50 [Smut] The Unspeakable Things We Did on Valentine's Day

February 14th, 9:27 PM.

"Where do you think you're going after saying things like that?"

Mo Aini may be drunk and his vision and hearing are getting a little blurry, but that doesn't mean he didn't hear what Hu Chuntian said. There's just a chance that once he fully blacked out, he will forget it, but it still remains in his short-term memory.

"I would give myself to you, both body and soul, and ask nothing in return. You can choose to discard me, destroy me, desecrate me..... but I will still love you. I will still give myself to you, if you ask me to. That is the severity of my love for you, Da Ge."

Those were the things he said to him in the most determined tone, never breaking his gaze on Mo Aini who merely chugged a bottle of beer.

He put the bottle down and gave a weak smack at Hu Chuntian's head. "What kind of cheesy as fuck BL novel did that come from, huh? Don't you even feel the slightest embarrassment from saying those things?"

"I didn't read them from a novel, Da Ge. It came from my heart." Hu Chuntian placed his Da Ge's hand on his chest. "It yearns for you so much that it feels like it will come out of my chest."

"Your heart..... Your heart is stupid." Mo Aini said with his brain soaked in alcohol. "Why the hell does it want me so much?"

"It just does, Da Ge." Hu Chuntian kneeled in front of the drunkard sprawled on the sofa. "Why can't you understand that? You don't have to love me in return just..... accept that this love is real. Please, Da Ge. I don't want to keep denying myself of what I feel for you anymore."

"You didn't even try that hard to deny it." Mo Aini's eyes were half-lidded as he rubbed Hu Chuntian's chest.

He really can feel the caged organ within pumping so loudly like the beat of a thousand drums, and it vibrates into his own.

Or perhaps, it was the alcohol speaking again.

But he has the urge to move closer and closer..... For that beating hearts to press into each other so he can feel just how powerful their strong pit-a-pats were. If one heart is already loud enough to cause his hand to tremble this much, what more when two meet and become one?

"Da Ge...." Hu Chuntian's eyes widened a bit as Mo Aini's fingers roamed past the gaps of his buttons, and reach for the bare skin of his chest.

"If you say your love is real....." Mo Aini's leaned in, his breath smelling of chocolates and beer. "I need to feel it. That's the only way I can understand it. Nothing you say would move me."

"H-How do I show it to you?" Hu Chuntian tried hard not to panic but his voice betrayed him. His Da Ge really was getting too close!

At this, Mo Aini stopped. He then blinked. "I.... I don't know."

He doesn't even know what the hell he's talking about! This is just the mumblings of a drunk man!

But Hu Chuntian thought he understood.

Taking these ramblings seriously, he closed the gap between them and press his lips on his Da Ge's.

Mo Aini's sanpaku eyes widened a bit, but they relaxed immediately afterward. His pupils just dilated. He didn't close his eyes, but let Hu Chuntian kiss him and push him to sink deeper on the soft, velvet sofa.

Hu Chuntian kissed with all the passion and sincerity he felt in his 'stupid' heart. He held on the back of his Da Ge's head to deepen the kiss and sat on his lap.

"Oof, you're too heavy...." Mo Aini said sternly when their lips parted a bit, but other than that, he made no other complaints.

"Sorry. " Hu Chuntian continued kissing him, a little more hungrily now.

Mo Aini felt like his lips were on fire. His hands moved on their own and he didn't even realize that he's supporting Hu Chuntian by the waist. The alcohol in his system took away his defenses to resist it, and he found himself wanting.... more.

More of what? He couldn't tell. But his body answered this question for him.

"Ah!" Hu Chuntian felt something hit him from below.

He could not believe it. He looked down, and tried to keep himself from smiling. "Da Ge..... Are you hard?"

"Huh?" Mo Aini sluggishly looked down at his other little brother*, the one in his pants. It really was poking through Hu Chuntian who was straddling him. "Oh..... Yeah."

Hu Chuntian doesn't know what to do for a moment. He was so elated to gain this reaction from his Da Ge, even when he hadn't accepted his love for him.

If he would only accept his body..... That's fine too. He will do anything to make his Da Ge happy.

He tested the waters and tried to move his hand slowly on the rock hard little thing. He just rested his hand on it, and Mo Aini winced.

"Is it painful, Da Ge?" Hu Chuntian asked him.

"Yeah....." The red in Mo Aini's cheeks got even deeper.

He's completely wasted at this point, so he can't even think straight.

Hu Chuntian shyly yet also a little playfully asked, "Do you..... want me to relieve it for you?"

Mo Aini had no brain cells left to think about it and just nodded.

"Oh, Da Ge!" Hu Chuntian showered him with more kisses on lips and the cheek. "Thank you!"

"Uh-huh..." Mo Aini just let him get down in front of him and open his zippers.

