1 FLASHBACK

My vision was getting darker and darker. I couldn't remember what was going on, I could see people rushing towards me, they all had a worried face, saying something but all I could hear was a ping..!!! sound after some time, the first word I hear was "stay with us the ambulance was on the way".

I then realize, oh yeah I was hit by a car on my way back home from work what an unfortunate day for I was the only one the car broke into or was I lucky enough? As my sense was going numb my life's flashback started to appear in front of my eyes.

How I was alone my whole life from an early age, my parents were never at home due to their busy work schedule. I was always so lonely and alone they never cared about me(current is the stepmother).

The warmth hug from my mother was the only love I could get as a child, my father think of me as a burden and left me and my mom after she gave birth to me, she worked multiple jobs to pay the rent and to get me a good life, at the age of 7, I fall ill and was admitted to hospital, all her saving were gone to pay for my medical expenses.

A few days later I was well fit and fine and was at home as usual but on the other hand, my mother had to work harder to cover up the expenses, she worked overnight without proper sleep.

I could see as her health was getting worse, I was worried about her, as she was putting her shoes to leave I ask her"Mom are u alright?" she smiled at me and said "mama is doing fine u, don't need to worry about me" saying this she left the house but I was still worried. (wee woo* sound of ambulance)

The next morning mama was still not home she usually comes home around 4:45 am but she was not there I was hungry and was waiting for her.

It was noon the door open(creak....) I rushed toward the door calling out mama². I was shocked to see my father see in front of me as he never bothers to visit us. I said Ummm mama Is not here, he said she never will in a low voice. He said come here boy I have come to pick you up, your mama is in hospital counting her last minutes(sigh what a relief he said). (wee woo *background noise)

I could see mother on the bed laying down, tears all over her face she said come here listen carefully your father will take care of you from one on stay with him at all cost promise me Miyasato don't ever leave his care saying this she passed away.

From then on I lived with my father though I was never happy he didn't care about me at all soon after my mother expire he got a second wife as if he was waiting for her to die. (hurry take him to the hospital*background noise)

My only friend(Sone Nobuo) from elementary school to high school pass away due to beating from the bullies. The only person close to me and I lost him

At high school, I tried to open up to everyone but was left ignore due to my short height(5'2) and bald hair, the three girls I have confessed to all rejected me. These events further push me away from everyone. I graduated and lived a single life working as a waiter at a restaurant. I lived a life with a very low salary to support me, at the end of the month I only have to eat cup noodles to save money. (bring the stretchers* at the hospital)

(beep beep*sound of heart monitor) we are losing him, sir. I was losing my consciousness my eyes shutting down. I felt a kind of relief Finally my suffering is ending. My last words in my mind were, I hope I can be a better person next life. I wish I could get love from my parents. I wish I could make everyone happy around me. Maybe j get a new life ....!!!(sir we lost him beeeeepppppp...)