Why Did You Pick Me?

Upon arriving home, Lin Qing experienced abdominal pain, leading her to realize the cause of her recent irritability.

She laughed to herself ," For 10 years I never suffered P.M.S, I guess that was the only goodside of being stucked inside of my own body"

After taking pain relievers, first thing she did was checking invitation to the Liu Family Banquet.

As one of the most important socialites in city and important collaborators with Liu family, Lin family also had invitations.

She texted to her brother , asking to go together to this banquet.

Recently Lin family was in turmoil and they were keeping Lin Qing in dark, not wanting to her to worry.

She knew the reasons for the problems in company as she was the reason for these.

She thought this is the only way to subtract themselves from male lead's vengeance.

The Lin family's several companies will become completely transparent on finance and other transactions and this will be a good opportunity for them even if her family wasn't aware of anything.

After she took a shower she decided to find new projects.

While sitting on her comfortable bed with her laptop in hand, she browsed popular internet content, finding that contemporary movies and TV series lacked originality, often centering on mundane conflicts like daughter-in-law versus mother-in-law scenarios or forced engagements, which failed to captivate younger audiences, resulting in average ratings.

Since blossom media out importance on these ratings they needed innovation.

While indulging in a jar of chocolate, Lin Qing scrolled few of the popular online novels, these novels and comics were actually very popularity among teenagers and those familiar with the internet.

But in current time period these novels and comics didn't even get publishing since things on internet was free so they weren't considered much important let alone turning these novels or comics into tv series or movies.

Engrossed in the novels, she decided to reach out to the authors and creators before getting ready to sleep.

She didn't contact to Su Haoyu.

Laying in bed her thoughts whirled around.

As System said, she wasn't good at relationships.

Thinking of her reasons to aproach him , she wasn't a good candidate to date.

She wasn't a good person.

Even the author of this story tagged her as a "villainess".

Will she really find real love?

Even if Su Haoyu had a crush on her, does that mean he loves her?

No!!

Liking someone and loving someone are completely different things.

You can like someone just because they have pretty smile or curly hair, you can like someone and want to be together with them or getting to know them.

But loving someone....

Lin Qing didn't think she love anyone except for her family.

She didn't even have friends whom she can share her problems or gossip with.

What if those people stab her in the back right after she trusted them?

She doesn't know if she can trust anyone.

She also didn't think people besides her family can stand her personality.

She has wealth, she has beauty she has good education and she knows how to behave in different occasions but these things , ughh they're just the default , superficial things.

So if someone else replaces her again, will that person realize that , that person isn't her?

Or even if her shell was taken away by someone else, the person she choose , never ever realize?

Or when person she choose , after finding someone with more wealth or someone who is more beautiful or someone who is kinder, would he run away?

She doesn't know the answers for these questions.

She also doesn't know her own feelings as well.

Can she stay with the person she choose for her entire life?

Can she love him truly?

Just because she picked him?

When the persona she has chosen crashed and crumbled will Su Haoyu hate her and blame her?

Will he calll her crazy and unlovable like the other ones?

She really doesn't want to think about these.

"Why did you pick me?"

Lin Qing asked to system before drifting to sleep, her tears were falling to her silk covers of her pillow , her nose was hurting and her voice was hoarse from crying silently.

System didn't answered and Lin Qing didn't contuine to pester.