Then, he came into his senses a bit. "W-Wait, what!? I—"

It's already too late to back out now because his hard member is already out into the open and taken in by Hu Chuntian's mouth.

"Ahn..... Ha...." Mo Aini gripped Hu Chuntian's soft blond hair to pull him away from his throbbing cock, but Hu Chuntian's lips remained firmly in place.

"Jursh mef mi hughgeh...." Hu Chuntian said with his mouth still full of his Da Ge's dick.

"What the hell are you saying!? Just let it go for a sec!"

"Ahh~" Hu Chuntian finally let go of the after seeing his Da Ge panicking. As he did so, he looked up to Mo Aini and made an erotic face that may or may not be intentional.

"Just let me do it, Da Ge." He repeated himself clearly this time. "I'll try to make you feel good, I promise."

"But.... You don't really like this, do you? Sucking another guy's dick." Mo Aini scratched his head. "There's no way you can feel good from that. You don't have to service me, I can do it myself."

"But Da Ge..... It does make me feel good." Hu Chuntian frowned.

"That.... That's a lie."

"It's not. When you feel good, I also feel good. I like every part of Da Ge, and I want it." Hu Chuntian looked at the throbbing cock and licked his lips. "And I quite like the taste of this one."

"Fuck!" Mo Aini hid his face that was so hot and red that it looked like it might explode. "You learned so much shameful crap from those motherfucking BL novels. I can't even believe half the things coming out of that mouth of yours, where did all that innocence go, huh?"

Hu Chuntian tilted his head to the side. "Since when have I been innocent, Da Ge? I've been touching myself since I was 13, I'm a man after all."

"Yeah, but still.... You're not as insufferable as this!" Mo Aini grumbled.

He leaned back to the sofa, staring at the ceiling. "Aysh..... what do I do with you? You always have a knack to make me feel a level of emotion that's never been reached before."

"Like what, Da Ge?" Hu Chuntian asked in the most polite way despite the situation.

"Irritation, confusion, humiliation..." He looked down. "Pain."

"Pain? Have I caused you pain, Da Ge?"

He chuckled and shook his head. "No. I'm the one who caused you pain. But....."

He would never say these things if he was sober.

"A-Tian." He clasped the other's face with both hands. "Whenever I hurt you, do know how much anguish it causes me too. If you say my happiness is your happiness, then your pain is my pain as well. And I never wanted to hurt you, my hands are tied here, so forgive me."

"Da Ge...." Hu Chuntian could not understand what he's saying. But it gives him a bittersweet feeling, like this is both a good and a sad thing at the same time.

"As payment for all the pain I've caused you, I'll let you do whatever you want." Mo Aini said, kissing his forehead. "You say this makes you feel good..... Then I'll let you. Even though I feel like I don't deserve this kind of treatment. I don't deserve you."

"Don't say that, Da Ge." Hu Chuntian went up to hug him and kiss him. "You're the only person who I want to be with, and so that in itself means that you are deserving of me. I'm all yours."

Mo Aini did not answer anything else, and just let Hu Chuntian pleasure him and pleasure himself in doing so. Every touch made him feel that love, that thunderous beating heart that he had disregarded as something 'stupid', yet kept on beating for him with strong devotion.

"A-Tian..... I'm going to....."

He tried to push Hu Chuntian away, but the blond delinquent kept still.

Mo Aini looked into his piercing blue eyes. He wanted this. He wanted to receive his Da Ge.

He let himself go and he can feel his warm ejaculation fill Hu Chuntian's mouth, sending shivers to his spine. Once he released it all, only then did Hu Chuntian pulled away.

Mo Aini's face went an impossibly deep shade of red as he watched Hu Chuntian swallow it.

"You..... really..... Why did you....." Mo Aini mumbled incoherently as Hu Chuntian sat on him again and throw his arms around him.

"Thank you for this piece of love you've given me, Da Ge." Hu Chuntian said, smiling serenely. "It feels so good to have a part of you within me."

"That's not..... What kind of mindset is that.... Just come here." Mo Aini beckoned him closer and give this boy one final kiss.....

Before he falls into unconsciousness, this memory falling down into the recesses of his mind and never to be remembered again.

Or so they thought.

Mo Aini woke up from his bed in cold sweat again.

[How many bad dreams did you have already?]

"SHUT UP!"

Gou Manchu immediately woke up from this shout and went in alert mode with sleepy eyes. "Huh? Mo-gongzi? Is something wrong?"

Mo Aini rubbed his face and gripped his hair. (So that's what happened all along!? That's what he didn't tell me!? Stupid brat, why did he keep such a thing to himself after all this time!)

He immediately went to grab his hoodie and his wallet, barging out of the door.

Then he came back to ask Gou Manchu with a rat's nest hair and crazed eyes, huffing wildly:

"How do you get to the airport from here!?"