1 Chapter 1- Who am I? (PROLOGUE)

It was a Monday, I came home from high school in blood, like every time. On the way home, a lot of people looked at me with pity. I've gotten used to these looks, from the moment my life started.

After a few minutes of walking, I am at the door of my house, where I know very well that my father is waiting for me, with a belt and like every evening, I will eat the food of yesterday.

What's stopping me from leaving? Why do I come back every time? I always ask myself these questions, but I already know the answer. If I leave this place, where do I go?

I opened the door, headed to the basement, where my room is located. My father used to beat me up while I was running in the basement..

On the way home, my father locked while my mother insulted me, saying that I was nothing but a good-for-nothing.

I lay down on my mattress, lying on the ground. I thought long and hard, looking at the rope in my hands. I couldn't do it, I didn't have the strength. I told myself that it was the same everywhere, that every parent was like his. But, I knew it wasn't true.

The door is open, a bowl of food was thrown.

"Eat well, tramp"

That one sentence told me what I had to do. I hung the rope, took an old stool and climbed on it. I knotd around my neck, and just before jumping, I made a wish.

"Je veux que..."

But before I could finish my wish, the stool broke and the rope started to choke me. A tear fell from my eyes, meaning the end of my life, without having had a real family.

My soul left my body but, my sight remained in the cellar, looking at my inert body, stained with azure color with some cut.

My mother came home, on sight my body hanged, and started panicking. And after a few hours, the police arrested my parents for assaulting a minor.

I stayed for a few months, waiting for my parents to be trialed and waiting for the verdict.

The trial takes place, my parents' lawyer defending them and at the end, the verdict falls.

My parents are found not guilty. When I heard the end of the trial, I swore to kill every human being and destroy that civilization.

Since then, something has been broken in me, and it is the feeling of belonging to the human race.