10 A good life.

At that time, she got to know Arnav is killed and, Aarhoi is the one behind those. She decided to take revenge for him. And fortunately, lots of people were ready to help her. These are the people whom Arnav helped. Her training start. Before dying, Arnav collect lots of information, and other informers wanted to help. So that they easily trapped some people, but the mastermind behind it is quite clever. But Sia did everything she can. For this, she got in jail for three months to collect information. She met lots of people, she went to a club and met people. Even sometimes, got touched vulgarly by other people.

    Sanjay is one of those who helped her in this. Arnav is his best friend. He also wants revenge for his friend. That time they develop a bond. Still, they can't let go of some things between them. Meanwhile, she met chinu, that child is a little pitiful, and moreover, he is super cute. The only smile she had this time is due to chinu, but he also left her.

 After facing lots of hardships, she finally happens to meet Arnav's killer. But again, he already knows who she is. And here she was thinking that he doesn't know anything about her.

She remembers his lusty eyes roaming on her body, the way he touches her. Using her body to distract him, she stabs him with a knife. She stabs him until he died. But unfortunately, his bodyguard also killed her.

She can say she became twisted because of all this experience. That's why she is quite confused, why chichi call her pure. She is by no means a pure soul. She is a murderer. She is the person who did and saw lots of disgusting things, but still, she gets a second chance.

 She now has a healthy body. But what about the scars she has on her mind and soul. Will she ever become completely normal? She saw so much sadness that she fears that she can ever smile. Instead of her, it would be better if this chance is given to Arnav. But how can we guess what God wanted?

"God chooses you because you have a very strong feeling to get justice, and you are the person who has wild willpower. You fight with your own demons so you can fight with others," Chichi tells her.

"Hmm, do you think I am a normal person? Even after you know the way I react, I am a bloody murderer."

"She already killed your child, and even you could have died in this accident, so you do the same. It is not wrong. After all, if you can forgive her, you are not human anymore. You will become God." chichi replied.

"very funny, by the way, thank you, after rebirth, I feel that my emotions are numb. But I am not feeling that all bad feeling that much, and having you, makes me feel very strong. You know, having someone who knows your bad deeds but still supports you is the best thing ever."

"hmmm, I think you are not feeling much depressed because your loved ones are still alive."

"Yup, that is also another reason."

"hmm, now you work. I will sleep for some time."

"Do angel needs sleep?"

"Yes"

"Hmm. Okay, bye."

"bye."

 Sia is not lying. She feels way better than in her past life. But, she decided that she will take care of herself more. Now she really wanted to live a happy life. Previously when she was abroad, she tried to take therapy. But one of her friends commented that a person like her who has a good father, financially secure, beautiful, and even healthy body; how can they have a mental illness. Only one incident that is even not that worse how could she be mentally ill.

 After listening to this, the courage she has for taking therapy is gone. She also thinks that she is overreacting. Maybe it is normal. After that, she never mentioned this. But she does research on her own accord, and from that, she learns that to keep your mental health good, you can do some things,

1. First, recognize your thoughts. For this, either talk with a person who has some knowledge in this area, who will not criticize you or give you any wrong advice, and mainly who will be a good listener. The best way is to get a therapist. If that's not possible, write down your every feeling. Try to write down your negative thoughts and then replace them with positive ones.

2. Nature, live with nature. Take a walk in the morning sunshine daily. See sunrise and sunset, see the water resources, the blue and green colour of water and trees have a magical effect on our mind, it give us peace.

3. Eat good quality food. The food which is healthy and makes you feel good, you can eat that. Try to avoid meat and spicy food, eat more natural and healthy food. But if not possible, then eat whatever you have with a happy mind.

4. Exercise, Do Yoga, Surynamskar, aerobics, dance whatever you want, just sweat because it will boost your mental health.

5. Play games, try to play outdoor games and those which burn your calories. If not possible, then and only then play video games.

6. Do something new daily, even if it is a very small thing.

7. Talk, Talk with your loved ones.

8. Try to spare some time for your soul care, self-care, and also for your health.

9. Try to use your non-dominat hand, for doing the things which you usually do with your dominating hand. (It means if you are lefty, then try to use your right hand for eating, to write. And if you use your right hand for eating and write then use left and vice versa).

10. Sing and Listen to your favourite music/songs.

11. Forgive, Accept, and Love yourself. Don't compare yourself with others. It is an insult to both the other person and you.

12. Trust God, and remember that he loves you. Show gratitude.

13. Help others.

After writing down this, she decided to follow everything in this. She is a singer. So, she can sing and even dance, and it gives her happiness. For exercise, eating good food, and living in nature is very easy for her. Playing games is also possible. And speaking of talking to her father, who is a good listener and her biggest supporter. After thinking this, she decided to do everything she can. She also decided that after taking some rest, she will try to find chinu as soon as possible. But there is one thing she needed to solve. And that is to talk with her best friend, Neha. She quickly finds her phone and searches the number. Fortunately, she didn't delete it.

 After calling for some time, Neha doesn't answer her. She knows Neha must be very angry with her. So she sends her some messages, saying sorry. After that, she decided to cook dinner for her father and leave the room. She decided that she will live a happy life. At least try her best to live a good life.