Chapter 3

Back to Taylor's POV

Its been about 2 and 1/2 years since Ace left and Theo and Caitlin fucked again they fuck every day. I know I shouldn't feel the pain but I still do, my mom told me it will stop once I meet and am claimed by one of my new mates, I get a total of 3 but I will go solo if all 3 reject me. But everyone was right I look just like her, I wish I wasn't rejected so then I wouldn't feel this pain.

I was sitting in my office when my Gamma came in.

"Yes Gamma Theo"

"Um Alpha I was wondering if I can propose to Caitlin?" He asked

"Why are you asking me " I said sounding a little more bitchy than I should.

"Well you are her older sister and -" I cut him off

"I dont give a damn what you do I may have been your mate back almost 2 and 1/2 years ago but I'm not anymore and bring my dad into this I will fucking punch you I may be 20 going on 21 but that don't mean shit, I will punch you" my threat was true. My dad died almost 2 weeks after Ace left. Yeah its been Almost 2 and 1/2 years since he was gone and almost 2 and 1/2 since my dad passed and since I became Caitlin's and Lucas guardian since one was 16 while the other was 15. Oh and Caitlin met her mate but rejected him so she could marry Theo, they both are really in love. It hurts but I learned to wear a mask all the time, I don't show emotion and became the most feared and A.R. and I kill any rogue that crosses my borders. Both my dad and Ace would be upset with me but they both left me I don't have a choice.

"Im sorry Alpha I just though since - " I cut him off again

"Gamma Theo how many times am I gonna tell you I DON'T CARE go propose to your beloved for I don't care. She is now your marked mate so why should I care its not like it matters anymore." I told him not looking up from the stack of papers in front of me

"Taylor im so sorry.... I - " this time when I cut him off I looked up at him

"Gamma Theo its Alpha or Alpha Wills and no you're not. You broke me and continued to break me till there was nothing left of my heart. I no longer have one nor do I want one because if I have one its gonna end up in your hands and all your gonna do is break me all over again. So GO to you marked and pregnant mate." I said as he lowered his head in submission and left. 

I found out Caitlin was pregnant after I walked into the pack house. It completely shattered my heart but I didnt show it. I stopped showing my emotions after Ace left.

"Alpha" I heard someone call and I look up to see Ace's dad in my door way. I had him take over as beta after my dad died till Ace returns

"Yes Leo"

"Someone is here to see you"

"Who Leo I dont have any scheduled visits from any packs." I said while still showing no sign of emotion.

"Should I let him in or ..."

"Yea let him in"

"Okay Alpha I'll send him up"

"Okay Leo"

Then I went back to the stack of papers on my desk till I heard a knock and Leos voice

"Alpha he is here with me can we come in?"

"Yes Leo, come in" I say not looking up from my papers.

"Nice to see you too Taylor" I know that voice I look up and meet his eyes. Its Ace I can't believe it he's home.

"Ace is that you" I say still showing no emotions

"Yes Tay now come here"

I got up and hugged him but I still haven't shown any emotions. I can't my walls are thick and up and guarded. Ace looks down at me and sees Im not showing any sign of emotion and ask in a hushed voice

"What happened to you ? Where is my Tay, the smiling, happy, emotional Tay" he asked

"She's gone long gone and I have no clue when she is coming back" I said as his face had complete shock in it. Just then Caitlin came barging in with a great smile on her face and came up to me.

"Look Taylor, Theo proposed to me and now we are getting married. Im so excited im going to be married and have a family" she said as her face shined with happiness. She is now almost 18 and Theo is 20, as long as your above 16 you can marry who ever is with in 5 years older than your age

"Congrats Caitlin" is all I say no evidence of emotion on my face and just as quick as she came in she left.

"Tay what happened when I was gone ?" Ace asked. His dad already left when Ace entered the room.

"That, thats a funny story. You see after you left Theo and Caitlin started to mate everyday, every night. It was painful at first till my body and heart got used to it. Amber also gotten used to it, she accepted the fact that our mate didn't want us and that our bestfriend left to find his and be happy. Then a few weeks after my dad died of a heart attack so I had to become Caitlin and Luca's guardian. Luca found his mate and became nicer to me, his mates name is Sophie. And well 4 months ago Caitlin took a pregnancy test and came out positive she was a week pregnant at that time. Theo, well he completely broke me I have nothing left of my heart so you might as well say I dont have one. I changed completely, I'm the most feared and our pack is now most powerful. Im known as A.R." I told him not looking at him

"You you're the Alpha Reaper ?" He asked looking at me with pure shock on his face.

"Yes and before you ask I have killed over 500 rogues. Any rogue that crosses my borders I kill." I finish off. While Ace well he looks like he just saw a ghost.

