18 A forgotten fury...
I woke up due to an extreme pain in my left arm.
Opening my eyes I see that I am in complete darkness, the pain on my arm and ribs is noticeably worse... I... Concentrate, something has hit my head and I blacked out, now I am in a strange environment.
Suddenly I felt something grinding against my leg, I look down and see Yue./may rage started boiling, my control...
"Oh, you are awake... even better. Now I have these little bitsy tools here that I need to..."(Yue).
I wasn't hearing her... In this life, I've been strangely and extremely patient. for someone who had a lot of problem with rage, I was a remarkably calm and collected person in this life, heck I didn't even rage when my father died.
But today was a shit day... the steroids accusations I could handle, it was just some kids messing around after all. The beatdown more or less... The Red Comand again? not so much. It triggered so many memories and thoughts of Rage that I was honestly at a breaking point, if it wasn't for the pain I think I would've attack that dude. I was able to control myself and opted to exit the place, I didn't even pick up my clothes in the lockers.
But this crap... Enough is enough.
You see thanks to my new specs in this life I was able to build a dam around my emotions, till this day it served me pretty well, never once I had a rage attack, not even when my father died, probably thanks to my mutated brain, even if I experienced emotions more strongly I had way better control over them.
But right now the dam I built for all these years...
The Dam broke. And a sleeping monster awakened...
A purple flame started oozing out of my body. Together you could see multiple yellow sparks flickering through my being.
Yue seeing the strange purple flames on me smiled and look at my now closed eyes. I open my eyes, [Sharingan] blazing and spinning demonically.
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In all her expectation for this moment Han Yue never thought she would see something like this. For the first time in Han Yue's life, she felt truly scared. She has already been held at gun and sword point, jumped with parachutes but nothing could compare to those two red orbs spinning menacingly...
For the first time, she felt true dread, true fear, every single negative emotion she felt in her life paled considerably to being stared by those Red Orbs. If she had to compare something to it... It was like being stared at by the Devil himself... But he is still held by those ropes right? he can't escape.
"Don't try anything... You are thoroughly strapped by these ropes... You can't"(Yue).
The Devil took a deep breath making some yellow sparks dance around his body, his muscles bulged and gained a lot of size, and almost effortless broke out of his bounds. With an inhuman speed, the devil swiftly grasped Han Yue Neck and bit half of it off.
Han Yue died screaming with an expression of absolute terror on her face.
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I couldn't feel anything but rage. My wounds long healed by the purple flame every breath of mine expelled purple light and generated more Yellow sparks.
Huh... More flies... But they move so slow... Just kill them all.
Hearing Yue scrams one of her subordinates burst through the door extremely worried, only to look at the devil developed in purple flames with shining red eyes, he was barely able to let out a scream before his neck was penetrated by a hand covered in purple flames.
*Lapse of consciousness*
More and more flies, but this time they have metal sticks and metal tubes. Kill these pieces of shit, kill the shitstains of reality.
Seeing the demon the subordinates didn't even wait and started shooting. The bullets hit me but I felt nothing... Only rage.
Taking a deep breath my hands were covered in yellow light, and I advanced towards my targets, the first one seeing me ignoring bullets almost despaired, but he didn't have much time as a hand pierced his heart. Not even batting an eye to my kill I pierced the second one on the neck.
*Lapse of consciousness*
With a twist of my body, I cut the other stomach open with my other hand. I roared...
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"(Jin).
Most of the surviving members visibly faltered hearing my animalist roar. One of them shot me by instinct I moved mya rm and blocked the shot. The bullet was slowly spat out of my flesh and the wound healed.
I entered the fray of people once again and the massacre resumed. I couldn't think clearly, I was just reacting to everything and using my basic and surface instincts to commit this massacre. the enemies fighting a demon they don't even know about, they just felt that they couldn't let this thing live and run wild outside, they are the worse scum of the earth but they wouldn't want anyone to meet the devil.
*Lapse of consciousness*
Sadly they were severely outmatched, I tore through them like a demonic hot knife through butter my rage clouding my judgment and making my action more and more brutal. The criminals fell and fell. I smiled maniacally while tearing through my foes, the rage and drive of battle feeling even more intoxicating.
And when there wasn't even one of them alive anymore, I roared.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"(Jin).
The animalistic roar that would've split anyone's throat exited my mouth, after that, I blacked out for a moment.
*Lapse of consciousness*
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I woke up with no pain anymore... What happened? I didn't remember using [Ripple] to heal myself. Then I smelled something familiar yet distant blood. I was still standing so I just looked around and immediately pucked my guts out... Bodies, bodies everywhere.
It was absolute carnage I felt really sick on my stomach as I looked at the mutilated bodies of a bunch of people. Then the memories came, memories of my uncontrolled self filled with rage, the sensation of my hand penetrating chests, necks, stomachs, hearts. I felt everything... I remember everything...
I did this... But... I pucked yet again...
Fuck... That was all my rage that was growing during all these years exploding in just one moment, that purple flames... from just my memories I could feel them.
I feel scared... Not only because of what I did but because it felt fucking great... A release after all these years containing my rage, it felt fucking great. I felt too good about it to be honest, too fucking good, this lack of empathy, of guilt, it scares me... No first you have to take control of your situation, after that you can reflect on your new pysycopathy.
First, I need to clean myself of all this blood and guts, I guess I can't go outside looking like this.
What I didn't know at that time was that both the [Sharingan] and my [Fury] effects affected and changed my mind and my brain, they were slowly getting distorted more and more. It easy to see the effects along these years, the normal person of my past was long gone at this time. Now there was only a distorted creature falling more and more into the abyss.
I was able to find some kind of communal bathrooms, there was a bunch of showers there I choose one of them and started cleaning myself, my mind was in turmoil. Too much happened at the same time. I am sincerely lost on what to do right now? Looking at all the guts and blood on the sweet floor I almost vomited again. But if I had a mirror I would be able to see a strange and creepy smile on my face.
Cleaning myself I started searching for some clothes, and after some time I found some work clothes ta fitted me barely. With my clothes, I set to see where the heck I am.
Apparently, I was in an abandoned building somewhere in the industrial district, and it is still night. Guess I will have to find my way home now.
{AN: There is some info from where his powers came from on the author notes if you are curious.}
