a book on how to be the universe

POV: Autumn (MC)

Finally, we're finished with visiting every "major" creation I've made.

Now about the one thing that is bothering me all of the wars that people are facing in their respective galaxies

It has bothered me since the other autumn talked about it

Not I understand what is happening and I know how much a toll war takes on a person, after all, know everything that is going on inside me

But of course, your emotions would have dulled to an extreme extent if you've fought wars for that long.

But...deep down, I'm feeling a tinge of regret.

The regret of not being able to watch the wars.

To watch the blood splatter, and hear the screams.

It's a really weird feeling.

It's definitely not my own since I would've never thought about such vulgar things.

Perhaps it's mentioned in that book the old universe made?

That could be a possibility, as I've only ever read the first two pages or so...which is kind of stupid really.

On one hand, it's stupid, but on another, it's actually good, as I get to learn my own way, and experiment how I'd like to.

Let's just summon that goddamn book.

With a single thought, a book appears in my hands.

It's made of black material, reminding me of the feeling of leather, but then again, it's probably not leather as I know it.

The book has this delicate feeling to it.

I turn through the pages, each describing different topics, that I'll probably read some other time when it actually matters.

What matters right now, is what's happening with my change of personality.

Although on the first few pages, it did mention that I'd lack true emotions, it never described anything about a change of personality.

But, losing emotions is in itself a form of a change in personality, isn't it?

However, it shouldn't change my personality when it comes to violence since I've always hated it...right?

Page 19: Personality.

Perhaps you've undergone a change in personality or liking?

If so, then you've come to the right page...in the right book!

Alright, to the topic at hand, change in your personality.

Due to some misconduct on my end, when I transferred my power or my "role" as the universe to you, there might've been a slight change in your personality due to various factors.

But, how bad the change in personality will be, I cannot say for sure, as I'm not all-knowing...which is sad really.

My power at its peak was the same as yours at your "birth".

Therefore, you will grow in power over time, and that might be a solution to the change of personality.

Heck, at one point, you may even be able to travel time, predict the future, become all-knowing...all that I never could do.

But back to the topic of personality change.

It's not something that I or this book can help with.

In order to find the answer, or at least get back your old personality, you need to become more powerful.

When you're powerful enough, you can go back in time to when you were still on earth, copy your old personality and let it replace your current one.

If this will go well, then you've become yourself once again...however, I'm not sure if there'll be any drawbacks to this method, as it is risky in its own way.

As of now, I wouldn't recommend this method, unless the change in personality is so extreme that it's done a 360...ba-dum-dish...pun intended. If that even could be called a pun.

You see, I'm not all-knowing!

What...the...fuck?