I turned around to head back to my desk when Theo and Caitlin came barging into my office.

"Alpha there are rogues on our land at least 3" Theo said

"You make it seem like they scare me gamma Theo. You know the drill so do it." I said while sitting in my chair.

"Make sure they are locked in a cell one for each. And Beta Ace will help me, now make sure each one is chained so then well you know" I said while looking at all 3 of them.

"Ace... Ace is back" Theo said. While Caitlin looked at Ace, the man standing in front of my desk, with lust in her eyes but she didn't do anything since she had Theo.

"Yes, now go do what I told you to do before I command you to do it" I said.

"Yes Alpha" and just like that Theo and Caitlin walked out of the office shutting the door once they were completely out of the room.

"Wow, you really did change" Ace said

"I had no choice Ace. My best friend left me while my other half rejected me what was I supposed to do ?" I asked him while still keeping a mask the best I could.

"Tay I am sorry I really am. I stopped looking for her, thats why im back. I went to every pack and she wasn't in any pack so she has to be in this one or a rogue." Ace said

"Well lets go see if there is a female rogue down in the cells so we can see if she is your mate" I said.

I got out of my seat and nudged Ace to tell him lets go. He got the message and followed, after a few minutes we were at the cells and in front of the 3 rogues 2 were female and one was male.

"Well well well, what do we have here. Why are you on my territory?" I said trying to control my wolf because if I let her out she will kill all 3 rogues and Caitlin. Just because Amber accepted the fact that Theo rejected us and doesn't want us don't me she has to like Caitlin.

"We wanted to see if what they said was true" the boy said

"What do they say that made you 3 so eager to step foot on MY TERRITORY"

"They say the Alpha Reaper also known as A.R. kills any rogue on her/his land." One of the girls said

"Well your looking at her, I hope you enjoy the last few minutes together." I said giving them my horrifyingly scary smile. My canines were out and thats why I look so horrifying.

{Any of the girls your mate Ace}

{No all is good Alpha Tay}

{Alrighty then} I smiled showing my canines

{Dont smile at me like that its horrifying}

I chuckled after he said that.

{Taylor im serious don't}

I chuckled again. My beta scared of his Alpha, that is very funny and interesting. Then Ace left the room so I could take care of each and evey rogue. I grabbed one of the girls first and brought her in front of the other 2 while they were still in their cells. I looked at both of them and smiled, then I snapped the girl's neck. The other girl screamed and the boy looked shocked. Then I got impatient and snapped the boy's then the other girl's neck. After I was finished I walked up stairs to find Ace, we have a lot of catching up to do. But what I saw broke my heart even more than Theo's rejection .... Ace kissing Caitlin's best friend Lillian. Lillian was a slut just like Caitlin only Lillian's mate rejected her because of it and since she didn't change her ways so he chose someone else. But Ace never went for a slut before.... Im slowly losing everyone. I lost my siblings at a young age, lost one of my best friends who was my mate, lost my dad, now I'm about to lose my other best friend.

I walked away I will just wait till later to talk to him I guess.

"Taylor" Amber said

"Yes Amber"

"Im sorry"

"Why there is nothing to be sorry for"

"Yes there is im a horrible wolf, I blocked you out for a few days so I can deal with the rejection on my own instead of staying with you to help you too. Then dad died and I blocked you out again to leave you to deal with everything and all the pain -"

I cut her off

"Amber, your not a horrible wolf. And I know but I was fine and okay with it there is nothing that you do that could ever make me hate you"

"I love you my human"

"I love you to Amber, you're the only person I really got left"

"It will get better Taylor.... I hope"

"Me too Amber, me too"

Then I shut her out. Now when I say that I mean I just stopped talking to her I dont want to lose her like I lost everyone else. A wolf that is angry with his/her human is never good.

I walked to my office and as I entered I saw Caitlin sitting in front of my desk with Theo right beside her.

I walked behind my desk and sat down.

"What do you want" I asked looking at them both.

"Caitlin wants to ask you something" Theo said while looking down at Caitlin

"Hm-" I got cut off and I was starting to get annoyed

"Taylor I was wondering if it would be okay if me and Theo - " I cut her off. What can I say im tired of them bringing into their love life.

"Okay let me stop you right there. Whatever you do has nothing to do with me, you getting married dont need to involve me. Yeah I get it im your guardian Caitlin but that dont mean I need to be in every little thing that goes on in your love life your 17 and will be 18 in a week. So do yourself a favor and stop asking me if anything is okay with me because I can tell you now as your sister, and Alpha I dont care what you do and as your guardian I stopped being it once you and Theo got engaged so DON'T INVOLVE ME IN YOUR SHIT THAT IS ONLY BETWEEN YOU TWO BECAUSE FRANKLY I DON'T GIVE A DAMN" I said not even noticing that Ace and Lillian came in.

