18 Be happy.
"Aunty do you have breakfast?" Sia asks Nandini, everyone notices how she totally ignores Arnav.
"Yes, Sia I just come with Arnav, he tells me that he wanted to visit you so I also decided to come to see you, how are you feeling now?"
"very much better aunty" Sia replied,
"Okay now I will come to meet you another day, I have a meeting bye" she wanted to stay, but this way she will give Sia an excuse to ignore Arnav so she quickly leaves. Seeing his mother going, Arnav comes to the point and said to Sia that he wanted to talk with her alone. Udhav raises his eyebrow but Sia singles him not to say anything and invited Arnav in their bedroom.
"what you wanted to tell me?" Sia asks,
"how you know about Tony?"
"he once calls me to threaten"
"really?"
"Yes," Sia hesitate before nodding,
"but how I don't know this"
"because I don't tell you"
"so now you learn to lie and hide things"
"I am not lying"
"you are Sia because I have your call record of one year with me" he shows Sia the paper he has with him, on which Sia choose to keep her mouth shut,
"tell me Sia?" seeing her not responding, Arnav get quite annoyed,
"it is okay if you don't want to tell, but just don't get in trouble," again he doesn't get any response,
"do you understand what I am telling you" this time Arnav raises his voice, he knows Sia really not going to ignore this, and if she knows habits of tony then she must have more information. he just can't let her get in trouble, but with this type of attitude how can he work.
"Sometimes I wonder how I spend time with such a person" Arnav decided to use this trick, he knew her temper, after she loose temper she tells him everything in a feat of anger.
"When you spend time with me? either you are working or either you are busy with others" Sia look towards him and said,
"hmm, because you are never obedient"
"if I obey you, will you love me" for Sia's this question he doesn't have an answer, he loves her, but he can't live with her, he is too tired now.
"even though I don't love you, the uncle still loves you, for him don't get in trouble okay?"
"hmmm" Sia is disappointed, yesterday she thinks he might agree with her or at least say something comfortable to her, but she is not that lucky. Arnav knows that staying here is not useful so he decided to go, but that time Sia hugs him from back, he gets surprised but still tries to get rid of her hug.
Sia release him and said, "Arnav do you know what once uncle told me"
"what?" He knows that this uncle must be his father,
"he tells me that he is most worried about his eldest son because he is too mature, too understanding that he always care for others, but he forgot about himself, he is proud of you and he also loves you the most"
"hmm"
"So remember that he wanted to see you happy, this is his wish"
"Sia?"
"Yes?"
"I disappointed you right?"
"no"
"I can't protect you"
"no"
"You also got mature but I feel less guilt if you fight with me, this mature Sia I don't know how to handle"
"You protect me and also I am not disappointed in you, Divorcing you is not because of my accident but because I know you never love me, it's me who keeps you in this relationship, but now I wanted to see you happy, because I realize that true love is seeing the person who you love happy, and I know you will be not happy with me, because I can't share you, no matter how old I got," Sia said in a very low voice, only she knows how much effort she is exerting to not cry.
Arnav pulls her in his arm, and said, "Don't act like this, I will prefer if you kill me directly I also hope you find someone, who will fulfill your wish"
"I only have one heart that belongs to you, how can I love others," Sia said, this Sia is too tempting for Arnav but he can't give her false hope. But still, he decided to be honest with her once.
"I also want to live a happy life, but that is not possible now Sia, unlike other husbands, I can't spend time with you, I just give you money, I even fail to protect my child, I am really a useless father and husband, my mom after my dad's death got in depression, I don't want to suffer like this, neither I want you to suffer this, I hope you understand my situation, you deserve better and loving person"
Sia doesn't reply, she just wanted to stay in Arnav's arm for some time, but that time Arnav get a phone call, he receive and listen and said that he will come in some minutes, Sia realize that he needed to go, her happy time end so early, she is somewhat sad, Arnav is also reluctant to leave, but still he needed to go, and said "I need to go, take care bye"
"hmm bye, you too take care"Sia replied, after that Arnav goes, after he goes, Sia said "come baba, it is bad to hear what a couple is talking" Udhav who is hiding get very surprised, Sia is really sharp he thinks, but what more his anger on Arnav is already going away, he also got to know that he is related to something, he wanted to ask Sia, but he know Sia will not answer him, right now he can only silently support his son-in-law. Udhav smiles awkwardly and leaves the room.
"Chichi He love me"
"I know"
"how?"
"he never treated you badly and protect you is enough evidence for his love"
"so what should I do now"
"be happy"
"what?"
"don't you hear what he say, he wanted to see you happy"
"but..."
"listen, only a happy person makes others happy, so be happy first, you can love others only if you truly and completely love yourself"
"Okay, so now mission be a happy start"
"Yup"
