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p.o.v. of Alethea

after having a tiring day, I lay on my bed.

suddenly a thought pop in my brain, I remember an thing someone told me but I don't remember who told,"writing down what happen in your life help you to lessen your burden".

truly speaking I am far lazier to write but I just started to speak in my head.

hmm....

I am Althea born on 25th December 2006,

yeah on Christmas. well I know one thing for sure, that must be good for my parents but they don't know I am going to be a great disappointment for them for sure.

until 7year old age I was all good like a normal child, who play with friends, get into a fight, like any other 7 gear kid but I don't remember what happen and who it happens but I changed. I started to become fake. who now in high school ,doesn't even remember what was her real self.

I am not probably the class top, but someone who I like has all or nothing. thus my fate is fucking bitch like all thing is every got is half love for parents, share half food with my bigger sis, half-ass friends and so on.

I got depressed in lockdown, ,start to talk less, emotion less, ambition less, retard, I even try cut my hand with a cutter but me you don't die for it but as the blood dropped from your hand it feel like an relief(as blood drop In-floor it's feel like your burden is also drop on floor,, ,many other suicide attempt, fantasising an sad life and so on other fucking shit.

I wanna have dreams like everyone else but I found an interesting thing today "the karma high school". well to be honest it really big dream cause it top high school and is full of rich , where I am an average student for an average family.

I don't know what but I thought that I would find an meaning in my lifeless life.for getting admission in high school I study like a geek.and finally today I got accepted in karma high school,thus I find it weird I let it go.

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😔 sorry if made any mistake as i am not professional and english is not my first launguage.

please tell me if i made any mistake.

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