7 Ch.7 Shut up

He slowly laid her down on the bed, trying not to wake her which he was successful in but he realised one thing.

"Well got to find her clothes fast." He realised that he couldn't leave her naked anymore as her whole body was showing right in front of his eyes.

He started to look around the room and found her bra, underwear, shirt and skirt lying all over the place.

"But damn this is big." He once again realised how big her breasts were as he had never seen a woman with these big breasts in his last life.

"Anyway, how do I put these on her without waking her up?" After thinking of various ways, he simply decided to put just the shirt over her body and put the rest of the clothes next to her while covering her again with a blanket.

"Now what to do?" With nothing to do, he just sat down on the couch absentmindedly near the bed when suddenly the thoughts of Abigail started to flood his mind once again.

"Ugh fuck off." The suffocating feeling started to take over his body once again as he tried to forget about her he was somewhat able to but still couldn't get her out of his mind.

"Why…" Suddenly he heard a quiet whimper from behind and looking behind, he could see her curling up in a foetus position while saying something lightly.

Looking at her and memories of Abigail also being there, the suffocation feeling reached an insane degree that he was having somewhat trouble breathing.

"Shut up, shut up, shut up." The voices of Chifuyu suddenly started to sound a lot like Abigail and it was making his head hurt while increasing that suffocating feeling.

After a while Chifuyu stopped whimpering which calmed his emotions and the voices inside his head.

"That was pathetic." Realising the state he was in earlier, he couldn't help but let out a sigh of frustration while rubbing his forehead.

Even though he thought he was indifferent about her, he still couldn't forget her or the love he had for her.

"It's just suffocating." He couldn't help but let out his true thoughts as the love he once endeared was becoming something he loathed at this point.

He looked back at Chifuyu with a sad smile as he almost let out his frustration on her while she was in a state that was worse than his, "I am such a shit guy."

"Well, it's better to do something." He decided that sitting there while doing nothing would just worsen his state of mind when he suddenly remembered something very important.

"My breakfast." He immediately went to the kitchen and realised that it had gone all cold, without any waiting he decided to heat his breakfast and hers too.

"She can wake up anytime now." While heating his dinner, he opened his phone for the first time and saw many missed calls.

"I dunno how I will deal with her." He thought while looking at the missed calls from his mother, as even though she was treated as shit by him, she still loves him so much.

"And Shion is going to kill me." He couldn't help but let out a chuckle as she surprisingly was one of the only girls who cared about this guy.

And what was even more surprising was that he never once thought about laying his hand on her once, "Maybe he is not so bad after all."

"Maybe not." Checking the rest of the missed call, he took back his thoughts and put back the phone in his pocket as the heating was done.

Picking up his food, he decided to sit back on the couch but this time opening the TV as he wanted something to distract him.

"Well, that was an idea for sure." He couldn't help but let out a chuckle as what appeared on the TV after opening was the option to select from porn videos.

"And there's nothing normal here."

Closing the TV, he opened his phone back and just searched for some random videos to watch while eating and just like that, the food was finished before he knew it.

"Well, that was good." He was a little bit happy as he realised that he hadn't lost his cooking skills even after being reborn in a new body.

Just as he picked up the empty plates, he heard some rustling from behind and looking towards it, he could see Chifuyu waking up and looking a little calmer.

"Hey morning again, if you have calmed down then want to eat something? It's pretty good." He tried to ask her with a cheerful voice so she wouldn't have any more mental breakdowns and it turned out to be successful.

"Hmm." She just nodded blankly towards him.

"Aye that's the spirit, wait a minute." With a cheerful voice, he went back to the kitchen and after a few minutes came back with a glass of water and a plate of omelette and bacon.

As he looked at her, he was a little surprised that she still hadn't worn the clothes and was half-naked.

"Here and have some of the best food you ever had." Even though it was becoming kind of though being cheery as she was just looking at him blankly, he didn't give up as it was better than her crying and having a mental breakdown.

"Thanks." She took the plate from his hand while trying to maintain a careful distance from him which made him sigh a little.

At first, she didn't have any expression while eating but slowly a smile started to form on her face which made him smile a little while looking at her.

"Cute." He couldn't help but mutter as she was looking like a hamster stuffing her cheeks with the food which made her look even cuter.

But surprisingly she heard his mutter, which to her looked surprised at first then went back to the previous blank expression while eating slowly.

'Well gotta take it slowly.' 

"So how was the food?" Just as she finished eating, he couldn't help but ask as he loved cooking for people and she made happy faces while eating.

And to answer his question, she just nodded her head and looked down while putting the empty plate a little further away from herself.