Heart's Desire - 3
I didn't care much about these guys that only barely pass even when they already copy from others' sheets, but the noise bothered me so much that I had to speak louder while we conversed.
Good thing that the teacher already came and we started the first test.
...
Hours later, the tests were done for the day and a lot of them quickly exited the classroom to enjoy themselves from the early dismissal.
"Let's see..."
Aiden was holding onto my poem as we sat on top of our desks.
His expression turned serious as his brows furrowed. Until the end his reaction didn't change which made me think of what his thoughts are.
"Bro, you... If she still doesn't want to be back with you after this poem, then... I can't say anything anymore."
"I feel like killing myself."
"Don't say that!"
I could only sigh and then we made ourselves towards the door and left school.
This time I'm quite fine so I told Aiden to already go on his way, but he still insisted to go because of what happened yesterday.
Walking back towards my house, we saw the bakery that had its rolling shutter doors half closed. There was a female student going in with a different uniform from ours, but since the masteries tests are common through the schools in our place, it looked like she also just finished and is on the way home.
"I think that's the girl that served along the lady in that bakery."
"You know her?"
"Nah. I just bought bread earlier from their place and it was so good. You have to actually eat it while it's warm, though."
"I see, I see. Now you're already finding another prospect---that's healthy."
"No way, man." I waved my hand in front of me and we continued to walk towards my house.
...
The night is deep, and it's already 9 PM.
I was still waiting for any of the two to come up, yet they still aren't online.
"Should I send it? Or wait for Friday to hit?"
Me [do u know StarQuincy09?]
BlackStar17 [nop]
Se7en [nah]
FeatheryDog [why?]
Me [we actually know each other irl]
BlackStar17 [it's a ranger I checkd the char]
FeatheryDog [oh]
Me [but I dont see him recently]
AsuAsu [how about +7 Shuri?]
Other people were starting to enter the area as I inquired info about StarQuincy09, and it looks like he's not that popular.
Me [LittleHunter?]
Se7en [that n00b?]
AsuAsu [nope]
BlackStar17 [ima ask my guild]
Me [they're both archers]
Se7en [I killed her once]
Me [quincy is white, and LittleHunter has a panda hat]
Se7en [when she was on mystery dun]
BlackStar17 [u lurking at that place agen?]
Se7en [yep the panda hat was remarkable]
AsuAsu [lol u only want tht panda]
Me [u PK'd her? wtf !@##$%@#$]
Se7en [not my fault shes weak]
BlackStar17 [my pal said quincy is heavy pve player]
Se7en [got in my ice beam last sec]
BlackStar17 [he joined the forums too if u want more info]
Me [thanks star owe u 1]
Se7en [then vanished]
BlackStar17 [his name's 'WhiteQ' at the forums]
Me [I see]
BlackStar17 [everyone don't tell I know this stuff k]
BlackStar17 [GM might ban me lol]
Me [sure this is a secret, right guys?]
Se7en [i bet no one read what I type]
Se7en [wow star's a hacker or smth]
AsuAsu [S> +7 Shuri PM me for price]
Se7en [stop selling at maintown we have market right!?!?]
From the chat overload I scrolled back a bit just to read everything they typed, and I checked the forums to see his activity and it turns out that he's not online for a week already. Not sure if he's accessing as a guest or just plainly not going to the forums recently after we got his legendary item.
This makes me only more rattled that I felt scratching every part of my scalp.
"Just where the heck are you?"
I also added everyone on the maintown on my friend list tonight as they were fun, and they accepted my request.
"Tch."
I could only click my tongue as the hour passed by, and I grinded on my usual spot using my Chainer just to make sure I won't have to easily die-----also to pour my every stress on these monsters that kept respawning each time I kill one.
It's only 11 PM but my patience is at its limit.
"Fuck this shit."
I opened my browser and clicked on my email server on the bookmark, then created a draft.
"Aye, why. I should've done this sooner." My poem was still in analog format. In short, I haven't typed it in yet to be sent immediately on email.
"Or I could also just take a picture but..... well there are mistakes and erasures so that's a no."
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In every morning, I think of you
In every evening, I search for you
But even so I can't find you
I'll be right here always waiting for you
There is a girl in my dreams
I can't see her in her face
Even though I can look at her
Not a glimpse of an eye I can bear
When I saw you
This girl showed her face
Although it's unfamiliar
From now on I can see her
But if it's just a dream
There's a limit upon waking
So everytime I think about you
It just makes me miss you more
There are happy moments
And some sad ones too
If only I can be there
I want to comfort and hug you more
And at those moments I am lonely
I feel sad and thinking of
What she's doing and how she's doing
And it makes tears drop down my face
After all, she's the one I love
The very one, that I love
With all my body, heart, and soul
Because you're the very one,
That have loved me too...
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With that..... I clicked on the Send button.
All I have to do now, is to wait.
I didn't bother to send a message to her brother instead in contrast to what I planned earlier, as he's not that reliable for me, and it's ours, Esyllt and mine's relationship after all.
"Esyllt..."