Chapter 1

p/s. warning you may encounter grammatical errors and wrong grammars as you read this story...enjoy

The lady was just an absolute normal citizen that finished her highschool and college with average grades, no friends no nothing. She's also an employee of a company with a decent amount of salary.

At an early age she have always felt insecurities towards people with burning passion and dreams. For her, life is boring and never felt passion that most people feel when doing something they love and do which always confuse her.

She have no interest in living a long life and just want to die without experiencing any disease , pain or die out of old age.

Ever since the girl started to mature she never felt love, genuine joy and passion she always felt like an outsider when it comes to human emotions and she even experience being called as the human robot by her classmates when she was in highschool. Since then she always find ways to awaken the so called passion but she always failed , she has given up trying to do something she can't really do so she set up her mind to just live and die peacefully. But death is something she doesn't fear, fear is pain and pain is her enemy so she planned her life and time of death when she was about to graduate college and now that she's turning 30 and the promised age that she would end her life.

Her long awaited wish will finally happen today, the day of her birth and the day of her death.

As soon as she finished her work she immediately stood up and fished her things before heading out. As she was walking down the street with buzzling cars and different kind of noises around her, she can't help but humm she's more than ready to finally rest internally. She was deep in her thoughts that she didn't notice a fourwheeler out of control is approaching her direction, when she finally notice a light towards her direction it was already too late the fourwheeler is about to hit her blinded by the light the fourwheeler hit her so hard that she was thrown to the corner her head is bleeding and her vision became hazy as well as her hearing people that saw the accident immediately called 911 and approached the scene, her hearing has become dull that she couldn't hear properly what the people around her are saying what she's hearing is like a buzz of annoying bee and her breathing has slowly become heavy and soon lost consciousness the help arrived too late the victim has already died due to excessive blood lost her long planned death suddenly became unexpected even to her, since the death she planned is way different from what actually happened to her.

She felt an undeniably painful headache that soon woke her up from her slumber she stared blankly at the ceiling with her hands open wide she blinked for a second and the memories flashed to her head like lightning then she realized that she is supposed to be dead and not alive staring blankly at the ceiling she then sit and pulled her hair slap her cheeks she still didn't believe that she's alive she then lay down her bed and sleep once more thinking it's just a final moment she's having. After an hour she woke up facing the same ceiling she stood up finally realizing that this body is not hers she quickly searched for a mirror after a few minutes she finally found a mirror she looked at the face in the mirror disbelief at what she's seeing a beautiful lady with porcelain skin with red/orange hair she stared at the beauty mesmerized by this gorgeous emerald eyes that would remind you of a forest she pinched her cheeks she still couldn't believe she's alive ,she then put down the mirror and scanned the whole room,the room is well decorated she could see extravagant painting and luxurious chandeliers with the obviously pricey carpet on the floor she then sat down at the couch near the window.

" This is truly an embarrassment to me after planning for years and years for my death and ended up hit by a fourwheeler and now still breathing with this unknown body I truly waisted everything" she talked to herself still disappointed at her unexpected death. Busy immersing herself with her thoughts someone entered the room.

'Lady Eirene it's time to—' the lady entered the room holding a basin filled with water when she noticed the young lady is gone from her bed she then quickly looked around and her gaze landed to her lady sitting on the couch staring on the floor the servant walked towards her then called.

'Lady Eirene ' she called but no response then she called again though the maid doesn't want to touch her master she's left with no choice she tapped her master's shoulder that's when the lady finally looked at her then screamed

'AHhhh' she screamed in shock facing an unknown person.

'My lady it's me Edna' the servant said calmly to her bewildered master

'o-oww Edna, what's the matter?' Eirene asked the servant with a confuse look

'Ive come to prepare you my lady as you are going to have breakfast with your mother,father and your siblings later'.

'ah- I see' the servant immediately lead the lady to the bathroom to wash her face then help her master take a bath.

Surprised to the sudden treatment 'Eirene' her current name which she found out earlier can't help but feel uncomfortable as her 'Servant' touch her body.

After thoroughly washing and scrubbing her body she then proceed to changing her clothes the servant put on her a corset after putting on the undergarments the sight of the corset terrified her but she tried her best not look obvious the servant started pulling the corsets lace holding on to the pole the servant continued pulling then the servant started tying it putting on the next layer and another layer of clothes she is now finally done from the horrible torture.

The servant then took the basin and left the room Eirene is now dumbfounded not knowing what to do as she doesn't know where the dining is and Eirene is now facing the first crisis since coming to this world.

to be continued...