwoahwoah slow down this is not consensual." I shove my hand down to try and stop her as she claws away at my undergarments, trying to fish out my member.

"Sure it is!" She deflects as she playfully tries to bat my hand away.

"In what sense of the word is this consensual."

"In the sense that I'm not doing anything you don't want dummy." She looks up while tilting her head as if she's said something obvious. "I mean help me out Hikki, doesn't consensual mean you want this?"

"I've made it obvious I don't want this."

"Nope." She looks back down to focus fully on her conquest, she puts a bit more force and trying to shove my hands away but it still does have a playful undertone.

"...what?"

"All you've done is say you don't want this. Where's the actual action to stop it? I'm not crazy strong or anything, you could easily stop me Hikki."

That's...I...uh...It's just that I don't want to hurt her.

"I just don't want to hurt you, even if you're being completely crazy right now." Yeah...obviously.

She looks up with her pouty look and her hands calm down. "You know you can knock it off with playing hard to get Hikki!" She looks down again this time with a burning look of determination in her eyes as she quickly yanks my hands away...and yanks something out as well. "I think I know just how to solve your attitude problem!"

"Wha-" Suddenly she crawls a bit so she's practically sitting on my lap, her arms wrapped around my neck in a embrace as she holds me and her...entrance hovering right over my member.

"Put some real effort to push me off if you really want me stop...until then..." She lowers herself slowly and I gasp and shut my eyes and wait for the inevitable moment...and keep waiting...huh? I open one of my eyes slightly and glance down to see that her entrance has stopped just short of my entrance...what?

"Oh? Are you waiting for something Hikki?" She moves her hips down just a bit more so I'm touching her, not enough for even the tip to be enveloped though, and lightly shakes her hips from side to side. Her breathing gets ragged as she keeps her pattern up. "Feel like telling me what you want? I won't know otherwise!"

I feel something churning in me as she keeps it up. "Umm...I..."

She changes things up a bit and instead rises and lowers against me, letting her folds rub the full length of my member. "Well?"

This is a battle I won't win, I already feel my carnal desire begin to overtake the logical and moral parts of my mind, each one of her motions makes me question why I don't just give in and let her...do what I want her to do...why am I even debating at this point?

"Y-Yui...please."

"Hmmm? Please what?" She moves back to rest her entrance against the tip of my member, going just a bit lower to let me just barely begin to spread her.

I know what I want but how do I even say it? "S-Stop teasing me...please." She smirks a bit in victory but I notice she doesn't go any lower.

"Oh? Well I guess if you really want me to stop..." She slowly raises up and I feel panic take a hold of me, we can't stop here.

"Yui! Please! I want you!" I cry out in desperation as my arms shoot to wrap around her. Her smirk grows and her eyes glint with self satisfaction.

"Now that's better." With no further ceremony she lowers herself with speed, not stopping until her hips meet mine with a loud smacking noise. She hisses and whispers a bit. "oh ow ow ow ow ow." She pulls me into her further ."G-Give me a sec...I don't think I thought that through...owwww."

Despite the overwhelming amount of desire coursing through me I have a brief moment of clarity."Yui...this was your-"

"First time? Well duh, who else would I give it to?" She whispers while clinging on to me and taking steadying breaths. "Okay let's try a bit slower for now..." She makes good on her word and slowly begins to rise and lower herself, after a few motions she seems to be far more comfortable. Soft little gasps and moans begin to escape her. "Yeah...that's a lot better."

I have to admit I'm also enjoying myself, her warm folds are practically squeezing the life out of me. It feels as if every time I enter her I have to dig my way in, and when I pull out every inch of her tries her hardest to keep me in. This process repeats with every slow thrust, and it takes everything I have to not finish immediately. I glance away from where we're connected to glance at her...still covered chest. It's true that she had undone her shirt but she hadn't even touched her bra...I'm a piece of trash for being annoyed by that aren't I?

As if she read my mind she cuts of my thoughts. "Do whatever you want Hikki...they're...I'm all yours."

I wish I could say I was the better man, I wish I could say I even tried to fight the primal desire, but I wasn't. I'll fully admit that her chest had always been...well interesting to me. That being said I waste no time reaching behind and using my recently acquired knowledge to unhook her bra. The results don't disappoint, they just burst forward and bounce a bit as they settle, or at least they settle before Yui decides to pick up her pace and cause them to bounce more. Up and down...up and down, they're just beautiful. Coupled with the warm and happy expression on Yui's face as she clings in to me and you have the perfect situation, one that can't be ruined.

And then I hear the familiar jingle of my phone...ugh.

"Who is that?" Yui pants out as she continues to ramp up her pace as she get's more and more accustomed to the feeling. I grumble before I reach to my pocket to access my phone and...

Incoming call: Iroha

My heart drops down to my stomach. Almost like being slapped awake I suddenly realize the situation I'm in and the guilt threatens to crush me, how could I be so...disgusting? I feel like I might even cry...a rare occurrence for me but this is a moment that would call for it right? She may be overly affectionate but she's still a loving a girlfriend and here I am...

I move to shove Yui off me, and this time not a half assed attempt, but she just negates it by pressing herself into me more, eliminating any distance between us and any possible leverage to pry her off.

"It's her isn't it?" Her voice sounds vicious and malicious again "Well? Don't make her wait, answer it."

"I...I can't"

"Answer it."

I gulp and try to steady my breathing before hitting the accept button, to my horror Yui makes no motion to stop or even slow down.

"Senpai! How are you? Do you miss me?" Iroha's cheery voice explodes into my ear.

"H-Hi Iroha, I'm..." I move to cover my mouth as I almost gasp as Yui decides to sway her hips left and right as she bobs up and down, I can feel my end approaching. "I'm fine."

"Are you sure? Your voice sounds a little strained...are you really alright?" She asks with genuine concern, it's cute how worried she is for me...it doesn't help the self loathing in the slightest.

"J-Just feeling a little out of it, I'll probably be better after some sleep." I lie, and it kills me inside.

"Oh...well I'll let you sleep then...Goodnight, I love you!"

Suddenly Yui whispers to me. "Well? Don't leave her hanging Hikki, she still thinks you two are a couple." She slows down to long deliberate strokes as I clinch my teeth, I know I'm about to finish. "Go on, say it." I notice that after her intense command she mumbles "I love you" over and over again, much like Iroha when we were in a similar position.

"I...I love you too." And with that I feel Yui's whole body tense up as she practically squeezes the life out of me. That's enough to finally send me over the edge and I explode inside of her. I make sure to quickly hang up before I pass out from holding my breath and loudly moan out as I feel her drain me. She trembles a bit as I fill her before her grip on me loosens and she just lays against me a panting mess.

"Hikki...that was...wow." She weakly pants out, evidently exhausted. I barely pay any attention however, I'm to busy thinking about how much of a piece of trash I am. All that talk about resolve and faithfulness to my first girlfriend and...

I feel a single tear roll down my eye as I stare at the wall beside me blankly and I mumble to myself.

"What have I done?"