chapter 1

Could it be that after a death we reincarnate? Or do we just disappear? Or do we stay in heaven and are with God?

These types of questions are the typical ones for which I could not sleep or looked at a void and thought of an answer which would leave me alone, but I could not do it, that type of questions you only find if you test them, obviously do not try, but I would have liked to do it without hurting myself and without losing someone.

The last thing I remember was a child shouting my name, it must have been 8 to 10 years old, but his voice did not sound strong, he seemed to be close but his voice was cracking, he could not raise his voice.

Celia! Celia! -It was what I heard my name is Celia.

For some reason I was lying on my back with my eyes up, the sky was its natural color, seeing it gave me calm, just looking at it told me that everything was going to be fine and that I was in a safe place. I wanted to keep lying in the long, soft grass, it was very long, it looked like it hadn't been cut in years. The smell gave off was nostalgic and it also smelled of wet earth.

I had to get up because I did not know where I was, the fact that the place brought me to calm does not mean that it is safe. With the help of my arms, I was able to get up and stare that everything was full of grass, the sky and grass, and I, alone, and empty.

I was very afraid, I barely knew my name and now I don't know where I was, I needed help but I couldn't find someone to help me, I was never alone, much less in such a big and silent place.

If I walked anywhere I would find someone to help me right? Who am I kidding, I feel like I'm dead and no one will help me in this because I'm alone.

As I walked I realized that this place has nothing different, everything is the same, the grass and the sky, it would be easy to get lost. I walked for a long time, I don't know how long, I don't have a watch, but my feet hurt, which must mean that I walk a lot or my feet are very weak even if I'm not wearing shoes.

The weather here is hot, but it's not that cold either, it's a calm temperature that you don't need to bundle up or wear light clothes, everything here is calm, but I still feel fear.

The clothes I am wearing is a white dress, above my knees, my shoulders are exposed like my arms I realized that I have bloodstains on my skirt, I don't know what happened, I don't know who I am, I don't know where I come from, and I don't know I know how old I am.

My hair is long, below my shoulders, it is a bright and light-brown color, I suppose my eyes must be the same color, or hazel, or blue, I don't know, but they must be beautiful, my nails are painted purple, I wonder how old I am, 14? 15? 19? 34? I feel small and my body … I look like 16.

Extract 15 minutes must have passed right now, my feet no longer hold and my head does not stop spinning, I think I prefer to die in a place as calm and beautiful as this, dressed as well and simply as I am, so tired and hungry. I try to rest by lying down on the grass and close my eyes for a while.

Can I get out of here?

Will I have friends? Now that I wonder, I don't remember if I have them, or if I should have friends, what is the use of a friend? Not to be alone or alone, I guess.

All kinds of questions I ask myself when I'm lying on the grass thinking about what to do next, in the end, I fall asleep.

-Remy!

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-Remy!

An older woman's voice sounds from afar.

-Remy right here!

I think it's trying to get my attention.

-Remy honey, come here!

Who is Remy?

-Remy honey, just wake up, I'm here !!!

I get up from where I was lying because I was not sure if they were calling me or someone else but, at least someone would help me get out of here and I see how a mansion is more than 1 meter away, how did I not see it before? It is gigantic, it is so resplendent and beautiful, HOW DIDN'T I SEE IT BEFORE !?

I run straight to that mansion, but when I am arriving at that mansion, I stop for a second, I saw a woman waiting at the door, who is she ?, Could it be that she was calling me ?. Either I'm dreaming, or this is real, but it still doesn't answer my question about where the mansion came from.

The woman who was the one calling me was standing by the door of the mansion and was smiling. Why is she smiling?

Will, it hurt me?

It will kill me?

Whatever she will do to me, I'm sure I shouldn't trust her, but she seems like the only person in this whole place, I need help, and I'm very hungry. How much time has passed?

I don't know if I should go in, or wait for someone else.

-I'm talking to you Remy

Am I Remy?

-Here inside you have everything you need.-he tells me.

-The hundred, but ... apparently he was mistaken as a person. My name is not Remy.

-If your name is like that

-Not really, my name is ... my name is ...

At that moment my head was spinning and I didn't know my name, I didn't know my own name.

I WAS LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, WALKING FOR NOSE HOW LONG AND FORGOT THE ONLY THING I KNEW ABOUT ME !!

-Remy, that's your name, your name is Remy.The woman who was standing by the door of the mansion seemed to care about me as if she knew perfectly well that nothing was right with me and needed help.

-I can help you but please come in dear, you're hungry and you don't know where you are, but for now I'm the only one who can help you.

She says that to me by raising her hand, so that I can grab her and enter the mansion next to her.

-You are afraid, I understand, but come, let me help you, I do not like to see a girl as beautiful as you said.

The woman insists that I enter, I have no alternative but to enter.

-Did you promise to explain to me what this is all about and help me get back home? -I tell him with my voice a little shaky, but I said "home", I don't know where I live and I doubt that this beautiful woman will help me get back "home. "I don't even know if I have a 'house'.

- I promise you, with all my heart, that I will help you return home, but come in, you need food and a good bath.

Apart from being hungry and dirty, I am curious as to what that mansion is like inside, I cannot say no to the woman who is standing right at the door of such a large and beautiful mansion.

I walk towards her slowly, I hold her hand, it is very soft and gives a vibe that I am not alone now and that everything will be fine.