Excruciating pain

Rosalyn

I couldn't believe this was happening to me all because of Elena and Zara. Ethan didn't believe all that I told him, he believed their lies. He believed Elena and Zara over his mate all because Elena got pregnant. I could feel tears building up in my eyes and I sighed heavily while ruminating over the past.

I couldn't believe that I took Elena as my sister. I took her as my blood sister but what did she do other than to betray me. I couldn't believe she could do this to me and Zara was no exception. I took her as my mother, the mother that I didn't have but what did she do also, she betrayed me. I couldn't believe that I told her all my secrets as a child and also told her my likes and dislikes. If I had known that she was a wolf under the sheep's clothing then I would have been able to avoid it.

I would have avoided all that had happened but it's too late. I can't turn back the hands of time. I knew that Ethan didn't believe me because I'm infertile. He doesn't believe me because of that but how is it my fault? I'm not at fault for being infertile but he doesn't see it that way. I was shocked that he could behave this way.

I won't believe that Ethan and this pack would behave like this someday. If I was told that Ethan and his back will turn their backs at me like they are doing now. I would have argued with the person who told me that because they were all acting caringly toward me but that changed after finding out about Elena's pregnancy. They were all happy and they neglected me after working out my butt and ass for this pack but I was repaid by this. I felt disgusted with all this and all I wanted was for the ground of the cell room to open miraculously and swallow my body.

It would be better if that was to happen because I can't continue with the torture anymore. I don't think I would be able to keep up with all this humiliation. I don't know if I will face my dad. I don't know what he would think of me. I knew that he would feel horrible for what I had done. I knew that he would scold me if he happens to know about this and worst or all he would disown me.

I felt scared not knowing what would become of me but I knew that I have to face whatever that would be thrown toward me. I want to be able to get revenge for what has happened to me and that's what will happen.

I want revenge. I want to get revenge for what they have all done to me. I don't know where to go if I was to be released from this hell hole.

No matter how hard it is, I will get revenge, even though I know it is impossible because I am in the cell room right now which is heavily guarded. What can I do to get revenge? What am I going to do?

Ever since Ethan told the guards not to give me anything to eat or drink, they haven't given me food or water since then. I'm seriously hungry and my throat has dried. I was just swallowing my saliva. I'm thirsty and hungry at the same time.

I couldn't believe that all of the people I trusted with my heart betrayed me. I sit on the floor with different thoughts roaming in my head.

I was lost in thoughts when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I held onto my stomach groaning in pain. What is happening to me? I haven't felt like this before. I laid on the floor holding my stomach in pain while fighting back the tears which had built up in my eyes.

I have cried my eyes out today and I'm not planning on crying more anymore. My eyes were sore because I have been crying all day long.

I laid down on the floor holding my stomach painfully. I was in excruciating pain and I groaned. I let out an excruciating pain and I knew that the whole pack would hear my scream, and I prayed that someone would try to help me. It was like I was daydreaming because no one tried to help me, not even the guards who were looking at me motionless.

I wanted to stand up but I landed back my butt to the floor. I couldn't hold it anymore and I thought I wouldn't survive it. It is like something is biting me inside my stomach, I bit my lower lip tightly not wanting to let a piercing scream. My wolf is growling in pain. I could feel my whole body system getting weak as a result of the pain.

"What is happening?" I asked my wolf in fear hoping she hears me and has a solution to it.

"You are pregnant" my wolf replied after a while and I breathed a sigh of relief. I had thought that it would be something serious but I'm glad that it isn't as serious as I thought. A happy look was plastered on my face and I stared around the place happily but it soon changed into horror as I realized what had happened.

"Pregnant?" I asked in surprise because the doctor had said that I can't give birth. I knew that there is nothing else I can do other than to accept that it is the truth.

No it can't be, not this time when I'm in trouble. I knew that things would be hard with this. I knew that trouble would be looming around and Ethan would not believe me. He would think that I had cooked up this, and I knew that Elena would also want to find ways in which she would eliminate my child.

"Yes you are pregnant, you haven't eaten anything since, and it's taking a toll on you and your unborn child. If you didn't eat anything today I don't know what will happen, you have to find something to eat or else you will lose the child" my wolf replied and I sighed heavily not knowing what to say. I knew that I have not been feeding well lately and there was no way I would want something to happen to my unborn child.

"You should find something to eat before it gets out of hand" my wolf said and I sighed heavily.

"What are you saying? I should find something to eat, where would I find it? Can't you see what's happening recently? I'm in this goddamn prison and you expect me to find something to eat, what would I eat?" I replied in a gloomy voice. I felt bad that all this was happening. I felt bad for all this. I can't believe that I can't guarantee the safety of my unborn child. I felt angry with Ethan for believing them over me.

What will Ethan do after hearing that I'm pregnant? I was happy because I'm pregnant. My happy face has turned sour because of this. I knew that I should be happy for all this but I'm not. I'm scared of what could happen to my unborn child. I knew that my unborn child's life would be endangered. What would Ethan do if he heard about it? Will he accept it or not? I've to think on what to do but the first thing I have to do is to eat. I wouldn't have wanted anything to endanger my unborn child's life after all this on ground.

What am I going to eat? Ethan had told the guards not to give me anything to eat. What am I going to do now? How do I find the food for me to eat? I knew that there was no way that would happen but I knew not to give up because of my unborn child.

The pain is increasing and I let out a loud scream but fighting the tears in my eyes, and I called out to the guards hoping they would help me but they didn't. They only stared at me for a while before looking away, and I can't blame them since they were doing their Alpha's biddings.

I knew that soon I would die with my unborn child and I held my stomach tightly while trying to conceal the tears from dropping. I could smell the scent of an intoxicating aroma of food. I felt my mouth water instantly, and I felt the biting of my stomach increase. The worms in my stomach vent out their hunger on my stomach, and I groaned out in pain while thinking of what to do.

I was feeling pains in my whole body system but there was no way I could stop it and I keep on increasing.