29 | remember

The past three days we're full of love making and headaches. Love making as in having sex, and making out when feeling like it. Also trying out different games: board games and kids toys.

The happiness meter is high and you love it, you love him. You never hrt tired of him

You felt that Yoongi is the one, not because of the unholy things you both did. But because of who he is. He's a caring guy, he didn't leave your side to be bored and he showered you with affection. He's sincere, in words and actions. Efforts and honesty present.

He's the best.

By headache, you felt constant head pain and nightmares. There were flashes of creepy visions, worst part was Yoongi in it and nightmares,

trying to kill you.

Your gut says it was true, but heart doesn't agree so does yourself. Why would that even be true, the scenes were too brutal to be called human and Yoongi is too nice, kind, caring to be a disgusting killer.

But you trusted your gut on not telling him about them. Since it was broken pieces and doesn't connect, also it plays over and over again every time you get a headache.

Him stabbing you repeatedly.

Midnight, you can't sleep but Yoongi did. He's one heavy sleeper at night or after sex. You decided to get some fresh air to get the silly thoughts about Yoongi being a psychokiller out of your head.

Him stabbing you with a cutter.

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Sunshine Café, there's not much people and the sign switched to neon. Beers are served and there's no workers greeting. You sat at a seat near the glass window where you could see a few people and cars around. You ordered a hot choco.

The order came with a free cookie. While sipping on the drink you felt the urge to pee and walked to find the café's cr.

On the way, headaches came and flashes of the nightmares you thought were imaginations, now real.

Turning the knob and opening the door; here you are the last thing you remembered the last thing that was real.

-flashback

Can I go to the bathroom?"

He squint his eyes at you and your legs shakes at his probing gaze. His eyes darkened and his lips lifted to a smirk. "Go on, I'll be here." he replied and you walk away not looking back.

-

I paced back and forth hesitating to climb the small bathroom window which I could still fit in. It's a battle of body and mind because I started to think of backing out but my body wanted to jump.  I was scared but at the same time I craved to be free and back to the city I am familiar with.

I'll do this success or not. I will.

I locked the bathroom door.

My left feet climb the sink followed by my right leg which didn't work the first time. So I grabbed for the trash bin and pour the contents on the floor. I placed it upside down so I could use it as a lift.

I got on the sink before it broke. I reached for the window and opened it. I slid my head first then gripped on the  outside wall to lift myself up and sit on the wall.

Now, my legs just need to come out.

I forced my eyes shut whilst struggling to let my legs out as I tightened my grip and looked down, my body is legit swinging now.

It's not that high so I closed my eyes letting go and waited for landing.

You might've landed in his arms.

"You thought I'd let you?" Suga smirked placing a cloth at your mouth and you faint.

-end of flashback

We're it all started and it will end.

Those new memories were happy and lovely yet fake. You felt dumb falling onto his traps again and setting aside the feelings that were keeping you safe. You fell down the floor and cried.

What now? What's the plan? Your life is ruined. You're too traumatised to live. But too scared to die.

You shouldn't have done this and that. Regrets showers you with tears falling continuously. You hit yourself and cringed at the new moments you both had while the real him is buried in your head.

The touch.. both of you had sex, kissed, hugged. You open the tap and washed your hands, neck and face harshly as if it could erase the feeling of his hands.

You ran outside with tears blurring your way. The café staff stop you from running out since you needed to pay. Yoonji, the girl you met had a worried look in her face as you broke down. Yoonji ran to call for the Cafe owner.

Hoseok came at the scene and told them to let you go. They did. He crouched and hugged your shaking form with soothing pats, "Let me take you home." he uttered.

CHOOSE YOUR DESTINY:

30 | end?: Hoseok takes you home away from Yoongi.

-somewhat a happy ending

30 | end.: Suga found you at Sunshine café.

-not a happy ending