"Yes Alpha. And I'm sorry Taylor I never should have been a bitch to you but since I was I lost every chance to call you my sister. Im sorry I put you through hell." Caitlin said standing up from her seat.

"Its to late for "sorry" now Caitlin. You should have said that the week before dad died. I lost Almost everyone Caitlin so your sorry means nothing." I said as no sign of emotion was evident on my face.

And with that her and Theo walked out leaving me, Ace and Lillian all alone together.

"Yes Ace" I said

"Um Taylor meet my girlfriend Lillian" he said while trying to avoid my gaze.

"I know who she is Ace"

"Right I um forgot. Well I have to go I will be back me and a few guys from my old pack are having a party ." Ace said

"Okay have fun and dont get to drunk. I dont need a drink or hung over Beta" I said

"I wont Alpha" and with that he left but not with out giving Lillian a kiss on the forehead.

I sighed after he left. I am so stressed and have a lot of paper work and my gamma is off with his fiancée and now my beta is out with friends so I'm stuck doing all the work.

"Back off Ace he is mine" Lillian said. I completely forgot she was still here.

"Dont worry I dont plan on having any involvement with your guys relationship" I told her

"No I mean I dont want you near him at all besides pack work. And you can't be his friend anymore I already told him all of this and he is fine with it. He said he rather me be happy than unhappy" she said as she turned to walk out

"Oh and Alpha.. Have fun with your work" and with that she left.

I cant believe it because of some slutty she-wolf I lost my best friend. Now I am completely alone first my siblings because of some stupid reason, then I lost Theo because of Caitlin, then later on my dad, now Ace I just keep losing people left and right.

I placed my head in my hands and just sat there for god knows how long. I dont even think I heard Ace and Theo come into my office.

"Tay ... Is everything okay" someone asked I knew who it was by the voice, it was Ace. I look up locking eyes with Ace showing him a glimpse of what I feel before hiding it behind a emotionless face.

"Yeah everything thing is fine. You two should get back to your lovers" I said looking back down at my papers that I haven't even started.

"They left they went to have a girls night out" Theo said

"Ah and left their boy-toys here for the night I see"

"Tay what has gotten into you."

"Well you see Ace I lost everyone I care about so now I have no one. And to top it off My so called siblings left me when shifted for the first time years ago. So the only actual family I had is dead. So tell me would you be the same after that. After losing everyone you care about and being left alone with no one to have your back when you had theirs every step of the way and for them to leave you like you meant nothing" I said still showing no sign of emotion as both boys looked at me with shock and regret on their face.

"Tay we -" he was cut off by me.

"No dont give me that we are sorry shit you guys have your girls and I have my duty that I need to fulfill." I said looking back down at my papers.

"Okay well we are truly sorry Alpha I just want you to know that - "

"Dont even say that you are there for me when your girls wont let you be and you both know damn well you are not gonna go behind their backs to help me now go back to what your doing I have work to do and Lillian and Caitlin will be back soon." I said not looking up till after I hear their retreating footsteps and the door close.

I let out another sigh and run my hands through my long hair and then down my face. Its going to be a long night for me since I have all this paperwork to fill out.

* Time Skip *

I finally finished my last paper and started heading to my room only to be pushed into the wall by no one other than Lillian.

"I thought I told you to stay away from Ace" she said

"I did you bitch, it was pack work their dumbass selves came and started asking questions and shit. So fuck off and leave me the fuck alone before I command you to." And with that I shoved off the wall and shove her an walk to my room and shut the door.

It was 12:30 and I have a meeting at 9. I dont know how long it was till I finally drifted off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up and got ready. I was wearing a black tight dress with my white heels and had my hair up in a pony tail. I made my way down stairs since it was only 8:30 and my meeting was at 9. Im only meeting with a neighboring pack and they want a truce along with a few other packs since my pack its the most powerful, im A.R., and the most feared Alpha.

As soon as I walked into the kitchen I just wanted to walk back out. Everyone was in the kitchen for breakfast even Ace, Lillian, Caitlin and Theo. Caitlin was sitting on Theo's lap and Lillian was sitting on Ace's lap. I sat down at my seat at the head of the table while one of our maids got me some food. Everyone stopped talking and laughing after they felt my presence, its funny after I enter a room all the fun and laughter dies. All the unmated males looked at me with lust while Theo and Ace didnt make any eye contact with me.

After I finished I left the kitchen and went to wait outside the pack house to meet Alpha Warsaw. After like 5 - 10 minutes Theo and Ace joined me outside and 5 minutes later a black Lamborghini pulled into the drive way and out came 5 people 3 were males and 2 were females.

