A Second Chance

The result is, there will be another time.

She kissed me again! To be exact, she shamelessly asked me to be her boyfriend in broad daylight, and wouldn't let go until we kissed.

Okay!

I've never dated a "soft girl" before, but she brought this upon herself.

When I kissed her, I was a little dazed and even a little out of control.

I held her hand, which was soft to the touch, and at that moment, I thought having a girlfriend like her was... not bad.

I've never experienced this type of relationship before.

After spending some time with her, she was relatively well-behaved and obedient, but she went to the library every day, which made it tiring for me to run between the library and the bar.

Also, she only wanted to kiss, nothing else, which I found a bit hard to handle.

It felt like I was eating vegetarian and reciting Buddhist scriptures every day with a girlfriend.

But there was nothing I could do, whenever she said something nice, I would give in.

I just played along with her.

I never expected that as a jerk like me, I couldn't bring myself to do anything to this soft girl in front of me.

Our relationship was pretty dull, but I still kept thinking about her all the time.

She said she was going to England, and I refused.

I heard my mom went there, but she never came back. I hated that place.

To my surprise, she asked me to go to England with her, which was impossible!

I just never thought that one day I would lose my principles like this.

She got angry and stopped talking to me. She didn't send me a message all day.

She said she didn't want to break up with me and wanted to be in a lifelong relationship with me.

She couldn't live without me?

I thought about it all night and finally decided to take the IELTS test. If there was a chance to pass it, I would go with her.

Otherwise, she would keep calling me three times a day over there.

Of course, I had to admit that I wanted to go with her.

Go take a look at where my mother lives.

See what exactly attracts her so much that she hasn't come back for so many years.

Go check if she's doing well.

If she's not doing well, I'll go and beat the hell out of whoever bullies her.

If she's doing well, if she's doing well... I can't imagine, although I hope it's the case. If that's the case, we'll just live our own lives, and forget about me if she can.