Chapter 3

"Happy fifth anniversary" I silently murmured into the cold, lonely place.

Looking at the words that were placed in the wall, I couldn't help but roll my eyes at the celebratory designs plastered in the room. I look at the table and take all the cold dishes that we're exquisitely made just for him and throw it into the trash can.

Those fake feelings deserve to be in the trash, just like him.

I died again, for the hundred and forty ninth time.

My memories from the earliest times I was born was vague and my last life all I could remember was just me laying there in my own pool of blood. As the night turn deeper and the wind lulling me to sleep, I close my eyes for the forty ninth time and died.

Then I was back.

Everytime I go back into the past, it would always be in our fifth anniversary. I didn't know why but I didn't ask anymore.

I'm tired of asking questions that won't be answered.

Taking off my red plunge dress, I wore a white oversized sweater and some baggy sweat pants. I knew that he won't be coming home since he was busy with his job and he have someone along with the name of Shaoyan accompanying him.

I took my wallet with me, thinking that another night with MC Donald's would happen when a sudden sound of the door bell ringing brought me back.

"Just a second!" I shouted as I hurriedly put on my slippers.

It has never happened before.

No one will come to me.

No one is supposed to ring the bell.

I was always alone in this day and would always go to some fast food restaurant to eat. I don't want to be alone in this suffocating house.

I'm now in front of the door, my hands trembling and my mind in a daze.

Ding!

I woke up from my daze and opened up the door with trembling hands until I saw a familiar eyes.

It was him.

Honestly, I wanted to cry right now.

Why would fate do this to me?

Now that I've already resolved on living plainly without any hope to be unshackled by their chains, this happens.

Why now that I've given up and not when I'm still fighting?

Why would you appear now?