"Greetings I am Alpha Wills or Alpha Taylor. And this is my beta and gamma" I said shaking the Alphas hand and pointing at Ace and Theo.

"The tall one standing next to the guy standing next to me is my beta his name is Ace. And the guy next to me is Theo my Gamma." I said as they shook hands with the visiting alpha

"Im Alpha Warsaw or Alpha Luke. This is my beta James and Gamma Lance. Along with their mates Emily and Alice." He said pointing to them.

"Right now follow me this way to the meeting room" I said and started walking. And I over heard the conversation going on behind me..

"Alpha she is a solo alpha like you" one said

"James just because she doesnt have a guy by her side dont mean she is solo"

"Alpha I mean she has no mark and no sign of a mate. The council is going to go after her and ask her why she is flying solo like they did you"

"James she probably has a mate. I was rejected so its not the same"

And with that they stopped talking as we made our way into the pack house and to the meeting room.

"Is it okay if we stay here for a few days ?" Luke asked

"Of course. Theo and Ace can you show Beta James and Gamma Lance and their mates to their rooms please"

"Yes Alpha" they both say as the 6 of them leave the room leaving me and Alpha Luke alone.

"Alpha Wills?"

"Yes Alpha Warsaw and please just call me Taylor"

"Yes of course and you can just call me Luke. Anyway do you mind if I ask where is your mate" as soon as he asked that I stiffened

"Oh I mean you dont have to tell me"

"No Luke its fine. You see my mate well he rejected me and chose my sister over me. He broke me to the point to were I became A.R. and there is no way I'm changing back once a reject always a reject so they say." As I said that he looked shocked

"Taylor how can he reject someone like you ?"

"Your only saying that because you feel bad for me. I dont deserve a mate, look at what I have become. I became a powerful solo female Alpha who kills any rogue on her territory no matter what. Im not what my dad wanted me to be, if anything I am the total opposite of what he wanted me to be. Yes he wanted me to be strong but not over powerful, he wanted me to be among the feared not the always feared. God I failed him. If he was here today he would be so upset and disappointed in me" I said using no emotion. Since its been so long since I last cried I dont find it easy to cry anymore, since its been so long I no long show any sign of emotion no matter what.

"Taylor I dont pitty you or anything like that. I know what its like to be rejected."

"Who would reject you Luke I mean honestly?"

"My so called mate. She was going to be a Luna but she had to choose the man she loved over the one she was destined to love and be with." he said looking down at the ground frowning.

Just then Lillian came barging in...

"Alpha I thought I made it clear to stay away from Ace he is mine and mine only. He hasn't met his mate yet so I want to have as much fun as I can"

"Lillian can't you see im in the middle of a meeting"

"Honestly Alpha I dont care" just as I was about to say something Luke spoke

"Excuse me but we are in the middle of something here and you are to respect your Alpha for she is the one who protects you and gives you a home. So if I were you I would RESPECT HER." Luke said as you could see he was starting to get mad. Disrespect to a alpha is never good and you could tell he hated how she was disrespecting me. His eyes were bouncing back from light green to a dark forest green. I never thought someone would get so defensive over me so this was a shock.

"Yes sir, im sorry Alpha" and with that Lillian walked out.

"Now um Taylor may I ask who he was ?" Luke asked

"It was my Gamma... Gamma Theo" I said still showing no emotions on my face.

"Luke who rejected you ?" I asked and his answer surprised me....

"Her name was Caitlin.... Caitlin Wills."

"My sister rejected you .... How could she be so stupid"

"Your sister... Your related to my ex-mate" he asked just as surprised as me

"Well I was she stopped being my sister years ago. And im sorry about her I dont know why she would reject you. I honestly thought she would change for her mate but I guess not. She stole mine and rejected hers.."

I told him, even though I dont show any emotion he knows Im trying to apologize for the wrongs that my sister has done him.

"Its fine Taylor and Im sorry she stole the man who was supposed to love you.."

"Its fine Luke. Well you have a truce and with BlackStone. Please Enjoy your stay" just then Ace walked in my office

"Beta Ace can you be a dear and show Alpha Warsaw to his room."

"Yes Alpha.." He said as he walked out of the room with Luke.

I sat down at my desk and fill out the paper for our truce. I just had to sign the paper and make a copy and as soon as I finished I sat back at my desk. I looked at photos of me, Ace, and Theo all together we looked so happy I miss those days with my two bestfriends but I lost them to two sluts in the pack. I didnt realize a tear slipped down my face till I felt a wet substance on my cheek and I quickly wiped it away. What did I do to lose everyone I ever loved or cared for?